
Sean looked at Rara with a difficult gaze to express in words, having just met but Rara had already asked for a divorce.
"Ra, can't we just go back to the beginning?" ask Sean.
"I'm sorry Ra, five years God's been punishing me, haven't you also punished me why there should be a divorce?" Sean doesn't want a divorce.
Rara fell silent, she just did not want to hurt Daffa because after all it was Daffa who had healed her wounds for five years, she was willing to take care of herself and Albert like a couple.
"I beg Ra" asked Sean.
Sean crouched down below, clasping Rara's hand tightly hoping his wife would forgive him.
"But we can't be with the mas" Rara said with wet eyes.
"Why? we can start all over again, I promise I'll change Ra as you want" Sean said.
Sean put his head on Rara's lap, he kept begging in tears, his love for Rara was so great for five years the slightest love for Rara never lessened.
"I can't mas, even though we're not with you can still visit us, you can still take Albert for a walk, a meal and others," Rara said.
"I want you guys" Sean said.
At the same time Albert comes and asks Rara to buy him ice cream.
"Mommy, I want ice cream" Albert said.
Sean moved and held Albert.
"Let's buy it baby" Sean said.
Albert stared at Sean because Sean's eyes were wet with tears.
"Uncle crying?" ask Albert.
Sean shook his head, of course he would not admit that he had cried.
"Where might uncle cry, uncle would be a real man so where might cry" Sean said.
Albert brought his head closer and his hand wiped away the tears still stuck to Sean's eyelashes.
"So what's this water?" ask Albert who is still not satisfied.
"That's a happy tear because uncle could meet your mommy" Sean replied.
Not wanting Albert to keep asking Sean dropped his son and ordered three ice creams, he ordered a jumbo portion for himself and Rara so that makes Albert envious.
"Geez why I only bought small portions" grumbled Albert.
Sean who heard Albert's grunts ordered another serving of jumbo.
"No, don't grumble anymore." Sean is giving his son a serving of jumbo chocolate ice cream.
After buying their ice cream back to the bench where Rara was sitting, Sean gave Rara a strawberry-flavored ice cream.
"Es your favorite cream Ra," said Sean.
Rara smiles and receives the ice cream Sean gave her.
"Do you remember me?" ask Rara.
"I always remember him, Ra" replied Sean.
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Rara is really upset, her meeting with Sean does not produce anything she is now even more dissolved in the love that for years she is quiet, Sean's sweet attitude makes her love begin to bloom, he said, will Rara change her course? I don't know.
There is no denying the bond between the child and the father between them is getting stronger, Sean is very fond of Albert gives anything for the baby even he supports Albert to be a hacker as long as it is used for positive things.
Daffa who knew about meeting Sean and Rara could not do anything he just pretended not to know even though his heart was very broken. The fear of losing the woman he had been guarding made Daffa fragile so that each one of him just cried to vent his pain and fear.
One night, Rara searches for Daffa in her study where she sees Daffa sleeping on the table, and tries to wake Daffa up to move into the room.
"Mas move into the room gih." Rara shook Daffa's body.
Rara's eyes were fixed on a book that Daffa used for headgear, in the book Daffa poured all of his heart.
Rara cried reading Daffa's writings, during this time Daffa was the one who sacrificed for himself and Albert.
"I'm sorry I hurt your feelings" Rara said.
Rara returned to her room with a broken cry she was really confused as to how, Sean owned her heart while Daffa owned her body.
Rara calls David, she wants to consult David about the problem, what she should do next.
"We'll meet yuk." Rara sent a short message to David.
David immediately contacted Rara, later in the afternoon there happened to be a meeting outside so after the meeting David could meet Rara at the usual place they met.
Time passed quickly, Rara went to meet David at the usual place, where David was waiting in the VIP room he booked.
"Mas," called Rara as she walked into the VIP room that David had ordered.
David smiled and asked Rara to sit down.
"Sit down, Ra," asked David.
Rara immediately sat down and looked at David who was now in front of her.
"What's wrong?" ask David.
Rara sighed, she started crying in front of David.
"I was confused, Sean came to make my love bloom again while I could not leave Daffa mas, whether I should have both," replied Rara.
David just smiled then he clasped Rara's hand.
"If I can't help Ra, just follow what your heart says, Sean and Daffa are both good men only Sean is blinded by his vengeance" David said.
"But instead of you dizzy, mending just like me, I'm not less good and handsome," continued David with a chuckle.
Rara then hugged David, David's tears flowing as Rara hugged him. The love he felt for Sean's wife left him powerless.
"If I were listed in your chosen nomination I would be so happy Ra," said David.
Although David could not help but David gave Rara the idea that Rara chose Daffa and Sean.
"So whatever your choice I will continue to support you Ra and will always be there for you" David said.
"Thank you," said Rara.
It is a dilemma but Rara must still choose, Sean or Daffa must he think carefully because there is Albert who participated in Rara's choice.
If David himself actually leaned towards Daffa because after all for five years he was the one who was always there for Rara, his love was great for Rara even Sean's love was lost to his love.
All the way home Rara kept thinking until without him realizing his car had reached his front home.
Before entering the house, Rara sat daydreaming on the porch she thought about what to do next because she could not always hide her encounter with Sean from Daffa.
"Daffa and Sean do I have to have you guys together?"