
Deg.
Alena's heart stopped beating when she heard Abian's words, that the man knew he was Al. But if Abian already knows, why at the Gold Company did he call Alana with Al? Because what he knew, Abian at that time knew him as Alana.
And all the confusion that Alena felt had only one answer, which was that by the time they met at Gold's company, Abian actually already knew she was Alena instead of Alana. And the man's goal is to pretend he doesn't know her, only to let Alena off guard so she can find her whereabouts.
"I'm so sorry to have hurt you Alena, hurt the woman I love so much" Abian sobbed with her body crumbling down, kneeling in front of her woman without caring about her pride as a man.
"Why is Bian now, why?" only that word could be spoken from his lips with tears in his eyes. "How long has it been for you to recognize me?"
"Because I'm stupid! I'm a fool not recognizing my love."
"Yes, you're a fool and I hate you so much." Shouted Alena while sobbing. "Do you? Here it hurts," he pointed at his chest that felt tight. "By being with you. Every day, every night I go through is filled with tears."
"Sorry.." That's all Abian can say. He was very sorry for hurting his wife's soul and body.
"Go! I don't want to see you" Alena was about to close the door.
But Abian quickly held the door and stood up. "My law is Alena, but please give me a chance."
Alena shook her head with a smile full of wounds, tears even kept flowing down both of her cheeks as an outpouring of emotions held back for years.
Seeing how Alena cried of course made Abian sick, he hugged his woman tightly again. "Please don't cry!"
"Go Abian!"
"I—"
"Mommy.. Mama..."
Both Alena and Abian fell silent when they heard the sound of crying children from inside the room.
"My son..." Abian who remembered his son was about to go inside.
"How dare you come in, I'll hate you so much!" threaten Alena who is able to make Abian stop his steps.
"Al I just want to see my son."
"Your son?" Alena laughed sinisterly as she wiped her tears. "Get out Abian! Or I'll call the security forces to kick you out!"
"OK I'm going out," Abian broke up in the end. For it is impossible to force the will to enter into seeing his son. For Abian it was enough today to hug his woman and apologize, because if forced he was afraid Alena would run away again. "I'll stay outside, wait until you forgive me."
Alena did not comment on Abian's words, she quickly closed the apartment door and locked it and went into the room to see the condition of her son.
"Mommy here baby," Alena holds Bian who is seen crying on the bed, trying to calm him down even though his own heart is not good because of Abian's arrival. "Why do you know everything now? Why is it now that it's too late? Even after finding out I was Al, you still chose Alana to even marry him."
Yeah, that's the fact that's what got Alena back hurt. Because Abian is getting married to Alana, even though the man knows his twin brother is not Al. And all that Abian had said, that she was the woman that the man loved so much was just a falsehood. Because actually from the past until now, his position is only as the first love that has no meaning in the life of an Abian Atmajaya.