BLOOD PASSAGE
Daddy's Dark Time (1)

I woke up at 12pm, it was still very heavy outside the rain. I couldn't sleep well after what mom said this afternoon and some things I've been thinking about lately. I stepped onto the study table and picked up the paper. Write down everything that is on my mind. What do I do if you go back home, I don't want the latitude to go. Especially with my father, whose attitude changes all the time.my father honestly has a double personality, I knew a few days ago from his own mother's mouth, he said, and father's attitude is grumpy lately due to the pressure he has and his job and the bad influence of his friend. But said mother's attitude or father's dual personality already existed before I was born. There is nothing that you know other than a father who has a dual personality, the cause and the way the mother is nurtured, even you never know. But what we (me and mom) know as long as dad has that personality, then dad's nature will change 180%. His loving attitude will turn grumpy and worse is the thing he did to my lovely childhood friend whose mother was cared for because of her dead parents, and the only one who is willing to take care of the beautiful is the mother, but the fate of the beautiful who dreams of the happiness of a whole family must again take their lives on the person he just called father, he said, at first he thought of himself as a father. That's my own father.

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“You haven't slept a star?”

The sound from behind made me turn around and find the smiling mother.

“Not yet ma'am, the star flew and thirsty to be here to drink”

Mother simply nodded and then walked up to me, poured water into the glass and gulped it down slowly.

“Mother herself why haven't you slept?"

“Mother can't sleep”

“What's it because of thinking latitude?”

“Entah mom can not sleep, because think of latitude or because ha the other. But the point is the feeling of mother just not calm just”

I looked at my mother and put down the glass I was holding. Then he took her to sit at the dinner table.

“There's something I want to talk about ma'am. It's about indah”

She rolled her eyes and looked at me for a long time.

“Do not bring up the dark past of your own father star”

“Bu, star just want to make sure. Anyone knows stars can cure daddy”'s disease

“It's not a Star” Disease

“Lantas what mom? I want to say that the problem nor the disease suffered by the father is karnuia from Lord”

“Son, I never said that what your father was facing was a gift. But the disease is something passed down from your grandfather”

I looked at my mother, what was the meaning of what she said just now. Why did he just tell you that now. What you're hiding from me.

“What does mother mean?”

“You are 17 years old soon, right?”

I nodded, the graduation announcement coinciding with my age, which was only 2 weeks away.

“Why bu?”

Mom came closer to me while I could only stare at my mother without speaking a word.

“Double personalities that your father has is a disease of vocational mother does not know what to call it so mom calls it a disease to make it easier. Your grandfather got the disease from his ancestors and your grandfather passed it down to your father. And because it is a vocational disease or something that is passed down then one of you will definitely get it”

I held my breath and breathed heavily.

“When do you know? Why just now tell it to bintang”

“Mother just found out, son, by the time your father came home. He told me everything. Your father had the disease when he was 15. And all those who used to experience it at the same age of 15 years”

“It means that if I don't experience things like father then...”.

Mom nodded, and I could only shut up without knowing what to say. Everything that happens is unreal.

“And if you do not have the dual personality passed down by your father, then surely the disease is passed down to latitude. Your sister”

I rubbed the sweat dripping on my temple in the middle of the night I broke out in a cold sweat.

“Keep what it has to do with the father who wants to bring latitude go”

“The disease can be cured if the child who has dual personality is under the age of fifteen years. So I want to bring latitude to your sister's house. To his hometown. There was a healer who said he could cure such a disease”

“But ma'am... Still we can't let the latitude go with dad. What if the nature or disease of the father relapses and is with latitude. Dad could have killed the latitude with his own hands plus the latitude ability he has would have been very angry and did the same thing as happened to Indah”

“Stars also do not want to bu, but we also have to think about latitude safety if together with dad”

“Mom don't know how to star, I just don't want latitude to have the nature of your father”

I hugged my mother who was starting to hiccup. Why our family always lives in fear. I just want to get away from all this. Plus latitude has abilities like me, how in the future life he will live. God protect my sister latitude. I just want him to be happy in the future.

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I walked out of the school environment with the lira, the school finally gave us 3 days off. And because of the holiday allowance we got 3 days plan one day will be used lira to stay at my house.

“I can't wait to meet latitude, bi"

I looked to the side and found the lira smiling.

“You seriously want to stay at my house?”

Lira exhaled her breath and looked at me with a huff.

“Aduh how many times I say, if I'm serious to stay star”

Lira stomped the shoes she was wearing onto the unpaved streets we passed.

“I just want to mestikan”

The lira just nodded and our return trip was filled only with talk about the test we were going to face in the future.

“Latitude?”

I entered the house and reached a latitude that was busy watching television while eating porridge. I'm home, it's still at 2. I let the lira sit first and walk towards the kitchen.

“Dad?”

I round my eyes, catching my father's shadow in the kitchen. In front of the stove that was a few meters away from me, my father smiled as he waved his hand at me, telling me to approach him.

“Why is dad home?”

Dad just laughed softly and hugged me.

“Surely because I miss my daughters. You are already tall now star”

I let go of my father's embrace, honestly in the depths of my heart I miss the very figure that now stands before me, but I also still cannot forget that past. which is clearly perfectly recorded in my memory.

“Yeah, don't bring latitude go”

“You must have been notified by ibu”

“Iya. And I won't let dad carry the latitude away”

“Don't be selfish star, I just want the latitude to heal and live like a person who doesn't have a double personality like dad. Dad just wants to live latitude in the future not like the father experienced”

“I also don't want to endanger latitude life. Father may be able to guarantee latitude healing after treatment with the healer. But what father can guarantee latitude safety from father's own hands”

Dad looked down at the white floor we were on. My words may have really pierced his heart. But I hope it makes him aware and doesn't take the latitude away with him.

“Set what you have to do. What would we do if latitude finally grew and experienced things like our natural father before. What if the latitude killed someone with his own hands. Do you want that kind of latitude?”

I shook my head, rubbing my face with a huff. What should I do now, if I keep Dad from going to bring latitude to that healer then in the future the latitude will be like father. But if I let the latitude go, then the safety of the latitude can also not be guaranteed he could have died at the hands of his own biological father. God, please give us a path of guidance and a way out.

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