Bless Love
Self-surrender

The sad atmosphere was created when the coffin began to be lowered into the pit, Tania held by Minanti and Ferdian tried hard when he saw the chest slowly began to be filled by the ground, while Jihan who was also there seemed to be staring in envy at Tania who had people who cared so much about her while she was alone here, Esther refuses to attend her ex-husband's funeral and Jihan is disappointed. After the funeral was over and one by one the mourners left the cemetery area leaving only a few people who were still there including Tania and Jihan.

“You better not do something you can regret later on Jihan,” Ferdian said warning Jihan not to do anything bad to Tania.

“Am I that bad in your eyes, Ferdian?”

“You and your mama are dangerous, I won't let you hurt Tania!”

Jihan exhaled heavily, she stared intently at Tania, saying that she wanted to have a one-on-one conversation with the woman, but Ferdian did not allow Jihan to talk to Tania.

“I do not give you permission, you better just go from this place.”

“This is my papa's funeral, how can you even tell me to leave my papa's funeral?!”

****

Not wanting to make matters worse, Tania agrees to talk to Jihan, Ferdian and Minanti initially seem to disagree but Tania convinces them both that she will be fine. Now Tania and Jihan are talking some distance away from where Handi's funeral took place.

“Until when are you going to have a show like this?” ask Jihan.

“I don't understand what you're talking about this,” replied Tania coldly.

“I know you clearly understand what I'm saying this, Tania.”

“I do not understand what you are talking about, if you are still talking about this again, then I will just go.”

“Ferdian truly loves you, yet you played him.”

“Then?”

“Then? Don't you feel sorry for Ferdian?! What if she knows the truth that you never loved her and what you did was a charade?!”

“That's none of your business, Jihan.”

After saying that Tania turned around and left Jihan, but before Tania moved away, Jihan again said something that made Tania's footsteps stop for a while.

“I hope you will not regret the game you are playing, because I am sure you will later get regrets due to your game later.”

****

Tania gets a permit to stay at Minanti's house for a while, but Tania refuses it, she wants him to stay alone in the apartment but Minanti says that if Tania lives alone in the apartment, she wants him to stay alone, he was worried about Tania's safety.

“Mrs don't have to worry about my safety.”

“I wouldn't worry about your safety if only the woman had been imprisoned, but in reality she was still free to roam.”

“I appreciate the Madam's concern, but to stay in that house, sorry it seems I can't.”

“Is it because your Olaf is uncomfortable?”

“What?”

“Already Tania, you don't have to pretend you don't know that, I already know that Olaf has special feelings for you and so do you have feelings for Olaf right?”

“My name ....”

“You need to try to dodge Tania, I know it.”

Tania just kept quiet and said nothing at all, Minanti then grabbed Tania's hand and rubbed it slowly.

“But you also have to finish what we have planned from the beginning, right?”

“Iya Mistress, I know.”

But apparently from a place a little far from the two of them talking, there was someone who was watching them, the person seemed to clench both hands with his sharp gaze.

“I won't let you guys off the hook, just wait for later.”

****

Jihan sat in the garden chair alone, she felt so sad and devastated when she lost the figure of Handi forever. Although the father often disagreed with him or his father always defended Tania, but Jihan did not hate Handi at all, he loved Handi as his father so much and when he was gone for all eternity, then Jihan felt so devastated right now.

“Jihan.”

Jihan was shocked when she heard her name being called by someone and when she turned to the source of the voice, Olaf stood not far from her, Jihan then stood up from her seat as the man walked up to her.

“I'm sorry for what happened to your papa.”

“Thank you.”

Olaf then offers evidence that he can use to put Jihan in prison for what he did to Tania, Jihan seems to look at Olaf in disbelief why this man even handed the evidence to her?

“You can destroy this evidence.”

“Why are you doing this? You can get me in jail for this.”

“Cause... I can't bear to do it.”.

“You know Olaf, my papa's departure made me think a lot of things, all this time apparently I was too obsessed with you and did not want to accept the fact that Tania was always superior to me, she got papa's affection, getting attention and love from you and it's what makes me so sad and angry at the situation. Why did Tania get all that and not me? Isn't that unfair?”

*****

Galang was surprised when Jihan went to see him in his rented house, he invited the woman to enter his humble rented house, Jihan looks around the rented house and Galang asks if Jihan wants to drink first but Jihan says that she is not thirsty right now.

“Actually... There's something I want to tell you.”.

“What is it?”

“I want to turn myself in to the police.”

Galang who heard Jihan's words just now was so shocked, why would Jihan turn herself in to the police? Jihan is wrong

whahuh?

“I must do all that to atone for all the sins I have committed.”

“Jihan ..”.

“I have done too much evil to others, the departure of my papa forever makes me so reflect on all his words while he was still in this world.”

Jihan's eyes seemed teary at this moment, Galang reflexively hugged Jihan and as the man hugged her, Jihan's sobs broke right then and there, she could no longer hold back her cries and shed all of them

galang.

“I'm a bad guy Galang, hiks.”

“Already Jihan.”

After spilling all the sadness and regret that was so tight chest, so now Jihan was slowly breaking her arms with Galang, she wiped the tears in her eyes and cheeks.

“Thank you for listening to me.”

“Not a problem.”