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The nervousness accompanied Syifa who lowered her head, fearing for Arfan who kept staring across the direction, as if ignoring her.
Arfan's heart is like a prickly sword, now he understands the words of his brother, true that his brother said if married it must be strong everything, and all Arfan has is ***** solely.
"Why didn't you tell me from the beginning that you weren't holy anymore?" Arfan finally let out a tear that continued to cut his heart..
Yes Arfan has done it, and Arfan also knows what it feels like to make love with someone who is not vir*in. he has done it several times with his girlfriends while in Switzerland, he has done it several times, but Arfan did not expect that Syifa who he considered a good girl turned out to have no purity.
Anger and disappointment become one, a feeling that is difficult to interpret. Arfan felt lied to by the innocent and innocent attitude Syifa showed as long as she knew the girl.
"Arfan." call out to Syifa with a sob.
"You disappointed me Syifa, I didn't think you were the same woman out there who sold her chastity for money, and maybe you were one of them, right.! " the word Arfan sounded sharp and managed to stop Syifa's cries.
"I'm not what you think Arfan is.! " strictly Syifa, her hands covered her slightly open chest.
Arfan smiled faintly at Syifa, the girl who had been his wife for several hours and had let her down.
"Then what should I think?, should I think of how agile my wife plays with other men, or perhaps think of you sighing at the pleasure of a man who is not your husband? is that what I should think about Miss Syifa?." cynical Arfan as he got out of bed.
"Where are you going Arfan, please sit back, I beg you." Isak Syifa while trying to reach Arfan's hand.
But Arfan quickly pushed Syifa's plain body so that it hit the edge of the bed.
"Don't take care of my life, just take care of your life full of lies." said Arfan then walked out of the room with his angry face.
Syifa hugged her legs after hearing the sound of a loud door slam.
right now only crying can make her calmer..
She thinks Arfan is good, she thinks Arfan is the guy who can make her the luckiest girl.
but his conjecture is wrong, Arfan is no more the same as the men Syifa had met before Arfan.
Memories in his past that imprint make Syifa become like this, yes, Syifa lost her sanctity in the hands of others.
more precisely his own neighbor.
Arfan should have asked her first, instead of directly scolding her, insulting her even lotus her as a woman who sells her pride.
Syifa was really disappointed with Arfan.
he misinterpreted Arfan's kindness all along to her.
syifa should not fall into the attention and good looks of Arfan.
"Why God is always unfair to me, hiks.why God always takes someone I love, why can't anyone understand me." lirih Syifa while staring at the blanket that had just been a witness of making love and her quarrel and the husband.
The marriage that he considers will be a new destiny for his turns out to be a big mistake, in fact destiny back toying with him, making his back disappointed and sad.
So why was I born into this world just to have a life full of injustice, violence, and incompetence. Wh-wh-what for?.
Elsewhere precisely in a bar saw Arfan who was drunk with his friend.
Arfan continued to relax his drink to make it now has lost his consciousness.
"You know, I'm upset, I feel like I'm fooling the Son" Arfan said, with closed eyes.
Arfan glanced with his eyes closed. "I don't care, if you want to take it, I'll give it to you" Arfan said again as he re-soothed the drink in his hand.
The son was silent, he was sure his friend's sister was in a very bad state, let alone the bias Arfan was a cheerful, and humorous figure but look now, now, even Arfan is not far off like a man who is far from humorous.
His body was full of the smell of alcohol.
and even worse, Arfan had finished a few bottles.
make Putra sure if his friend is having a serious problem.
"I will take you home, Om Arka can be very angry if he finds out his son is drunk like this" said the Son, he brought forcibly staggering Arfan into his room.
As he recalled Arfan was still staying at the hotel, so that his friend was free from the anger of Om Arka, Putra took the initiative to bring Arfan to the hotel room occupied by his wife.
However Putra owed a lot of gratitude to the Rafasya family, if not for the Rafasya family maybe he would never have been able to become the doctor he is today, let alone he was just an ordinary servant child.
Arriving in front of the hotel room Putra knocked on the door, and soon the door opened, revealing the figure of a girl whose eyes were as swollen as crying.
"Arfan why brother?." asked Syifa trying to like nothing happened.
The son did not answer, he brought Arfan's body into the room and laid Arfan on the bed.
then look at the clock on the nightstand.
The wretched clock showed at 3 a.m.
"Take a change of clothes, actually Aunt Alena will definitely come here, we only need an hour more to remove the smell of alcohol in Arfan's body" said Putra panicked.
The two began to divide the work, while wiping Arfan Syifa's body in tears, her eyes still staring at her husband who was closed.
"Do you hate me until you are like this, Arfan." Syifa.
It was not far from the sight of the Son.
feel surprised at this newlywed couple whose condition is both not okay.
But Putra does not want to interfere in the matter of Arfan, he believes Arfan and Syifa can respond to his problems with maturity.
although they both are still very young to live the household.
"Thank you, brother, and can I ask you something?" Syifa said, looking down.
"Yes, say it."
Syifa sighed, then looked at the son with a hopeful face. "I beg you not to tell Mama and Papa about this matter, do you want to?" asked Syifa.
The son fell silent, Syifa's gaze really made him feel very familiar with that gaze.
but a second later the Son shook his head, dismissing his strange thoughts.
"Alright, I'll keep it a secret from Om and Aunty" said Putra finally agreed, but not one step he came out Putra looked back at Syifa.
"Whatever your problems and Arfan I hope you can solve them with a clear mind, do not let down the expectations of your family who hold beautiful hopes for you." continued the Son, and after that went away.
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