BLACKPINK X BTS "COMPLICATED LOVE" XJ'S
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SHawks 💖💫[11:37]
Where r u?
Adele [11:38]
you know all these small little shops on that street the bus could’t go through? there
SHawks 💖💫[11:38]
I didn’t say you could do that.
Adele [11:38]
I don’t think it’s that big of a deal :/
SHawks 💖💫[11:39]
Can you just come back to the tour bus? I was really worried
Katerina [11:39]
SHawks 💖💫[11:39]
I’m sorry baby, I just need you to tell me when you’re going to do these things. Can I get that at least?
Adele [11:40]
okay, sorry, will tell you next time
SHawks 💖💫[11:40]
❤️
*note: You are Adele its just nickname for Adele that Shawks gave.
You put your phone back in your pocket, leave the notebook and start walking back to the SHawks place. He scolds you gently about going out for too long even though no other band members are back. The next day before the concert, he talked to one of his crew members about security measures for the bus. After that, you can't go without the key card, the card that you and SHawks are sharing even if it's just for itself. This ensures you never go alone again. ——— Then there is a fourteenth concert, where the Hawks get a pack. Pills. Against your better judgment, you allow him to give you, with him persuading you along the way by saying that everyone has taken one and they are fine. You can't really argue with it, they're fine once you personally see them taking it. Chatting lazily to each other and secretly laughing far more than usual, falling into deep sleep wherever they are on the bus.
"Come baby. You've never done anything like this before, it would be fun. Just something that eases you further into the lifestyle ... " You feel sleepy, lazy, a little dizzy. Not something like SHawks brags about the incident. Sinking into your chair next to SHawks, you try to process the feeling of overtaking your body, inspecting your lap intensely due to blurring in your vision. One of the band members said something to him. You don't hear or process it at all. "I'm sorry, sunshine. I might have to split it in two. " He sounds very far away. You spent the night holding her in her lap, desperately holding her with muscles that felt weaker in that second, hearing her tell you to be quiet until you fall asleep. ——— Finally, You are still in the air, You finally find yourself back in the real SHawks house. It's been weeks and you've longed for consistency in your environment. Also, fewer people. And maybe SHawks a little less. You have really established yourself in a relationship with him, but you do want space. You'll talk about it later, after all, SHawks says that you can stay with him as long as you like. If this is permanent, you will have to return to your own apartment one day and get it done but for now .. How many more weeks with someone you love? ——— Two weeks pass, Read More, and the SHawks still don't let you go alone, even though you're getting familiar with the area where he lives. You need to talk to him about this and it is agreed that you both will sit down and talk it all out. "I just want you to be happy" He gave you a cup of coffee.