Be married? Oh No!
The Part 58

"I'm wrong, you're never wrong. I was stupid because 2 years I did just waiting for you to come. And after you come, I'm disappointed, maybe after we move away the feeling will fade. That's why I need Argam's help to make me fall back in love. And I hope I choose the right person. Unlike the old days, I fell in love with the wrong person."

Bhuk!

...Ayan punched the wall of his bathroom forcefully. Make the back of the man's hand bleed....

Standing under the shower that is wrong. Ayan squeezed his chest, Ayan felt pain. His heart was like it was pierced by a very sharp white dagger.

Before this, Ayan had already prepared himself, if where this day would come, Ayan would have condensed it.

But why is it so heavy. It felt claustrophobic when he saw it right in front of his eyes.

Ayan realized, he was selfish. Might as well. But what he did was all for Hani. His wife, even Ayan let go of his position as a soldier. He even hated his family. Just for Hani. For the sake of that girl he was willing to be hated by the whole world.

And time. He was hated by Hani, he suffered a lot. He came back not without cause. All because Hani is the reason he came home.

Ayan slammed his head against the wall. Closing her eyes Ayan cried. Then she screamed hysterically.

Wh why? Why does it feel this sick?

Ayan, can't pretend anymore. Ayan was fed up with this charade.

Ayan wants this game to be over soon. Ayan wants his love back. Why is the world so cruel to him. Her dreams? Her love? His family? Everything is taken from him.

The only thing that was separated was a deep pain.

Ayan squeezed out her already flushed face was strong. Leaning his body against the wall, slowly the body that was still wrapped in the shirt slumped down.

His feet buckled, with his eyes staring at the wet floor.

The man came back crying as the shadow of Hani said he hated him, continuing to spin in his brain.

So this hurts when the person we love turns into the one who hates us? Oh my God, this is very sick.

The flash back on.

Ayan's pair of eyes continued to pokus staring at the two people in front of him. Who were talking and sometimes they were laughing too. It's like ignoring if he's there.

"Ehem!" ayan closed his eyes.

Intentionally ignored. The man rolled his eyes irritated.

The Loli who witnessed that could only shut up. He feels himself shivering. Suddenly the atmosphere around him became cold. The rumors in the office are true. If Hani is the boss' ex-wife. It was only natural that the man next to him had continued to look at Hani and Argam with sangar. There was jealousy clearly visible in Ayan's eyes.

Clenched his hand. Ayan is really upset.

Why doesn't Hani understand her? Why does Hani keep ignoring her. Why did the woman seem to not think it existed.

Stand up. Ayan walked over to Hani. He looked at the woman and pulled her arm. Take Hani to a place where there is only him and Hani.

"Follow me!" ayan said. Without permission pull the woman's arm and then take her away.

Seeing that pair of Argam eyeballs. Wanting to prevent but his hand was already held by the Loli woman who somehow suddenly was beside him.

"Let them solve their problems. Don't interfere! Your status is not who Miss Hani is." press Loli while grinning.

Somewhere else. The woman continued to flick her hand to the shoulder of the man who was currently constantly courting her.

"Please get sick!" lamented Hani.

But ignored the man who kept pulling it.

"ELCOUNTRY. MY HANDS HURT!" shout Hani. Then his body was swept aside, when suddenly Ayan stuffed himself into the car.

"What do you want anyway?! Huh!" furious Hani. The moment after Ayan was already sitting beside her.

Hani put on a shocked face. Then the woman said again.

"You have no rights. To be jealous of someone you are no longer" Hani said. Which his words were like a sword that at any moment was ready to injure the person who was about to touch him.

Hani laughed to himself.

Stare at the window of the car next to him. Secretly the woman wiped away the trace of tears that would flow down her cheeks.

"There is a man who would say he is jealous, to his ex-wife. There's no Ayan."

"You forgot? Or want me to remind you. If our status is none other than bosses and subordinates. Don't forget that."

Ayan said nothing. He felt depressed after his own talk.

If time can be turned. Please she won't say such a thing.

"Falia, I was wrong. Everyone, when it happened so fast. I'm confused and-"

"You stop fighting. And choose to let go. It wasn't a good decision Ayan." Hani cut.

"I know everything, from my mom. Wh why? You are that selfish? Where the love you said was so great. It's even bigger than the ocean.all that's bullshit!"

Ayan's eyes were perfectly rounded. Her lips are feeling bad.

"When did you know the truth?" ask Ayan.

Hani laughed at Ayan's question.

"Is that what's important now?" ask Hani back.

"Let's say, these are all consequences for your own actions. You decided to solve the problem yourself. Just because the Princess threatened to kill me again huh?! Is that why you also gave up your dream of becoming a soldier! You idiot! You're the dumbest guy I've ever met. "

Ayan was speechless. Everything in his mind disappeared for some reason. Now all that was separated was the pain in his heart.

"I'm talking about you Ayan! You let me go just because of that threat? "

Hani shed her tears. When his manic caught Ayan crying. With lips tightly shut. Why after everything? That guy didn't apologize?

"Goodbye. And may you be happy with that stupid decision!" cetus Hani's. Then his hand moved pulling the handle of the car door that was originally closed.

But when his feet started to step out. Suddenly his hand was pulled back, not only that. His body was hugged tightly all of a sudden.

"Don't go. I'm mistaken. All because of me. If I hadn't left by then maybe"

"I was wrong. You are never wrong. I'm stupid because 2 years, all I did was wait for you to come. After it came, I was disappointed."

"Maybe after we move away, the sense of it going to be shoulder to shoulder, because of that. I need Argam's help. To go back makes me fall in love, and I hope, I choose the right person."

Hani releases Ayan's embrace.

Then looked at the man in front of him with a cold look.

"Unlike I used to be, I fell in love with the wrong person."

The flash back of.

"Aah!" ayan slapped himself.

How now? What's he gonna do? Wh why? Wh why? God gave him this great test. Ayan is not strong. Ayan is suffering. That feeling of love kept on pestering him.

......completed.......