Because of you and the Warm Sweet Tea
Already Give up

After the man returned to his home country, the woman's life returned to a normal life. Normal life as usual, when he still did not know the mysterious man who had spent a year with him in this house. The man who for a year had always been the warmer in his already icy heart frozen in the darkness of the night.

Currently, it had been a week more, even a month his days were filled with emptiness. With freezing cold so numb. Although since he met Mara and Delon, the woman did not really feel isolated and lonely, also alone. Mara and Delon often contact him just to ask for news, even if they are free, they both instead of dating together, but they actually take themselves for a walk to various places.

In fact, Mara and Delon really fulfill their promise that is always ready when they need their help. Mara and Delon he admitted had changed, changed in a better direction. Even now he still does not know whether the changes in Mara and Delon are really pure from their hearts, or because they know that he turned out to be in close contact with investor men who are highly respected by business people in the world.

Although he still does not know, and may never know, but the man's words that say that everyone can change are true.

The woman who was getting ready to paint was still silently pondering on the studio sofa. In the glass cup in his grasp, he saw that there was still a warm sweet tea remaining half in his grasp. He slightly sipped the warm sweet tea, and he began to ponder that this drink was the man's favorite drink. Then when he saw the contents of the cup, he again smiled a little. Even so, it was a thing of the past, it seemed that he still could not leave those sweet memories.

The woman painter also remembered that in a few months the exhibition and auction of his paintings would be held again. And some of the paintings that he had to deposit to the organizers to be exhibited and auctioned were finished he made. There were about 10 more paintings he had to make. Before the auction. And now he is still looking for inspiration while sitting leaning on the sofa while his eyes continue to look at the sky.

A few moments later, the memory returned. He remembered the pain of his heart when he found out the real figure of the mysterious man who behaved so sweet and spoiled to himself. He did not expect at all, behind his figure who is known to the world has an aura that is very respected, it turns out that respected aura he did not feel at all when alone with the man. Maybe that's why he behaved normally when he was at the painting exhibition? Because actually he knows all the invited guests, and does not want to attract the attention of the invited guests.

Then while still looking at the sky of her studio room, the woman smiled lightly again. He remembered how much his heart ached when the man knew Mara and Delon well. When he actually felt alienated when the three of them talked about a topic that he did not understand at all. He remembered his memory of being so foolish as to not understand what they were talking about.

Even more stupid, he still remembered that he was so possessive and felt that the man was just his. It does not belong to anyone else, therefore, he also felt very rivaled and insecure because the man who in his heart had been recognized was his at that time was also captured by Mara and Delon. So that man would have left her.

But what actually made him part was because of the fact that it required the man to return to his country. Although now there is Mara and Delon who now replace the position of the man in his life, but still his life is empty.

The woman had indeed given up the departure of the man who had been a warmer for a year at the door of her heart and the door of her life. But in fact the man was only temporary in his heart and he had already given up the man's departure. Yes, even though it has been a month he was not able to find a replacement figure. A substitute figure capable of providing warmth in his heart, a figure capable of providing warmth and a sense of love from his life. Also a funny figure became the idol of the neighbors in his house because of his very beautiful face and his body that is too perfect.

Funny thing is, since the man no longer lives in his house, now the neighbors have stopped glancing at the window of this house. Even the neighbors have stopped visiting this house for various reasons. It was very different when the neighbors found out that there was a sexy man who lived in the house with him. Yes, although there are still slanted news about her who is still considered not a good woman because it can make the man stay in his house. It was obvious that they were actually envious.

Finished contemplating, the woman immediately spent the remaining sweet tea in her cup. After that he went to the kitchen for a while to wash the cup and went back to work painting various objects.

After she was in front of the canvas, with her hands each holding a brush and a palette, she still looked at the blank canvas in front of her. He pondered for a moment as his hand holding the brush drew pictures in the air. Thinking about what to draw.

Not long after that inspiration came. He remembered the depression at the time, the woman painted an empty room. But he destroyed the painting himself because of a small mistake that he could actually improvise so that it did not look wrong. But because of his emotions that are endless and can not be controlled, he actually destroyed the half-finished painting.

Then, he began painting the empty room again. But now he who has given up what has happened in his life will not vent his frustration to the painting when he finds fault. Now he paints quietly, seriously, and now the watercolors adorn the canvas in front of him and his splashes occasionally stain his beautiful face.