
january 13, 2020
It is the most important day of my life, today I must give my life to a heartless cold man.
I still look at my face in front of the mirror, the reflection shadow will never lie, how not today I will be the mistress of Arga Dewantara, but my heart never felt calm to hold that status.
"Are you ready for Asta?".My father's greeting broke my daydream.
"When did you stand there?"Much
"Just now, when you're engrossed in looking at your reflection in front of the mirror".
I'm smiling,"Ah..Daddy's".
I approached Dad, and embracing my Father's arm, we prepared to walk to the Altar of the wedding nuanced garden party that night.Seeming from a distance I saw Arga waiting for me, Arga,I looked at all the guests as if they were able to feel the aura of my happiness, even though there was no happiness in me.
Arga took my hand, I took her hand, we held each other's wedding vows.
After the completion of our wedding ceremony, the beautiful Fireworks also took part in our wedding ceremony.
"Can you act happy, Miss Arga dewantara?".Arga whispered to me. I didn't speak his words.
"Remember, your life begins from now on, welcome to endless suffering"Take it again..
"Baj*your!"My whisper.
"It's all your fault that I have to marry a girl like you!".Arga smiled triumphantly.
"Look, what can you do!".I said.
Wina yang dari tadi memandangi kami,tampak begitu marah namun kali ini benar-benar ia tak berdaya.
"Look at your ex-wife there!"my gaze headed towards the vienna who was still staring at us.
"Why him!".
"He seemed to want to pounce on me, he wouldn't accept if you were mine" I said.
"Shut your mouth, you think this marriage is capable of making me submit to you?even this marriage is nothing to me.Wina will still be the woman I love" Arga said
"Fuck you guys.
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When we finished we returned to our apartment, followed by Father and Mother Arga.
"Finally you became a couple" Mother Arga looked happy.
"Arga, you should be fine with your wife, don't be too busy with office business".Dad Arga's.
"Don't see Vienna again!"Excited Mother Arga.
"Dad and mom, what the hell?Arga wouldn't do that".
I'm really sick of seeing Arga's acting this time.
"Asta, your room's upstairs, your mom's redecorating Arga's room".Said Arga's Mother.
"Thank you Ma?".My solute.
"You can rest, we'll go home".Said Arga's mother.
Shortly after Father and Mother Arga left, I rode upstairs to the room that I usually always clean, I opened the door of the room, the wall that was originally monocromatic, turned into a pastel green my favorite color.
'Well, how beautiful, everything changes, 'My inner self.
"Do you like her, madam?"I was shocked by the voice that suddenly appeared behind me.
I turned towards the source of the voice, Arga was already standing at the door.
"You want what you are!".My hardikku.
"Of course to sleep with my wife".
With Arga swiftly pouncing on my shoulder firmly, I grimaced in pain.
"Take me off" my friend.
"You think I like you, or do you think I want to make love to you?, don't dream of you!, even just seeing your face disgusts me!"short words yet capable of piercing my heart.
"Have you never liked me?".
"A second, it was you who made me go further and further with Vienna!".
"I've never gotten you far with Vienna, you want me to pretend to be your girlfriend!".
"Shut your rotten mouth, woman!"The grip is getting stronger.
"God..."I said Lirih..
"It hurts!!!!"Arga cried, then threw my body just like that on the bed.
He walked away from me.
"Where are you going!"Excruciate.
"I'd rather sleep in a hotel than sleep in a room with you!".
He really left, on our wedding night, leaving me alone.
I never knew what was wrong, so Arga hated me so much, and I never really hated him.
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The sun had risen, the light that appeared between the curtains blinded my eyes, I opened my eyes slowly.My hands were fumbling to the side of the bed, I touched something, I turned my head in that direction.
"Arga, since when did he sleep next to me?".Look at his handsome face while sleeping, This arrogant man has married me, I touch his cheeks gently.I promise, I will take your heart from Vienna.
I kissed her on the forehead slowly afraid that if she woke up and did any more rude things to me, I will open my heart to her, my principle of being married only for once in a lifetime.
I went down to the kitchen to make breakfast.
"Finally done too".my inner.
Arga started to come down to the dinner table, and ate the breakfast I made, without saying anything.
"What possessed him this morning, why would he touch the food I made".Mumbles.
"You want me to be nice to you?, you think to me, get ready, 'cause my mom and dad are going overseas, for a world tour".This time it was not as rough as usual.
I didn't budge and chose to go to the room, to get ready.
"How could he sleep in my bed, when I saw him go out last night"Batinku, my mind is mixed, What kind of person is Arga, does he have Bipolar?".
Before long he also entered the room, looking at me who was sitting at the dressing table, then he began to approach me.I stood up, ready if he attacked me again.
"Why you?".I asked a little scared, but he was quiet again."You're drunk!"His body was getting closer to me, then he grabbed my chin and,
"Muah"he kissed my lips.
Tub in the lightning strike, I pushed him hard.
"What are you doing!, do you have a mental illness?".I'm yelling.
"What's wrong ha!".He started to get emotional again and again."Didn't you kiss my forehead, too.
"He was up, he knew I kissed him, how is this".Mumamku.my eyes swerved in shock.
"If he realizes my actions, why he didn't stop me, what's wrong with him".Mummurku..
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