Bless Love
A Great Guilt
Handi can see the seriousness in Ferdian's eyes when this man said it, Handi also seemed to waste his breath heavily, he again asked Ferdian then why he chose to get married
with Jihan if this guy doesn't love her?
“You know for yourself how my mama and mama Jihan really want us to be together? We told them before that we objected to this matchmaking plan, but you can see
by themselves how are they really that stubborn?”
“I'm sorry for what Esther did to you.”
“Already, you don't need to apologize, I came here to invite Tania away, is she there?”
“Iya, he's there for a while, I'll call him first.”
Not long after Tania appeared from inside the house, Ferdian immediately invited Tania to go with him, when they were already in the car, Tania seemed to want to know what had been Ferdian and
Handi.
“Ferdian, what were you and Om Handi talking about?”
“Why?”
“I just want to know, your current status will still be his daughter-in-law.”
“I'm honest with him about how I feel about you.”
Tania seemed surprised when she heard Ferdian's words just now, apparently this man was quite brave also said his honesty to Handi.
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Minanti now understood what the problem Olaf was facing, he convinces Olaf that Jihan will be fine but Olaf is haunted by the woman's excessive guilt for causing Jihan to go wrong.
“Mama understands you feel guilty, but do not let the guilt continue to haunt you.”
“Lantas if he dies how?”
“Olaf, do not precede God's destiny, not necessarily Jihan will die from the accident.”
“But the wound he suffered was quite severe.”
“Olaf, Mama knows that you are currently restless and also worried, but do not let these things make your emotions become unstable, at this time you need rest.”
Minanti takes Olaf to her room and asks Olaf to rest in the room and not think of anything about Jihan, Minanti then leaves her son's room to let Olaf
resting, but when Olaf was about to close his eyes, he still could not do it, he had tried many times to be closed even if only for a moment but could not.
“Yes God, I was always imagined by the incident,” Olaf said.
Olaf grabs her phone and looks for someone there, the contact she's looking for is Tania, but when she finds Tania's contact, she doubts whether she should call him or not.
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Elsewhere, Ferdian and Tania are having a meal together, Tania can see Ferdian's seriousness about the man marrying her, never imagined in Tania's mind that he would be trapped in a situation like this, if he told Ferdian honestly that he never loved her, surely it would hurt Ferdian very much, but is lying like this a good thing?
“Tania, it looks like you are thinking of something, huh?”
“What?”
“What are you currently thinking?”
“Not really, I'm not thinking about anything.”
“Alright if you don't want to tell me, anyway I won't force you to tell me.”
Tania smiled at Ferdian, and they went back to eating their food until it ran out, before sending Tania home, Ferdian had given something to Tania.
“I have something for you.”
“Something?”
“Wait a minute,” said Ferdian who then went to his car to find something he wanted to give to Tania.
Not long after that the man returned to Tania and he brought a box that made Tania curious, about what was inside the box.
“If you are curious about the contents of the box, then you can open it at this time.”
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Handi came back to the hospital to see how Jihan is currently, but apparently Jihan's condition is still critical and she is still in the ICU room, Esther did not seem to like when Handi came back to this hospital, she even drove Handi to leave this hospital.
“You what else did you come here for? You better just leave this hospital.”
“Ester, I came here because I want to know how Jihan.” is doing
“Here is Handi, don't make me sick of you, you better just leave this hospital.”
“Are you still mad at me for the day?”
“Of course, you always defend the woman, it is clear that she is the one who caused Jihan to go to the hospital and her condition is critical to date.”
“Ester, you must not accuse someone without such proof.”
“Already Handi, hearing you always defend the woman makes my head dizzy and it feels like it wants to explode!”
Handi sighed and then he was forced to leave the hospital because he did not want Esther to make a scene there, when he gets out of this hospital he crosses paths with Tania who also seems to want to visit Jihan.
“Om New Handi from here?”
“Tania? You better not have to come here.”
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Tania receives a call from someone who is none other than Olaf, the man asks Tania how Jihan is currently, Tania also tells Olaf that Jihan's condition until now has not been
conscious, he is still critical of his condition.
“Ya Lord.”
“Already, you don't need to think too much about that.”
“But Tania, I caused Jihan like that.”
“No Olaf, God has outlined it all.”
“But Tania ..”
“Looks like you need a break at this time, do not force yourself to work if you are not okay, better restore your health first just back to work, ok?”
“Good.”
“Then I hang up the phone, yes?”
“Yes, thank you for telling me the information
latest about Jihan.”
“No problem.”
After Tania called Olaf, Tania's phone rang again, this time Minanti who called Tania, Tania immediately answered the phone from this woman.
“Halo Mistress?”
“Why hasn't your phone been connected?”
“That's because Olaf just called me.”
“Olaf? What is he talking about with you?”
“She said feel guilty for already making Jihan lying in the hospital like that.”
“I have guessed that he must still feel guilty, honestly I am worried about his health, both physical and mental.”
“I am so Madam, Olaf seems to be cooped up by the feeling of excessive guilt for already making Jihan lying in the hospital at this time.”