Because of Going Sailing
Early Father Decision

# Because of Going Sailing

Chapter 3 ( Early Father Decision )

Pov Early

After entering the room I cried violently, my tears never ended.

I took off my engagement shirt and threw it carelessly as a form of disappointment.

Whose fault? I don't know

Angry because what? I don't know either

Disappointed? sure and very

Maybe I can withstand the shame of the ridicule of my neighbors and friends, but what about my father and mother?

Tok tok tok tok

" Tea, can I come in? " Ocha must have been so worried that she caught up with me.

" Into "my word.

" Tea, umhhhh I'm sure you're "well, Ocha is worried about me.

" Don't have Cha teteh want to sleep alone, teteh gapapa kok "

" Really Tea? " Ocha confirmed my wishes.

" Yes Cha, I'm sure Teteh wants to sleep first "I immediately pushed his body out and then locked the door of the room.

***

The sound of Adzan shubuh woke me, at what time I fell asleep.

After I went to sleep, my feelings got better. I saw the reflection of my face in the mirror, my eyes were swollen as if they had been hit.

I better take ablution first, afraid to meet others. I still can't meet them.

Thankfully no one has woken up yet, maybe they are still exhausted from last night's event. The bathroom went through the kitchen I better hurry so as not to meet the others first.

Finished ablution I immediately went back into the room and immediately prayed.

" Yuur sayuurr "

At this hour, mothers will usually gather at the traveling vegetable maker.

And I'm sure last night's incident must have been a neighbor's gossip, can you listen to their babbling?

Usually they will gossip and now it seems like I will be the gossip material.

I opened HP turned out to be a lot of incoming message notifications. There are from my friends, A' Budi and Deni.

Denis? why he called unsatisfiedhe hurt and humiliated me.

I ignored the message from him, not wanting to add to my mood.

Messages from friends mostly asked me if I was okay and asked me to be patient.

Then I opened the message from A'Budi

[Din, how are you doing this morning? I hope it's getting better. I'm sorry I didn't call you last night afraid of adding to your sadness ]

I'd better just answer the message so he doesn't get worried.

[I'm fine, say my apologies to Abah and Umi. And I'll solve this problem first ] send

Not wanting to make my parents worry, I immediately set myself in front of the mirror intending to meet them.

I immediately went out of the room, it turned out that they had gathered at the dining table.

Seeing me coming they instantly fell silent "I'm gapapa Well, Mom "

By forcing a smile I spoke to my father and mother and then sat down to join them.

There was only the sound of the clanking of spoons and plates on the dining table. No one said a single word.

" Din, mom and dad want to talk to you, can you? " finished eating Dad asked me.

" Of course, don't worry, I'm fine "

After eating we moved to sit in the family room.

" Din, how about going ahead do you already have a plan? "

" Oh dad of course I'll finish it all. Dad, Mom I'm fine. Yesterday I was just in shock "I answered with a smile

" Thank God, and it's best to involve us as parents let alone this regarding the family name "

" In fact, if I may give my opinion less sreg with Deni. It's not that Dad doesn't remember his kindness, it's just that Dad doesn't like his mom "

" Yes, Mom is the same. Mothers become worried if for example Dini become their daughter-in-law must be Dini often hurt "typal Mother.

" This mother is a victim of hahaa soap operas" said Ocha.

Ocha and Andri had just joined us, they had just cleaned up our former breakfast in the kitchen.

" Eh is not it just look at the body gesture, his eyes are exactly like the antagonist" said Mother while rotating her eyes back and forth.

We all laughed at Mom's behavior. Alhmadulillah we can laugh together again.

" But what is the truth that Ms. Tessa said that Mas Deni committed suicide? if you are horrified by the labile period it is "

" Whether Cha Teteh doesn't know, we haven't been in communication for a long time. Precisely Teteh wonder how he could know Teteh wanted to be engaged yesterday "

Yes this is what I thought last night, I think Mas Deni knows from whom.

" From anyone Din it's better you don't tell a lot to others huh. You better reiterate to Deni that your relationship is over "

Right said dad actually my feelings have begun to erode a long time ago to Deni.

Not because of Deni's treatment, but the treatment of Mother and her family. I never told Mom and Dad that I didn't want them to be sad.

The Deni family is quite located, Deni's father has a business in the culinary field. Have some pretty big cafes that are again ngehits.

Deni set sail reasoned to add his knowledge in the culinary field he worked as a chef on a cruise ship.

In addition to saving for the wedding expenses he also wants when managing the business owned by his family later already has experience.

One of the reasons I stayed away from Deni wasn't because we were LDR. I'm not the kind of woman who likes to cheat.

Deni is so good, I know he loves me so much. It's just that I don't like the treatment and attitude of his mamihnya and aunt.

They look good but only up front. Many times they I go to talk about me even sometimes demeaning.

It's like they think I don't deserve Deni. Their views look so demeaning.

Our social status is different. I'm just a son of an honorary teacher at a Junior High School. And Alhamdulillah 3 years back father has been appointed as PNS.

Every holiday I always invited Deni to his cafe. Unbeknownst to Deni I was always asked to help either in the kitchen or help serve the order of visitors by his mother.

At first I felt ordinary, but for a long time I was tired and felt just squeezed by my energy. Not that I count but I work without pay while my working hours are the same as cafe employees.

In fact, not infrequently I get satire from aunt Deni, who talks about caste and social status.

Lucky after graduating from college I got a job in a contractor office. So that I can refuse the invitation to go to the cafe owned by Deni's parents.

Before long Deni decided to work on a cruise ship so we became LDR.

The beginning of Deni Mamih's departure still looks good because every working holiday I still help in the cafe.

But due to exhaustion I often refused. That's where I feel Mamih often sniffles at me.

Gradually I decided to avoid the Deni family often.

Moreover, Deni often reprimanded me on the phone with the reason his mother was offended by my attitude.

I don't know what Mamihnya told Deni, to make me uncomfortable and finally decided to separate.

Of course Deni refused even to beg us to stay together. But my desire is round to part.

All the money he had transferred was returned. Thankfully I never wore it. Even I kept it in a different account so that there was no misunderstanding.

" Ekheeemm Din, why daydreaming "dad deheman made me realize from the daydreams of the past.

" Ah yes sorry Well "

" So when do we go to Deni's house to solve everything so that we are calm do not hang the problem "

" Yes father as soon as possible, I will contact first Mamihnya Mas Deni "my answer.

Fortunately I was directly connected, I was really daydreaming.

Cringe

My HP rang, I saw Deni calling me.

" Deni Well, how? " my words asked for his opinion whether I should raise it or I let it.

" Just lift it up "he said.

I took a deep breath before answering his call.

[ Hello.].