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27. Just want the best for you.

Bang Enggano refused whatever the doctor gave him. His slump was so devastating to his soul.

"Eat ya Gan..!!" Bang Barito's.

The fall of Bang Enggano also made the hearts of his friends hit. The friendship between the four makes their brotherly bond not light.

"I'm not hungry." Reject Bang Enggano.

"You must eat, a month more your stomach is not filled with food. You could suffocate Gan." Bang Noven persuaded Bang Enggano because he also felt guilty, Bang Enggano until like this for saving himself.

"Let me die..!!"

"Remember your son Gan. Poor Hanin." Bang Daluman.

"You either marry her or you marry Hanin to Anggit." Reply Bang Enggano began to chant.

"You sure? Your heart didn't heat Hanin in another man's arms??" Said Bang Noven carried away with a cold attitude Bang Enggano.

"I don't want to see Hanin, I don't want to know more about Hanin and her son." Pekik Bang Enggano, obviously his frustration is so pressing on the mind.

You can only cry outside. His son also refused his presence and was immediately hysterical if he met Hanin.

"How is this Pa? Hanin desperately needs Gano but Gano refuses."

"We can't force anything right now. Mental Gano is at its lowest. His pride as a man had already collapsed and been shattered. He could not provide Hanin perfectly. If he resigned as a soldier, then there would only be a basic pension, but he would not be able to take on many additional jobs outside. In addition, Mama knows Gano's condition as a man is not like it used to be. Your son is inferior." Said Papa Han.

"Yes Allah Paaa..!!" Mama Harni hugged her husband. He was horrified and afraid of himself by the circumstances that befell his son.

"But Gano wanted to separate from Hanin Pa."

"The state of a man who is mentally unstable, can not be counted right Ma. Gano is mentally depressed. All is illegitimate. Never mind, you just focus on encouraging your son-in-law, Papa will keep an eye on Gano..!!" Pinta Papa Han's.

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In the afternoon Bang Barito fell asleep while guarding Bang Enggano. He fell asleep in full uniform. It was used by Bang Enggano who was mentally chaotic.

As powerful as Bang Enggano took the trumpet from his container. Just then Hanin walked into her husband's ward and saw all the events.

"Abaaang.. don't..!!!!" Pekik Hanin immediately woke Bang Barito whose life was still not fully intact.

Hanin pulled the horn but his strength was still not enough against the energy of Bang Enggano who was sick.

jleeb..

"Gusty of God..!!!!!! Elfri, Bar... Noveeeeeen..!!!!!"

The four people entered the ward.

"It'sit's..!!!"

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Hanin received treatment because his stomach was scratched and got a fairly deep wound.

Bang Enggano was speechless with a blank stare leaping over.

Irene Bang Noven's wife was there. Captain Noven's wife was quite shocked to hear the words of her husband.

"Irene????" Bang Noven was shocked to see his wife there.

Irene left the place and Bang Noven soon followed her.

"Astagfirullah, this ordeal is very hard." Bang Daluman let out a long sigh. "Have not blamed each other. Who would hope for such an ordeal."

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POV Bang Enggano..

I was speechless to see my wife lying weakly because of the incident earlier this afternoon. I don't love you Hanin, but what am I right now. I'll just be a burden on your life and our son's later. The handicapped me will only trouble your life. The wound on your body is my deepest pain.

God, why did you find me with him??? He is the one I love more than anything in this world. If at that time You take my life, I sincerely because maybe Hanin will be happy with others. It's not me who's far from perfection.

Hanin, my dear, learn to hate myself. You are still very perfect to get a man who can guide you.

"Install..!!"

I saw Hanin was awakened, my heart was very happy but at the same time it was sliced with pain. I want to hug you but I don't deserve you.

"Gan.. Hanin is conscious. He's looking for you..!!" Daluman said to rebuke me.

I just kept quiet to hear it, and there was nothing I could do anyway.

"I'm always watching your movements Gano, you can lie to others but not me." Daluman said, touching my feelings.

I admit yesterday my mentality was completely crushed. Who would not be struck by such a calamity to my mental decline, I say what is inappropriate for my wife Hanin. My heart swayed in an uncertain mood and I finally remembered that I still had You Lord.

"You know what you are??" My words deliberately refute Daluman's words.

Suddenly Daluman shifted my wheelchair out of the room and into his study.

"It's just the two of us here..!!" Daluman looked me in the eye sharply. "Say, why are you acting like that???"

My lips feel silenced. I wanted to tell you all, but I doubted myself.

"I know how you feel....."

"You know what you think of me??" I cover my feelings. I don't want everyone to see my weakness, I don't want to trouble everyone because of my circumstances.

"You don't regret hurting Hanin?" Ask Daluman who I really can't answer.

"I don't need Hanin and anyone else, including you" I avoided answering.

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