
Surya leaned on the sofa, not lost consciousness, but his body was like dead and boneless. Rays tried to strengthen Surya who heard the truth, Rays rubbed his arms that were wrapped in his arms.
"I'm sorry, Surya. Your mother didn't allow you to tell you, she forbade him because of his illness. When you were 4 years old, you tried to tell you, even though you didn't understand, but you called her mom and because of that, she was angry with you. He was very angry," Marlin said with a stoppable cry.
Surya did not make a sound again, until Sinar decided to ask, even though he knew it was not his right. But, Sinar wants everything to be clear. In any case, she had accepted Surya as her husband and she would not let her duam drag on in grief and just guess.
"What's your mother sick, Ma?" ray asked and all eyes were on him except Surya. "Sorry, if I interfere, but-"
"It's okay. You do have to know and you have a right to ask, Surya is your husband and never ignore the problem" Dennis said.
Marlin looked at Dennis and Dennis just gave a cold look at him.
"Her mother had breast cancer. Her name is Sonya anggita putri. She was a waitress in my family when she was single and married, but her husband left pregnant Sonya and after a year of her husband's departure, we heard that she died in an accident," marlin replies and explains who Sonya and her husband are.
"Where are their tombs?" surya asked suddenly.
"Your mother's grave is in this town, but your father is out of town and you don't know exactly. Your mother didn't want to look for him, she hurt because she left, so she didn't want to even see her grave." replied Marlin.
"I want to go to my mother's grave!" said Surya.
"Well, tomorrow we will go to the tomb, with Papa as well." replied Marlin as he looked at Dennis who was sitting.
Surya grasped the hands of Sinar, stood up and led the Dinar away from there, without making a sound only Sinar took the initiative to leave even in a hurry.
"Ma, Pa, we are saying goodbye" Sinar said by following the steps of Surya who had dragged him.
Sinar and Surya returned to their rooms. Surya did not make a sound, he took off his hand grip on the Rays after tightly locking the door. Right now his mind is so messed up, his heart is jumbled. Whether what he feels, upset, angry, pity for yourself or grateful for having a family even though he has been an orphan.
Surya stepped onto the balcony, not knowing what to do now. He wanted to cry, but his tears were hard to fall, for some reason.
"Mas" said Sinar who followed him to the balcony of their room.
"Mas, I want to" said Sinar.
Surya turned around without a sound, staring inward at the Rays.
"What's wrong?" surya asked who really did not understand what he said.
Suddenly, the delicate hand of Sinar had been playing in a very sensitive area of the body in Surya's body.
"What are you doing?" ask Surya.
"I. I wanna. I want to be all yours" said Sinar.
"What! At a time like this?" ask Surya again.
"Yes. They say, by doing that, the problem will disappear from the mind of guess, even for a moment," replied Sinar.
Surya smiled and led Sinar in his arms to the place where they would start the game.
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