BLACKPINK X BTS "COMPLICATED LOVE" XJ'S
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Shawks did send a message for you. He also calls you. It always turns into a phone s*ks, with her panting "I love you" on the end as she approaches completion. Always compliment you, always say how much she wishes you were with her so she could fuck you into bed. You carefully remind yourself that Shawks are someone on the rise, someone who is growing in popularity. His band is gaining more traction - which makes you happy, but it also reminds you of the fact that you may be a disposable comedian to him. It never feels like that to you, no matter how much you remind yourself. You eventually grew into a video call to him. Shawks will call you late at night, stabbing a bowl of cereal with a spoon while wearing pajamas. He talks about his day, telling you he's not wearing pants and things are progressing as expected. He will call you when he is sad, his sad voice carries himself deep into your head as you convince him that everything will be fine. Then he mentioned how jumping around on his cock would make things better. Then you'll do the s*ks on the phone, put the phone down for the night and really hope you have the courage to ask what he really wants from you. You'll remember it the next morning when you hear one of his band's songs on the radio, shaking your head and trying to focus. You never talk to anyone about what is between you and Shawks, not wanting their mercy if he makes you angry or becomes tired. Outside the confines of your room, his band is just your favorite band, and he's just the vocalist of your favorite band. There's nothing more.

One time, she stayed on the line after the two of you reached your mutual high. "Fantastix Baby, amazingly," he gasps as your thumb hovers over the "final call" button". It took him longer to finish this time, guess you. “You know, I was wondering ... join me for a little tour? We have arranged something ... Me, you've paid all the expenses, baby. It'll be fun, promise. I think other people are getting tired of me talking about you without ever seeing you - "So she's talking about you with her friends? You try to ignore how it makes butterflies pound in your stomach and sends dopamine running through you. “-Dan, and I just want you to be with me. What are you saying?" "I like it, Shawks!" You whisper excitedly. There are so many assumptions that playing is cool. He's laughing a little. "Great, I'll send you a message tomorrow. Sweet dreams, sunshine. " "Good night, Shawks ..." You finally end the call, pressing your phone to the chest. It must be a dream, right? Putting your phone in charge, you turn around in bed and force yourself to calm down and sleep. ———

One week until the tour. His band released the EP, and of course, with Shawks giving you a download an hour early, you were one of the first to listen to it. The first song is lyrically different to most other songs, more melancholy - you check the details and it wasn't written by Shawks. You still like it.