Because of Going Sailing

Because of Going Sailing
Deni Or Budi?


# Because of Going Sailing


Chapter 7 (Deni or Budi? )


Pov Early


" Greetings waalaikum" replied Mas Deni as he opened the door and smiled.


In front of Mas Deni there is A'Budi who stands looking like stunned to see A'Deni.


He must have been astonished and wondered who was the man before him?


Yes it can not be denied Mas Deni is very handsome so when high school he used to be an idol of school students.


His face that looks like a white face drakor artist with a height-supporting stature and a little muscular adds to the masculine impression.


Actually A'Budi is also no less handsome but in a different version. He has a handsome face yet looks mature. Every look makes our hearts feel shady.


Maybe it was the one that attracted me to him other than his so calm demeanor.


" A' Budi? " i said while stammering.


Hearing Budi's name, Mas Deni's face immediately looks sour. He immediately took his breath in.


" Huftt "I heard Mas Deni breathing.


" Please go in "I saw Mas Deni smiling even though he had to.


There are three of us in this room. No one starts the conversation.


" Ekheemm, Din should take drinking water for his guests "the last word sounds more pressured making A'Budi look at Mas Deni cynically.


" Yes Mas "I immediately headed to the kitchen while telling father and mother A'Budi's arrival.


" Well, there A'Budi came how dong I was afraid they were noisily embarrassed by the neighbors "my face was really not good.


Mom's eyes instantly rounded, her face instantly panicked just like me. But not with dad he still looks relaxed.


" It's okay, they're grown up. You better talk about the three of them to finish the problem.


You also have to mature to be able to accept the consequences of your decision. Take it easy there's a father here nothing will happen "


" Well, well "I stepped in despite my doubts, I prepared a drink for my former fiancee.


When I finished I went straight to the front, and served the drink.


The situation is still the same, no one is silent. I try to start a conversation to break the silence


" A' introduce this Mas Deni, he just returned to sailing just arrived today and directly here "


Mas Deni reached out his hand, but was not immediately welcomed by A'Budi.


Cold sweat started to wet my forehead, I was afraid A'Budi was angry and acted uncontrollably.


But finally he received a helping hand from Mas Deni.


" Fiuuuhh, finally "my mumbling in my heart, I can breathe a little relieved.


" Din I came here to ask about the continuation of our engagement "


Gleekk


I immediately swallowed my saliva roughly. But I don't want to face this. I am still confused by my feelings.


Who is the one I really love. I do love Mas Deni he was my first love who accepted me as I was even with family circumstances. He always tried to make me happy.


If only her Mamih treatment was good maybe I'd be patient waiting. At the time, I thought I didn't want to be hurt.


But hopefully his attitude changed after the conversation, especially Mas Deni promised to fix everything.


Because I admit deep down I still can't completely forget Mas Deni.


Of these two men, of course, have shortcomings and advantages. God is so hard to choose.


But it seems I can no longer choose or change my decision anymore because I have accepted Mas Deni.


Moreover, two families have agreed to our marriage which will be held in three days.


Is that weak of me? but I just want to follow my heart.


" Mhhh about that A' I want to apologize.." I can't say anymore my mouth feels locked.


" We will be married in three days, I hope you can accept the decision Early to return to me "Laxly Mas Deni said.


A'Budi looked surprised and immediately looked at me "Is that right Din? "


I nodded my head slowly without daring to look at her.


" Are you sure of your decision or maybe you're under pressure from him and his family? " A'Budi looked angry even he dared to point at Mas Deni.


" Please don't talk recklessly, I never forced her. We spoke well either without any coercion or threat "Mas Deni looks back staring intently at A'Budi.


" How could Dini change overnight if no one pressured her? " A'Budi's breath looked irregular as if he was holding back his anger.


Oh my God I have to how this is, do I have to ask you for help. Ah don't want to until when I keep taking refuge in Dad. I don't think I'll ever grow up.


" I'm sorry A' This is my own decision without any coercion, please respect my decision "


" Why is your Din so fast changing? do you think of me as an escape to fill the emptiness of your heart? "


" What does A'Budi mean? I didn't mean it that way. I'm sorry that I let A'Budi down "I bit my lower lip to hold back from being disappointed by what he said.


Do I look like that? I'm sorry for not acting.


" You forgot the promise that we'd be married and have children, take care of them and age together "


" Stop please stop. I hope you appreciate the Early Decision "


Mas Deni clasped my hand, maybe he was afraid that I would come back unsteady.


Seeing the grip of our hand A'Budi immediately turned his face to Mas Deni.


" It's easy to talk like that because you feel like a winner. Don't you know the shame I and my family feel? "


" A' Please forgive Early "were saying.


" Old Yesterday promised to solve this problem and now Dini has made a decision. Say sorry Early to Abah and Umi "my eyes are blurred by the puddles of tears.


" Well if it's your decision, Din, I can't force it. But I'm really disappointed in you "


" Well excuse me to go home, may your relationship run smoothly "A'Budi is standing ready to go home.


" Budi" arrived father was already among us.


" Sit down we talk for a while "A'Budi looks awkward, surely the mood is not good.


But he finally sat back down.


" Before father apologizes. But I can't force the desire Early because he's the one who's going through it all. I hope you understand and are pleased to accept his decision "


" Yes I understand Well "A'Budi replied while looking down.


" I hope our cord isn't cut off until here. I've taken you and Deni as father's sons "


" Thank you, I understand what you mean. I will try to accept the decision. Excuse me to go home. Sorry if I interrupted "


A'Budi immediately stood up and greeted us, but his view seemed different when addressing Mas Deni.


Hopefully, no problems will occur later on. Ii'm sorry...