Be married? Oh No!
The Part 53
...My powerlessness....
...Makes me have to lose you. And my stupidity, makes you hate me....
^^^Ayan Faiz💕^^^
Ayan pov
Leaning my body against the sofa, I grimaced while massaging the base of my nose occasionally.
My other hand moved to loosen the maroon-colored tie with a quick motion somehow Eve around me turned hot. My chest was tight, until I opened the top three buttons of my shirt.
Due to being too dizzy I forgot the existence of Loli beside me. He was my secretary, a few hours ago. She was beautiful, and somehow from then on she kept glancing at me.
"Mr need my help?" ask Loli who I immediately nodded.
"Get me some water" I said.
Quickly the sexy-clothed woman walked towards the door. I shook my head when I saw him.
A few minutes later, Loli came with a glass of water in her hand. Both corners of the woman's lips lifted.
"This is the drink, sir" he said as he thrust the glass containing the water at me.
"Thank you" I said with a flat face. He looks smiling.
Then after that I started pouring the water until it ran out.
"You can go home" I said. Then with great care I placed the glass on the table.
"And one more thing, tomorrow please if you still want my cooperation.Your clothes are on guard," I said while shaking.
"I don't like to see women other than my wife,"
Loli bent her face sadly.
"All right, sir" he replied. The next moment the woman left my office.
Breathing out full of burden. Slowly I began to rise from my chair.
Watching my lonely surroundings I began to feel sad. I miss him...
I miss hearing his voice...
I miss the smell of his body...
Down I saw my woman just leaving the office.His face looked gloomy and her eyes were puffy. My woman is crying.
Trying to reach it from a distance that is too far is difficult. It's harder when I was on duty back in Riau.
"Sorry Falia," I said as I continued to look at her.
One minute, two minutes. Following departure. My eyes refused to go staring at the highway from above the roof.
my lips curled down.
"Because my helplessness has made you hurt,"
"I don't want to come if my existence only makes you hurt. But destiny? Once again Destiny told me to keep coming to this place,"
"I'm happy to see you looking good, without me beside you,"
"But I don't like seeing you now," Ayan's face became gloomy.
"It's very fragile and easy to cry,"
"It's all because I caused it" Ayan said, rubbing her face rough.
"Ayan, are you seriously saying you're going to divorce Hani?"
"I'm serious ma,"
"You're not sane? Hani is in a coma again Yan, how will Hani feel when she realizes she knows if you have divorced her?!"
"He'll be fine bun."
"Mother is disappointed with you!"
"Mama is also disappointed with you Yan,"
I grimaced as those memories came back making my tears flow without any command.
"I am indeed a child and a disappointing husband" I said, hitting the big window made of glass hard.
"Sir Ayan!"
I looked back. My eyes were round in disbelief, seeing that my little sister had now grown up and turned into an amazing man unlike me.
"Sister, how can you?" he asked as if he could not believe it.
"Syut.it's a secret, don't talk about it here," as I whispered.
"I'm sorry, because I didn't think you could go back to Indo again" Keno said, and his body began to hit me. Both of his hands hugged my body very strongly.
"God's Masya. You got muscle now? And two years ago your body was still flattened" I joked. I laughed involuntarily as tears flowed along with my laughter.
"Yes, my sister is also now more puffed up" he said mocking. What he said was the opposite.
My body was thin, the checkered stomach that was on my stomach slowly began to disappear. Skinny sangking.
"Don't make fun of me like that" I said as I returned his embrace.
"Oh yes," interrupted Keno.
"Hani? If Ayan's brother being here means?"
"Yes, I met him" I said, looking down.
I grimaced and took a cigarette in my pants pocket. And also a match there.
"So since when do you smoke?" ask keno with a frown.
"When did it start? Brother forgot if not wrong, when resigning to the army," I said with a laugh. Then I started to blame the match on my lips that were flanking a cigarette.
"I'm sorry, if it wasn't for me and that damn woman maybe my sister's life and Hani wouldn't be this bad" she said. It infuriated me because his words reminded me of that periatiwa. The events that led me to part with Falia.
"What you said Ken, I was happy when you were there. Thanks to you Fal-"
"Forgot it,"
"Sister, what about that woman?"
"You don't take care of him, Princess matters let brother take care of me." I said so that Keno was not too anxious.
After a long conversation with Keno. I didn't realize there was a cute girl peeking in from the door. Scrunching my forehead, I became curious.
Then I started walking towards him.
"Hey who are you looking for?" I asked the girl to be shocked and fall.
"Ouch.." the ringing is in pain.
The Keno who snatched it came right out following me to take a look.
"Ufus? You follow me?" keno asked with a surprised expression.
"Do you know that girl?" kepo many.
"Know," said Keno while helping the girl stand up.
"Thank you," said Dita who almost sounded like a mutter.
"Your girlfriend ken?" my question with my eyebrows fell.
"No. He's my friend," elak Keno.
"Are you really Keno's friend?" I asked while glancing at the cute girl with a probing look.
"So, he's my teammate" Keno said. Answer the question that Dita should answer.
"Say, what's so hard?" I muttered then glanced at the cute girl who had lowered her head earlier.
He's like my Falia...
Difference maybe. Falia is too bar-bar unlike the girl named Dita.
"you're an army too?"
"It's still a candidate," he said.
Waitaminute! Om said?
My God, my face is so old that he calls me Om.
"Don't call me Om, you remind me of him,"
I rounded my eyes in disbelief, subconsciously reminiscing about it.
"Who is she, wife?" tanyakanya.
"Ta," Keno shook her head.
Good to make me not have to answer the girl's question.
"Ken, you're going out first. Brother wants to continue the work of the brother who piled up," I said as I patted his strapping back twice.
"He's not my girlfriend!" keno protest that I reply with laughter.