
H A P P Y R E A D I N G^^
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A few days passed after the incident on the night Arfan was drunk, the relationship was increasingly tenuous and never found the bright spot of his problems.
Arfan and Syifa live in his new home, more precisely the gift house that Opa and his Oma gave.
It should be for newlyweds like them to be currently warm-warm, living a relationship that is just beginning with a happy laugh.
But it is not with the marriage of Syifa and Arfan, even now Syifa can not recognize Arfan anymore, a figure he likes because his clumsiness is now turned into a man who likes to be angry.
"I told you I don't like blue, did you forget huh! " cried Arfan annoyed while scrambling his bed.
"I'm sorry, I'm not storming Arfan" Syifa said approaching the bed and then picked up the seprey that had been ruffled by Arfan.
Arfan sat at the soup with his upset face, actually he did not have the heart to do it, but seeing Syifa who had a plain face made Arfan again remembered the lie Syifa to him.
Syifa let out a long sigh, then walked past Arfan with her resigned face.
take the seprey in the cupboard that is in the dressing room, and after that he goes back to the room to put up his seprey.
Who is the one who precedes me.!!
The question kept spinning in Arfan's head, but his ego was still big he would not ask the truth, he was still disappointed with what Syifa had done, despite his inability to accept the fact that his wife had been spiked by another man.
What's wrong with Arfan being mad at his wife?.
Is it wrong that now he behaves like this because of his disappointment?.
He knew it might not be fair to Syifa if she got her hatred, but did Arfan also have to be quiet like a fool?.
no Arfan will not be silent, he cannot accept this reality that hurts him.
"Arfan." call Syifa who's done cleaning her seprey.
he sat on the edge of the bed with his eyes fixed on the figure of the man who was busy struggling with his flat object.
"By the same wall." Arfan's mind is thin.
But unfortunately Arfan was reluctant to answer.
Arfan is still focused on the game he is playing.
Age does not guarantee maturity, and so does Syifa's thought for her husband, Arfan.
Syifa knew that Arfan was just disappointed in her, and she hoped that Arfan could open his heart to hear the dark story of Syifa.
"I'm sorry, Arfan, I deserve your anger."
His dishonesty is difficult to accept, and Syifa knew it was worth it, Arfan right to be angry with him, even punish him.
but is it just for one reason Arfan could ignore her?.
His heart hurt like a sliced knife, the same thing with Arfan who began to like Syifa, he was also disappointed because the figure he considered good and beautiful outside it turned out to be just a mask to cover his disgrace.
"Arabic."
"What.!"
"I want to talk, come here please."
"Say, but whatever you say will not be able to treat my disappointment for all your lies" Arfan said without looking at Syifa.
"I know this is actually wrong, I should have told you the truth about myself from the beginning, I know it's late because you've been disappointed in me, even hate me." syifa said she let out a long sigh and reached out to touch Arfan's hand.
But Arfan brusquely brushed off Syifa's hand, leaving Syifa shocked and almost crying.
"You think I'd pity you just for seeing that cry of your lie?, no. I am Arfansya will not return to being a stupid man again, I will not pity you just for seeing your fake tears." Arfan pointedly.
"But Arfan, what happened to me was an accident, I'm not who you think I am, I'm a victim, hiks."
Syifa cried while hitting her chest softly that felt tight, the marriage that she imagined would be beautiful turned out to be just a dream.
in fact, he now lives in discomfort only because of his past which turned out to have an effect on his life.
Arfan got up from his seat and looked at Syifa with a face that could not be interpreted.
"Then what do you think I am?, you fool? or a man who could only be silent helplessly harbored disappointment in his wife?."
And after saying that Arfan turned his body, wanting to walk away, but his steps stopped because he heard Syifa's voice.
"Where are you going?."
"Wherever I go about your business, you have no right to take care of my affairs because to me you are just a girl with no heart."
Syifa was silent, not confused about what to answer but she was shocked by Arfan's increasingly different attitude.
Seeing the silent Syifa made Arfan sigh.
"I'm sorry, I'm gone." continued Arfan, then left Syifa silent with tears flowing.
Hix..
"What's wrong if I'm not virg*n?, I know I've been lying to her, hikss... But I also have no choice of hiks.! " Isaiah Syifa was crying.
Initially Syifa thought that Arfan would still accept her even though he had a deficiency, but it turned out that his deficiency was a disaster, where now Arfan hates her.
Fate as if never let her happy, since childhood until the age of 18 years now Syifa always get endless suffering, as if she was created just to get her injustice.
Outside the room Arfan looks crying, actually he is not a figure who likes to be angry, but only because one lie Syifa makes it like this.
"I'm sorry, Syifa, I know this is unfair to you, but to be honest it's also hard for me to accept, this harsh reality makes my heart hurt, as well as you."
Arfan knew if what he did it would hurt Syifa.
but here not only Syifa is sick but Arfan also feels it.
Angry wrapped in disappointment, Syifa really makes her lose the spirit of living her day, the more Arfan tries to forget the events of the night the more difficult for Arfan to accept Syifa.
After this Arfan is confused as to how, whether he should continue his marriage or instead become a coward who hides behind the name of disappointment.
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