
Finished pouring all her junk to the man next to her, the woman now felt very relieved, while the person who had listened to the story of the woman was still looking at her while sipping her sweet tea.
The woman is now sitting upright, she is sitting facing the man next to her.
"Thank you for listening to my words" then the man nodded steadily.
Although it was only a day, the woman now no longer felt uneasy with the beautiful scenery shown by the man. The woman was no longer ashamed to see the perfectly sculpted body and did not panic when she had latently touched the body part of the man.
After that, the woman who until now still did not get the idea for her painting today immediately fell down with the thigh of the man next to her as her pillow. Realizing the woman's behavior, the man put the glass filled with warm sweet tea on the table next to the sofa. And then he finally enjoyed how soft the painter's hair was when he stroked the woman's head again. While the man's face looked at the head of the woman who was now comfortable with her current position.
Sensing the man who was now gently stroking his head, the woman felt very comfortable. He closed his head and enjoyed the touch and began to dream.
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At first, the woman imagined how warm she would be when this man was spending time with her. Especially when he taught the man to paint. Remembering that guy was eager to learn painting.
He also felt how every day should stoke warm sweet tea ingredients, because the man who now lives in the house with him seems to really like the warm drink.
The woman also smiled at her daydreams. But suddenly his daydream becomes sad, when he realizes the reality that happened after.
Women realize that the man next to her is not constantly around her. There are times when he has to part with a man who lately finally accepts himself and accompanies his days. I don't know until when. But there must be a time when the two of them will separate.
After all, he had to let go of this man. There are times when this very considerate man will find a figure that is much better than him. A much more perfect figure. Both of physical form, appearance, and brain, and character. Even from the financials, the point is much more perfect than it so that the woman is not able to match the partner in the future of the man.
And there was also a time when he finally returned with his life again, before getting to know himself. Before knowing what makes the man stuck in this country without anyone he knows. Feel alienated.
In addition, there is a time when the man will recover from his psychological illness which has made him without shame at all naked in front of the opposite sex. And not at all offended every time he looked at the beautiful sculpture that was plastered on his beautiful and voluptuous limbs.
One day, maybe in a good way, he must be able to let go of the man who has now begun to fill his heart to be able to escape into his own world. Happy with his life without his presence. Because the woman won't take this man. Even though he loved her very much. He did not want to make this man live restrained because of it so that it causes hatred.
He doesn't know when, but there must be a day.
Reflecting on the forecast that will happen, the woman now finds a new idea. I don't know why his life in the future is like the life story of a wolf who eventually had to be old and old because it was time.
The woman imagined the fate of a wolf that would one day be abandoned her pack. After a long time leading, one day they will all be separated because of each other's lives.
Then, when the wolf was old, and abandoned by his family, the wolf was only silent to the moon at night. In the middle of the forest.
The wolf roared alone, but the famous night creature felt very alone with no other answer to hear.
Solitude, cold, that will be the theme of the painting of the woman. While the fate of the lonely wolf that will be the object of his painting.
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In her closed eyes, involuntarily the woman's tears flowed gently. Making a spring on his sleeping face.
The man who realized that she was crying in her sleep was eager to wake the woman up and ask her why she ended up crying. He also wanted to entertain her.
Is that so painful a stagnant disease? The woman once said that stagnation is the thing most feared by the creators of art.
So, does it feel as painful as losing a lot of money due to a mispredictor or having been a victim of fraud? Or worse than that?
I don't know why, the man didn't understand. He needs to find out. Many lives of women who have filled the emptiness of his heart that is still unknown to the man.
He wants to know more, more deeply.
After a while, the woman awoke from her sleep, from her sleep. And he realized that his hair was getting messy.
After being content to fall asleep while imagining, the woman who was lying down was now back sitting from the Sofanya. Then he tidied up his hair that had been disheveled and re-tied his hair.
"Thank you. Already provide your thighs as my pillow" said the woman smiling at the man next to her. And the man was silent. Mutely.
"I was crying, right? Hehehe" said the woman embarrassed to realize that she was crying while daydreaming earlier.
"So why are you crying?" Asked the man while returning to pick up the glass beside the table. Sip it. "When the creator of the artwork is feeling stagnant, it feels as painful as that?"
"No. But there is a normal strange phenomenon, but it will always be something that from the inside of the heart will feel very painful. As gentle as it is" the woman replied with a sincere smile.
"What phenomenon is that? I can tell? Ask the man to know. He was really curious about what made the woman in front of him cry. Though today the man felt he had done nothing wrong to make the woman angry or sad.
"The name of the phenomenon is loss. Farewell. Everyone, sooner or later it will definitely feel a moment of loss and separation." Answer the woman gently.
"But from that phenomenon, you know what hurts the most in it?" The man just shook his head.
"The separation and loss will feel very painful, when we are very sincere to love the thing that must be lost" then after saying that, the tears of the woman flowed back.