Beautiful Bad Girl
It's Painful

"Today you want to make things clear?" leon asked as he put his body aside to look at Kenzi.

Kenzi leaned his back on the back of the garden chair while looking straight ahead.

"Yes, this is the only way so that me and him are not equally depressed" Kenzi said in a flat, emotionless tone.

Leon straightened his back and leaned his back on the back of the chair.

"Why would he want it all to end?" ask Leon curious.

"Gue will go" Kenzi said briefly.

"Easy then?" leon asked with an expression of disbelief. He raised his eyebrows while staring intensely at the girl.

Kenzi smiled a faint smile at the corner of his lips. He looked at Leon.

"She can, why can't I?!!" sahut Kenzi

"Lo can, but your heart can't!!" knock Leon with his leisure. And Kenzi was silent, he looked back to the front with a blank look.

"Yes, my heart can't. But I'll force him to be able to. Although I know, it will hurt" said Kenzi with a heavy voice.

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Time passes very quickly. I don't feel like it's late at night. Kenzi remained silent in his car without any intention of driving. His hands were sweating coldly now, along with his heart that was pounding incoherently.

"Lo can do it!!" kenzi was sure of himself. He looked at his watch, it was already 20:00

Slowly, he drove his car to his destination. His feelings are not good now. Between anxiety, fear, and sadness. All mixed into one.

In front of the red light, Kenzi stopped the car he was driving. Repeatedly he adjusted his breathing to reduce his unwarranted sense of tension.

As he looked to the side, his eyes caught Reyhan and Sella sitting together in a nearby park.

"You're even still perfect for her" Kenzi said with a wry smile.

And somehow getting a boost from where, Kenzi marginalized his car. He got out of the car and walked towards Reyhan and Sella. He walked around so as not to make a sound. In front was a tree, and Kenzi hid himself there. The position of the tree is quite close to Reyhan and Sella makes it able to hear clearly what they are talking about.

"Rey, you have to be firm dong!!!" sella shouted in a rather high voice. Kenzi was still listening to their conversation carefully.

"Gue can't" Reyhan said, looking down. Sella clucked in annoyance as she folded her hands together in front of her chest.

"How do you want to go now?!" hiss Sella stared intently at the young man beside her. Reyhan was still silent, not intending to answer the girl's words.

"Rey...!!, tomorrow we want a fiancee, and you haven't clarified everything!!. When do you want to be like this?!!!" say Sella again.

Degg

Kenzi retreated a few steps while covering his mouth using his palm. He shook his head, not believing what he had just heard.

"Gue can't hurt Kenzi too far" Reyhan said listlessly.

"Gue will clear everything.., this Malem" he continued. Sella smiled faintly hearing that.

Kenzi cried without a sound. He slowly retreated, running away from the place while carrying the pain in his heart. He ran aimlessly, no matter the surrounding conditions. He kept crying and crying, until he stopped in front of an empty bus stop.

Kenzi's body fell to the floor, he was crying all over there. Shedding all the pain and annoyance that he had previously endured.

** I Love You Kenzia**

**Having you is the most beautiful thing God has ever given you**

**We will always be together**

Reyhan's words continued to ring in Kenzi's head like dejavu. Hating this, Kenzi grabbed his own hair in annoyance.

"NONSENSE!!!" yelled Kenzi with a furious rage. Suddenly it rained heavily, as if the sky was feeling the sadness he felt.

"WHY WOULD YOU COME TO HURT!!!" Kenzi shouted in between his cries. He rubbed his wet face.

"WHY....WHY WHEN I REALLY FEEL WITH LO'S ATTITUDE, YOU'RE ACTING LIKE A BASTARD!!!"

"HOW DO YOU PROMISE?!!, WHERE IS THE WORD LO LOVE THAT YOU ALWAYS SAY TO ME THOUSANDS OF TIMES?!!!"

"WHAT IS THIS THAT YOU MEAN LOVELY?!!!"

"CIHH, I HATE ALL THIS!!!"

"GUE HATE LOVE!!!"

"GUE HATE LO REYHAN!!!!!"

Kenzi's anger is growing. He kept shouting accompanied by sobs and whistling rain falling. Kenzi smacked his own chest which was very painful. It hurts, and he can't handle it.

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The sound of bells ringing took Devano's eyes off the television. He walked to the door to see who was coming. His hand grabbed the door knob and pulled it until the door opened perfectly.

Devano's eyes immediately widened in shock when he saw Kenzi coming in a disheveled condition. Drenched clothes, sloppy eyes, and messy hair.

"Ken, why are you?" devano asked confusedly as well as worried. Kenzi did not answer, he immediately rushed into his brother's embrace to make Devano shocked and slightly retreated to the back.

"He's a bad bang.he hurts me" raced Kenzi while crying in Devano's chest.

Devano stroked Kenzi's back slowly. Spreading the warmth and affection of a brother to his sister.

"We go in first, okay!!. Later lo story in the dalem" said Devano softly. He leads Kenzi to sit on the sofa, ignoring his wet clothes due to the girl's embrace. He ordered one of the maids to bring him a dry towel and a warm cup of tea, while he continued to hug Kenzi because the girl was still crying.

"Now you're telling me, what's hemm?" asked Devano gently. Kenzi was silent for a long time, and Devano patiently waited for the girl to answer him. He knows it's not easy.

"Reyhan tomorrow wants to be engaged to another girl" said Kenzi with a hoarse voice, his tears back dripping on the chest of the brother.

Devano's hands are clenched down there. His jaw tightened with reddened eyes restraining anger.

"Why is that?" devano asked again in an emotionless flat tone, trying to suppress his turbulent anger. He doesn't want Kenzi to get worse.

"Gue doesn't know" said Kenzi in a weak voice.

"Lo sent him?!" asked Devano more precisely the exclamation. Kenzi answered with a head. Devano threw his breath out rough.

"Why didn't you break up?!" hiss Devano with a tone that was starting to get annoyed.

"Gue won't see him!!" sahut Kenzi while gripping the strong t-shirt used by his brother.

"That's why I'm the one who broke her neck!!!" devano hatch. He was about to stand up but was restrained by Kenzi.

"Please don't need to bang. Let's just!!" prevent Kenzi from holding her brother's arm.

Devano let out a heavy sigh.

"Where can I be asked when that bangsatt dares to cry?!!!, I will teach him a lesson because of all this!!" hiss Devano with anger.

"Gue is leaving" Kenzi said suddenly. Devano was silent for a moment when he heard the girl's words.

"Gue will go. Far from here.... Away from him, and far from a pain" continued Kenzi with a lethargic head.