
“I was born into a broken home, since my father's womb has gone
with another woman and left my mother who was pregnant at the time
myself, my father was very rude and often treated my mother badly.
My mother often received dirty harsh words and even received a blow to my father's hand, even though my mother was pregnant with me but my father did not hesitate to be cruel to my mother.
After I started entering elementary school, suddenly there was a man on a sidewalk
came up to me and hugged me tightly while giving me a kiss on the forehead
my cheek. I realized that this man was a stranger to me, the man said “you
Janet was my son” hugging me, I was so confused and I saw my mother
wept in the corner of our room, and I still did not understand what was going on
what happens is that I don't have a father.
“your father is dead!! don't look for father again your father is evil to the family
we!! that's what my mom used to say when I started to miss
a father for seeing my friends always told me about how great their father was!!
I don't know what to tell you about my father! all I know is my father was
the cruel bad guy!! Dad why did you leave us like this, why did you
let us suffer so much, why didn't you come at my mother's funeral, why did you???
I could only cry and mourn the loss of my mother who would never return
some more!! I was so devastated to remember my heartless father's actions
it!! I often shed tears when I remember my mother's struggle to
can send me and my sister my way!! Because of my mother's physicality
who is already aging, I was forced to live with my uncle and aunt who with the adlas want to care to educate and send me to school!
The bitter memories that I have experienced since I was in the womb now I have to live again
with full of guilt! when I began to know about love, at that moment
I must feel the pain of being dumped!!!
“Jen I can't do anything to comfort you but I hope I can always
it's in your damping!! Tommy tries to calm Jen down while embracing her
gently, Jen still continued to cry lamenting her mother's funeral, her tears
it is no longer unstoppable that there is a sobbing that makes Tommy
increasingly empathetic.
Time continued to pass, Jen began to do her activities as usual though
that profound sadness was still stifling for him.
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Bang Her’ brother has heard from Jen?? “ahh no Mik, I'm not
communicate with Jen again!! ohh that's bang, but is brother already
really don't care anymore about Jen?? mike said while patting Heru’ on the shoulder
“Hmm how well Mike, I've hurt Jen too much!! so brother now
bright bang!!! “aku not bright but--- ahh already bang, free means
I told you about Jen's situation now!! then Mike tried to leave and
Heru held it back because he was a little curious.
“what happened to Jen?? brother instead of not caring about it, “Mike try to say the same
brother!!
So a few days ago I met Jen’ but Jen looks a little skinny! his face was not as happy as before and I tried to get close and meet just to make coffee, then we talked
and Jen told me everything, I'm sad to hear it too! Mike was sitting in a
sofa in the family room.
“Mik!! try telling!!
then Mike told me everything that happened, Jen that was some
last time also has lost his only sister who died as a result
punished God. Jen's days were spent with tears even though Tommy
always try to cheer him up!
That's how honest Her’ is I'm so sad to see Jen, Jen told me this
while crying bang!! Heru fell silent and leaned himself on the sofa while
sigh’ “Jen actually I want to be beside you this time but
I don't know how many wounds I've inflicted on you, will you
accept my presence again!!
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Well all the groceries in the refrigerator have run out well, hmm yaudah deh mending me
to the mini market used to be mumpung today do not enter work. Jen rushed to
a nearby mini market with knee-length pants and a red jacket
so that his appearance looks casual.
While busy choosing groceries, “kakak Janet's sister Janet!! voice of one
the little boy is getting clearer and clearer as Jen turns herself around.
Hello sister Janet!! said a handsome boy wearing a uniform
elementary school with a cheerful smile’ aahhh Dion!!! heheh, my sister Janet
Dion, did you forget me?? Jen looked at the child and prostrated herself
the mini market floor. Oh, Dion's brother you're getting bigger
deck?? hehhe yes brother, why did you never play at home anyway?? spaced
stroking the little boy's head Jen sighed at him’ Hmmm Dion's sister
busy so no time hehee, ohh that…
Dion!!! Dionn!! the voice of a man called out Dion's name with a loud enough voice.
Papi, Dion is here!! Dion waved his hand with a smile.
“Dion you
how to play go, papi so confused nyariin you!! yes, papi I met
brother Janet!! Dion pointed to Jen’ Heru and Jen looking at each other
for a moment, “ahh thanks Janet!! ahh yes sir Heru together!!
Heru and Janet look awkward, not many words can be said from
each, but only a moment of silence.mm I go first Sir Heru, “ahh
yes Jen be careful!! bye bye, Janet's sister promises to play with Dion!!
while Dion tugging at Jen's jacket with a handsome face that is very similar
with hisfather.
Yes, Dion, I promise you will come if you are not busy!! Jen stroked to Dion
smiling as if hypnotizing Heru who was staring at Jen
with a gloomy face.
Meeting you at an unexpected time, happiness enveloped me but I
being aware of my current position is nothing more than a stranger to you so I
must make a show so that you do not know if the moment is far deep
my heart, I expect you so much!!
“Jen forgive me, no apology will not be enough to make up for my mistakes
to you!! you're hurt because of me you're crying because of me you're disappointed to suffer too
my cause!!
Since the meeting in a mini market, Jen began to open up to
communicate back, because Dion who looks very fond of Jen's presence.
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