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4. Hopefulness.

That night Bang Enggano had to get rid of the smell of rice and onions at home because Hanin had continued to nausea and vomiting. She was worried that Hanin was pregnant.

"My head is sick but Hanin is nauseous. Is it related or not??" bang Enggano's.

There was still the sound of Hanin throwing up and Bang Enggano returning to the bathroom. "Still nauseous huh?"

Hanin nodded withstanding the nausea. "Please find ginger Bang. Hanin really isn't strong."

"You want to do what?? You don't know." said Bang Enggano.

"Just look for Bang..!!!!!" Hanin was getting less and less, Bang Enggano immediately looked for ginger in the kitchen, he immediately washed it and handed it to Hanin.

Didn't wait long Hanin immediately chewed it. Slowly the nausea subsided. Sweat pours from Hanin's forehead.

Bang Enggano let out a sigh of relief. Throughout the course of his life, he has never been this weak to face reality. Anxiety, anxiety, fear even almost despair can happen just because of a Hanin.

'Am I really going to be a father? Is that as stupid as I am? Hanin is still very young."

Bang Enggano rubbed his face easing the huff in his chest.

'If Hanin is pregnant, it doesn't matter that I bear the pain.. Allah knows my heart and how I feel about it. Don't just because I want the title of a father then I hurt him.'

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Mama Harni, Papa Han and Bang Enggano are having dinner together without Hanin. The atmosphere was quite quiet until Mama opened her voice.

"Hanin don't get pregnant" said Mama Harni.

"Yes, if there's a granddaughter, how's Ma." replied Papa Han.

"Mama doesn't agree."

"Mom agrees or not that's Mama's business. If my son had not come. I'll make an effort to have a child, but if it comes, I'll take care of it." Bang Enggano was still flat to face his mother.

"Underaged girls do not yet have good reproductive devices. The risk of pregnancy is very large Gan." added Mama Harni.

"So..would you like me to throw away my own baby?" Ask Bang Enggano. It feels like Bang Enggano lost his appetite because of his Mama's speech.

"Mama wasn't sure Hanin could take care of the baby either."

"It's my job Ma. No human being grows without a process. This is the realm of my household Ma, please don't interfere..!!" actually in the heart of Bang Enggano also sad because he had to say rude to the Mama but as the head of the family, he must be able to direct the household.

Understanding the nature of her son, Mama chose to be quiet.

"I want Hanin's bribe first..!!" pamit Bang Enggano's.

"Mama made green bean porridge for Hanin. It must be a ghost like this." Mama Harni grumbled.

Bang Enggano slightly bent over the top of his mother's head. "Thank you Ma."

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Just from behind the door Mama Harni peeked at Bang Enggano and his son-in-law. Little by little Hanin can swallow mama's green bean porridge.

"Don't you give Hanin some vitamin Ma?" tanya Papa surprised Mama.

"No need to teach my mom. Everything has been mixed in the porridge." replied Mama with ketus. My mom walked away as if she didn't care.

In the room Bang Enggano inhaled the aroma of the porridge. The Mama must have mixed the vitamins in the green bean porridge like what is often done in other Mama patients.

As a child of a senior midwife, of course, a little bit of himself understands about health even though it is self-taught.

"What's the Bang?" ask Hanin.

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As per Danyon's directive yesterday, Bang Enggano took Hanin to the hospital for a medical checkup.

There was not a single thing that Bang Enggano had covered from all the seniors and Commanders. He did not want later in life there are things that make their marriage problematic.

"What age is Gan?" Doctor Yusril who handled Hanin to be surprised to see the purchase was Lieutenant Enggano's wife.

"About seventeen years." whispered Bang Enggano in honest reply.

"Crazy you, civil society is forbidden to marry underage girls, you're in violation of the rules."

"Hsstt. keep your voice down pot. Quickly check Hanin..!!" the Pinta Bang Enggano.

Bang Yusril immediately examined Hanin's entire health thoroughly.

"All right, now we give you an injection and then we go to the USG room."

Bang Yusril took a syringe. Hanin looked ordinary because he had never seen such a small painful object before.

Bang Enggano who understood the reaction that would happen immediately embraced Hanin. "Slow down the pot, from yesterday Hanin didn't feel well." Bang Enggano's message.

"Yooo.."

Before long the tip of the needle pierced through Hanin's delicate skin.

"Aaaaaa.. sakiiii..!!!!!!" hannin squealed as hard as his feet thrashed.

"Uusshh. yes.. Sorry..!!" Bang Enggano rubbed Hanin's arm. "It is."

Hanin's cry stopped but a look of vengeful eyes pointed at Bang Yusril who suddenly hurt her for no apparent reason.

Bang Enggano just laughed at the small commotion in the army hospital.

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Now Bang Yusril is monitoring Hanin's stomach in the USG screen. Bang Enggano saw it too.

"Waduuuhh. There are the results of your actions nih Gan." said Bang Yusril.

"You mean??"

Bang Yusril aimed the ultrasound device at Hanin's stomach. Hanin originally wanted to rebel but when "See that little gesture and try to hear this..!!"

dgg..

Hanin was silent and was moved to hear the sound of a heartbeat. Clear streaks of tears flowing down her cheeks.

At the same time, Bang Enggano closed his eyes. He rested his forehead on Hanin's forehead. The taste of haru also enveloped Bang Enggano's heart. His body was silent but his heart was crying. "Put him to you, please take care of him. My brother was expecting him. Whatever you're gonna bet for both of you."

Hanin nodded, only this time did his heart feel touched and amazed. "Hanin will take care of her..!!"

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