Bad Wedding
The Part 63
After his condition improved and was allowed out of the hospital, Abian who was about to meet Alana also Aluna to find out the truth that had not been known, so far, forced to undo the intention because Ibu Ayuning forced him to go home first.
Abian was unwilling to follow his mother's will, because there are things to do in her house. He wanted to take Alena's bag because a few days ago had not had time to check all the contents of the bag.
After arriving at his residence Abian went straight into Alena's room. Ayuning's mother followed her son, still worried about Abian's situation.
"Where did Bi Yanti put it?" Abian searched the entire room without caring about Ms. Ayuning who asked what she was doing in Alena's room. He continued to search by opening the entire nightstand, because he felt sure Bi Yanti must have put Alena's bag in the room. "What's this?" Abian stared at a blue book that read Alena Ricardo, right in the bottom of the nightstand drawer. He picked up and opened the book while sitting on the bed.
Ayuning, who saw her son focus on the book he was holding, sat down next to Abian. He also read the contents of the book, in which there are black ink scratches with writing that is so neat.
...Dear Bian's...
...Do you know what? Today is the happiest day and the saddest day for me. Happy because right on this day my status has officially become a Lady Abian Atmaja, the wife of the man I love so much....
...But on this day I feel sad, because my name has been dropped from the Ricardo family. Mom and Dad don't want to acknowledge me as their daughter. But it's okay, as long as you're by my side, to lose everything I have....
...Dear Bian's...
...You're even brave enough to treat me like a paid woman after we fuck. I couldn't do anything about it, knowing you were angry and hated me for everything that happened that night. But I swear I didn't do what you've been accused of all this time....
...I never set you up, Abian, but I can't tell you who did it either. Let me be the one you blame, and let me be the one you hate. Besides, my name is already ugly in everyone's eyes, including in the eyes of Ibu Ayuning. The mother-in-law who I thought could give her affection, because there was my blood flowing in her body. But I was wrong again, because everyone hated me so much....
...If you're asking me if I'm sorry about what happened that night, then the answer is no. Because with what happened that night I could finally have you. I don't care that everyone thinks I'm selfish, and heartless for seizing the fiancee of his own twin brother. Am I wrong to fight for my love? Am I wrong to want to have my first love? Was I wrong to love you so long ago....
...Dear Bian's...
...Do you know my heart hurts so much when you throw away all the cooking I've done so hard. Can't you appreciate the little I did? Can't you see me for a second without hatred in your heart?...
...Dear Bian's...
...Today you brought that woman into our house, you brought her with you no matter how I felt. I hate you so much, Bian, so much....