
I decided to leave the two of them and went back to closing the door, sitting on the bench and drinking. It was exhausting to face that man.
I looked at the cell phone and wished there was a message from Riki, because he said he would let you know when he got home. Did he forget? Or.... Something happened on the way?
Not wanting to think anything, I pressed the phone button and hoped he would pick up soon. A little while the call was connected until he finally answered it.
"Omm, is it home?" ask me who is straight to the point.
"No, yet" Riki replied in a raucous voice. Is he crying? Why could she cry?
"Om why?"
"Mama's in the hospital."
"Innalillahi," I replied, who was saddened by this news, "doctor said why Om?"
"It's still being handled."
"Yaudah Om, Om just focus on Auntie, yes. It's matiin first, assalamualaikum."
"Getishalight."
"Who died?" ask someone who came into my room all of a sudden. Did he hear my talk? I looked at his face for a while and I poured it back in any place.
Instead of leaving, Aldy sat in front of me and looked at the face that wanted to be indifferent and ugly to him, "Your face does not deserve to display such a look," he said as he continued to look at me. I glanced at him a little, which is why I knew he was looking at me.
"Who died?" he asked again, who seemed serious. I turned my face towards him.
"Mama Om Riki" I replied.
"He got here?"
Two nods I gave him in response, "But not for long, because there was a problem in his shop as well" I explained.
"Hmm .. I hope your mother gets better soon."
"Aamiin's."
We were both silent as I looked at the table at which there was already a list of patients on which there was also a schedule of them checking.
"Aren't there any patients?" I asked who was kepo article indeed from earlier he just went around even a few times to meet me.
"Not yet, I was still told to get acquainted and also look around this hospital."
"Can't you move to the 2nd floor?"
"Why?"
"Let's not see you!"
"Well, isn't 4 years of not meeting that enough?"
"Hmm."
Aldy stared at my wrist which turned out to be a little bracelet out, I immediately hid it back.
"Umi misses you, she said," Aldy said and looked beside me.
I just put on a confused and guilty face because I left without permission and leave anyone but Milda.
"Hmm .. sorry about that," I said, staring at the table.
"Why don't you say goodbye first?"
"I don't want to be hard to go. Anyway, want as sweet as goodbye anyway will still hurt, right?"
"Yes, but at least he didn't leave the person in his state asking where he was wrong so that someone left without saying goodbye."
"Hmm .. I know I was wrong."
"Together with Aldy's sister."
"Fired?"
"More precisely transferred, later in Indonesia I will get a job at a hospital that has been working with hospitals here."
"How much longer should it be?"
"Two years maybe."
Aldy just nodded at the answers from my mouth, I saw him start to get up and tidying up his clothes, "Okay, I'm sorry" he said and opened the exit of the room.
I don't know what he's thinking, indeed I have not wanted to discuss the matter of my departure. Anyway, hasn't it been a long time? Why is it still questionable. I also did not leave Indonesia to play.
Ah ... but it feels free to explain to people what we feel and what we are struggling with. Let them think for themselves.
I take my phone and open the gallery, I think if the soul is again in sadness I like to look at pictures of me smiling or with other foses.
My hands stopped and my eyes focused on one photo that had just been in this month, yes, I had a chance to photograph the ring that Riki had given me.
"Om, lately I've started to make you my conversation with God is also my best interest so that myself and my heart can be sure if you are the best or not even you the best," I murmured with an empty room and hopefully no one will hear you secretly anymore.
"You know? About the feelings of 4 years is still the same as your feelings, only I also need to consider this to God. Because, marriage is not a playful thing," I spoke to the photo as if it were Riki.
Never rush to choose someone, let alone to be a perfect religion. Do not be easily fooled just because when dating or near he is so good to you.
Because, it could be the trick so that you can easily be seduced by him. If you already want to go in a serious direction, then it is better to ask God a lot.
He knows more about; nature, attitude and whatever it is about His creation. Never choose someone in a hurry especially because of the insistence of others.
"Excuse me, Doctor Caca," said my personal nurse, opening the door.
"Yes?" ask me quickly and put the phone back into the pocket of the suit.
"Patients have started to get checked, yes,"
"Good." I tidied up my clothes, tried to put on a friendly smile for people who wanted to heal and struggle with their pain.
When I looked at the nurse who had started calling the patients, I suddenly thought, 'Oh, yes, I haven't talked about the connection to the story, ' my mind and looked at the nurse who was focused on doing her job.
After exiting Caca's room, Aldy returned to his room. Yeah, he hasn't taken a patient or he hasn't worked.
The room that was previously empty, he submitted to the boss-owner of the hospital to slightly renovate.
The artisans have come indeed from earlier, that's why Aldy feels bored and roam all around looking at the room in this hospital.
"Has Caca and Riki been together, huh?" mumbled Aldy asked by sitting on the corridor bench right in front of his room.
"Ah .. if they're already there why Aldy? It's none of your business, Mah!" aldy grumbled to himself by kneeling his dizzy temple.
"Doctor?" Someone came in front of Aldy and made the man look up.
"Yes?" tany Aldy and stand up.
"Familiar, my name is Jessica" she said, sticking her hand out in front of Aldy.
"Aldy," said Aldy cupping his hand in front of his chest.
Jessica who saw it immediately took her hand back with a look of embarrassment, "Oh, sorry-sorry. I don't know" Jessica stuttered and scratched her non-itchy nape.
"Oh, no problem. What's the matter, Doctor Jessica?" asked Aldy who saw the white suit Jessica was wearing.
"No doctor, I'm not acquainted with a doctor from Indonesia. So, there's no harm in 'we make acquaintances?"
"Very no harm," replied Aldy smiling kindly.