Beloved Mister 1-2
Sadness and grief

            “A brief meeting that led me into deep wounds, wounds that

making me so sick and helpless, I was only able to catch my breath slowly

and hoping what's happening right now is just my delusion”

After I tried to open my eyes, all I saw was a white wall decoration mixed with light brown, I took a slow breath and tried to get up from the soft mattress

but everything is real no longer a dream. The fact that the man no longer wanted me, maybe I was too fooled by love, a love that clearly blinded my senses.

“Lu thought everything would change huh!! Tommy looks so emotional and leaves Heru.

 Bang Tommy, I want to go home bang now,, I want rest,, “iya Jen, let me take you home.. Tommy embraces Jen who is looking limp and also wet from the rain.

During the trip home Jen and Tommy kept quiet without saying a word, Tommy looked very moody as well as Jen who just leaned her body in the car seat.

“Jen has arrived at this apartment, want me to take it to the front door?  Aahh do not need to bang Tom, until here, “Oke Jen if tomorrow you are not healthy enough to hear you rest well, said Tommy while holding Jen's shoulder, good bang Tom thank you yah bang for tonight, sorry if I still have not given a response as desired brother and—

  “Sehhhht already Jen you're in now, I don't want you to get sick,

it's enough tonight let it all pass well, Tommy smiled gently

Jen has since been living with Steven's family, who are cousins to Tommy, but after graduating from college and working, Jen chose to live in an apartment that also belonged to the family of the family of Tommy. Tommy who is struggling with wealth still has humility without feeling arrogant with everything they have because Tommy who is a hardworking man that makes him not want to rely on his family's wealth.

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“Heru Bang, kok brother soaking wet

look, instead of just going to the meeting party was riding yahh car!! Mike

so surprised to see the appearance of Heru who came home wet from the consequences

from his quarrel with Tommy at the meeting party.

 “ohh yes, I was bored Mik so excited event until this is how hahaha, Heru

laugh at himself,,

“bang bang, “ok umuran kok still playing rain-rail gini, yaudah bang I entered the room first, brother istrahat gih, “oke Mike thank you yah. ready my handsome brother.

Heru entered his room and took off all his clothes and went to clean himself, “aarrgghhhhhh shit siall ahhhh!! Heru screamed and slapped the bathroom wall.

Why am I so stupid, so stupid!!

the more I love a woman, the more hurt a woman's heart is,

why is it like this!!

Haru is deeply saddened and sorry for what he has done to Jen’ a woman who sincerely accepts him and accepts his widower status, all the conflicts that occur make Heru as fragile even from the outer appearance looks very gallant and strong.

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“Good morning beautiful Ms. Janet,,

soft greeting office employees coworkers Jen work’ ohh shea good morning

also everyone is safe working well everyone, she is both Miss Janet.

“ehh very good Janet since the beginning

working here, the director is very good with him, right, he is very good

well, always be careful!! janet's her brother, Tommy, the director, was careless

that's right!! but if the cave is horrified, Janet is not a brother or

the family of the vice president, Janet is funded by her college etc!! whisperers

office employees when they see Janet who often receive attention and

good treatment from Tommy who is the director at the place he works.

Janet heard all the talk

those employees who look jealous of all the achievements of Janet during the

working in the office’ hmm kok still had time-four gosipin people!! ahh

as long as I do the right thing, I care too! jen said inside

his heart when he heard the talk of the officers.

“please call Janet to face

to my room now!! ‘well sir the director will call me soon.

Tok tok tok. Excuse me, miss Janet.

called by the director sir to face immediately! okay, sir, thank you, thank you,

jen said with a gentle smile.

Tok tok tok, excuse me director, “in Jen!! well

sir, excuse me, the director there's something I can do

help out?

“ohh yes I really need

answer no and many reasons!! tommy firmly while smiling seductively

to Jen.

Aaa mean father?? “hahaa Jen formal

damn it, we're alone now!! Tommy walks up to Jen and approaches

jen's face while refuting her left hand on the table.

Sorry bang Tommy taped us again in

office I don't want people thinking shit later! jen said

while lowering his face that looks shy’

“iyaa Jen I know, but it could be night

this one?? please yahh my sister!! Tommy touched Jen's cheek with his right hand

and smile as if full of meaning veiled. Amm hea bang Tom I want, later

what time is night?? “later exactly at 19:30 I've picked you up to

apartment yeah!! Tommy gently stroked Jen’'s head ahh okay bang well, I

pamit first yah!! Jen slowly shifted her body which at that very moment

close to Tommy.

Evening showed a punch. 19:30

it's about time Jen and Tommy went out to dinner together, and arrived at

the location Tommy had prepared.

“Jen, tonight is a beautiful night

for me because you can happily look at your face!!

Ahmm bang Tommy thanks bang, but

I guess this is not too wasteful to the extent that in this decor!! Jen

looking around him which at that moment looks very beautiful with decorations

filled with red roses and decorative lights that look dim as if to add

romantic impression, the place has been specially ordered by Tommy.

“Jen!! Tommy touched both of Jen's hands

and lift it slowly’ there bang Tommy, I got nervous bang!! Jen

blushed shy’

“Jen I love you so much! will you

be the last of my life!! Tommy looked at Jen expectantly’ bang Tommy

i—

Suddenly Jen's phone vibrated

continuously, the jolt makes Jen have to see the phone that is lying down

on the dining table’

 Bang I think I'll call on!! “ohh

alright, lift it up!! Tommy released his hand by taking a breath

long and looks dissatisfied because again his intention is delayed.

Don't joke, hikss

no way!!!!

When she received a call from her sister, Jen

look surprised to cry sobbing’

“what's Jen? bang Tommy, hiks hiks

Jen still can't explain very well what's going on’

“oke Jen you calm down first, ayoo try

speak slowly!! bang Tommy my biological mother died, aaaaa hiks, hicks,,

 Then

Jen fell unconscious and at that moment sprightly Tommy

hugging Jen's body is drooping helpless, sad news and make Jen

powerless to endure his so profound sorrow’

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