
"I'm sorry" said Rara, staring at Daffa, then her eyeballs looked at Sean and David.
"I'm picking Albert up" he continued.
The three men today had already shed their tears, Sean stroked Rara's hair he didn't want to lose for the second time.
"Darling, five years ago you left me, so don't do it again, please please please" Sean whispered.
"Ra, don't Ra I beg you. Kasian Albert," said David.
"We can live together, please," Daffa chimed in.
Albert looked at his mommy with a frightened look but somehow this little boy did not cry like Daffa, Sean and also David. She recalled her attitude these few days that slightly ignored her mommy.
Rara looks hiccuped, she calls the name of her Lord and then closes her eyes for good.
"Daffa why did he close his eyes again? why are his hands so cold? he's just sleeping, right? he didn't leave, did he?" Sean asked Daffa a lot of questions.
Daffa just cried holding Rara's hands which became cold.
"You're not hiding him from me anymore, are you? don't do it David, Daffa!" shouts Sean.
Sean was only able to cry let alone the memories of Rara coming back to enter his head.
David just looked at Rara's body that was stretched stiff, all this time he lived with Rara's smile, then now Rara was no way she could live? is it only with Rara's memories that she can already smile?
David's tears came out without stopping, he just kept crying because he was so lost, Daffa was the same, he was so sorry for these few days ignoring Rara.
"I'm sorry Ra" said Daffa.
"Mommy has met God there, mommy smiles there why are you crying, you cry! the body is big but whiny" said Albert and the little boy came out of the operating room.
At the door Albert sat hugging his feet, he sobbed, his world crumbling because the person he loved most left him for good.
"Wicked mommy, why leave Albert, who wakes Albert up, who scolds Albert, who cooks for Albert, how Albert gets his days." Albert's tears kept falling.
Sean came out to catch up with his son, how heartbroken it was to see Albert hugging his legs sobbing in front of the operating room.
"Albert," call Sean.
"Mommy evil uncle" said Albert.
Sean carried his son sobbing, he felt that if God was very unfair with him, soon met and wanted to be together now even God took his wife.
"Mommy isn't evil, she loves Albert very much" Sean said.
Rara's body will be brought home by Daffa because because Rara must be buried immediately.
"Yes" said Daffa.
Daffa asked David and Sean to be in front first because he was going to pick something up in his room.
When he was about to come out, Daffa saw the food that had been brought by Rara, his tears came back.
"I'm sorry Ra, I know you must have left here happy sick. Suppose I knew it was our last meeting I wouldn't have hurt you" Daffa said sobbing.
"God has granted my prayers, now I won't be able to see you again, calm down there, I promise to look after Albert, our son." Daffa was monologuing with himself.
Daffa opened the food brought by Rara, she ate Rara's last meal sobbing, slowly Daffa enjoying Rara's homemade food that she probably won't feel again forever.
"You're evil Ra." Daffa had no power to endure his grief.
By hiding his head Daffa cried while chewing food from Rara.
Daffa leaves one food stout for later, he still wants to taste Rara's food so he leaves one and eats it later with Albert.
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Before buried Albert hugs his mommy for the last time, he kisses his mommy who closes his eyes for good.
"Mommy is calm there, Albert promises to be the proud son of mommy" whispered Albert.
After that Albert immediately embraced Daffa.
"After this mommy has not existed, then who is Albert the same?" ask Albert.
As soon as these three men were crying, just as Albert had such thoughts, there were obviously still them.
"There's still Daddy dear" replied Daffa.
"There is still Uncle Albert" said David.
"It's still us" Sean continued.
Not wanting to delay any more time, they all went to the cemetery to bury Rara.
"This is the last time I saw you Ra, may you calm down there" said David.
"Below the tombstone has now rested the love that you so deeply love for me, goodbye dear Rara," inwardly Daffa.
"Destiny separates us a second time, but we have not yet had time to feel happy. Wait for me there," Inner Sean.