Between Love and Corona
The Secret of Admiral
Jakarta 2014
At SMA Cipta Buana, the star was sitting in front of the IPA Laboratory. From a distance he looked, Surya who was a member of OSIS was leading the Linear Training (UN) for students who were following OSEK. At that time, Bintang just sat and observed how his friend, Surya, was a member of OSIS who was very diligent.
In the midst of his daydream seeing Surya who was training the rows-line, he saw a student with long black hair, his skin was pure white, his eyes were beautiful with a mole in the corner of his left eye. The student smiled so sweetly and the battle was so gentle.
In silence, Bintang put his heart on the student he did not know his name. From then on, going to school became a very fun activity for Bintang. It was very pleasant because she could see the beautiful student who had already captured her heart since the first time she saw him.
Seeing and paying attention from afar is the way of a 'Secret Admirer' or a secret fan. Liking in silence, admiring in silence, and trying to figure out who the girl was in silence.
Not that Bintang does not dare to try to convey his feelings, but that is the way a Star likes the student. It may seem naive, but the Stars always believe that a soul mate must meet. The soul mate will surely unite.
As the middle star watched the Moon from afar, Surya suddenly came to his eyes.
"Hei daydreaming anyway?" greet Surya to his best friend.
Suddenly the stars smiled and acted normally to Surya. "You don't want to be a member of OSIS to get to know new students? Or you can add a relationship. Cook everyday if you rest just sit around in front of the laboratory. Not even bosen?" ask Surya to the Stars.
The star immediately shook his head. "No, sitting here is good. Adems. Shade is also the place." replied the Star thus.
The stars have an ulterior motive. From the front of this Laboratory, he could see his beloved girl from afar. Yes, his class Moon was in front of the Laboratory and Moon often stood in front of his class during break time, just chatting with his friend or reading a book. The star could look at the beautiful girl from a distance it felt like her heart was so happy.
However, the Star is not a loser who does not dare to approach the Moon blatantly. That is how you admire the moon. Like in the past, when people worshiped the moon from afar. Once a star, he adored the beautiful girl named Moon from afar. Letting his heart adore him, mentioning his name, without trying to reach him.
"You're too passive, Bin..: would any girl want to be with you if you were this passive and would rather be alone?" surya asked his friend.
The star just shrugged his shoulders. "There must be a .. someday. Someone must want to be just as passive as me. After all we don't have to change ourselves just to get the attention of a woman. If it really is love, it will definitely accept what it is." replied the Star calmly.
"If it changes it's a Sur process ... If you pretend to change just to make the girl like us, what to do. Mending knows each other. Which is well preserved. While the bad ones are discarded." again said the Star.
"Angel-angel (difficult in Javanese) talks to you. I was telling you the truth. Try to open yourself, add relationships, add acquaintances. If you wait for a mate to come when?" surya chirps that seem to be caught off guard with the character of his friend who is calm and slow impressed.
"Look down ae (just relax in Javanese) Bro. One day I will fight for the girl I really like. Now I'm pretty much in the right school, studying to be somebody. After that, I will seriously pursue the girl I like. No hurry, the Netherlands is still far away. The acid in the mountain, the salt in the sea, meet in the belanga as well. I still believe that a soul mate must meet. Yen pancen mate, must be ana dalane (If it is a match, there must be a way)." he said by patting Surya's shoulder.
The two men laughed together, and unbeknownst to Surya in silence the Star looked back at the Moon from a distance. Just looking, it makes the stars happy. Since then, Bintang proved itself to be a serious school. At the end of each semester, Bintang received a one-in-class ranking. Because it is so smart, Bintang also passed PMDK at one of the prestigious universities in Gudeg City. Even during college, Bintang always gets the highest GPA. Before graduation, Bintang was accepted to work as a Programmer at one of the startups in Jogjakarta with a high salary.
The star really proves himself to be a successful person, only his character is silent and calm, the people around him feel that he is not thinking about a mate. Though for years his heart has belonged to a girl who has known him since High School.
Maybe fate also makes, his best friend who actually became the girlfriend of the girl. Broken heart? Definitely Star felt heartbroken, but she just thought as long as the yellow janur had not curved at least she still had a chance.
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Now after ending his phone with Surya. The star sits on its shoulders and head in a chair. The man was thinking about the current situation and about his feelings.
"Sok, I can't send you food, Moon. I know, you must be lonely. I know, this is hard for you right now. At least someone is watching you. At least there is me who always pray for your recovery. However, I must be sporty, Moon. As I promised Surya, I let him do what he wanted."
The star rubbed his face violently and sighed. Could it be that he really should be a sadboy between Surya and the Moon?
If now the Star wants to struggle to express her feelings is it too late? If the Star says that she likes the Moon, will her friendship with the Moon change? Is it really too late if the Stars want to fight for the Moon?
Stars just don't want the Moon to change with it. If indeed the highest level of love is to have to be at the expense of feeling and letting our loved ones be happy with others, then the Stars will do all that. To him, the happiness of the Moon was number one to him. As long as the Moon is happy, she will also be happy.