
I choose to close my eyes to forget the events of today, my body feels tired, my legs ache due to standing too long.
When I wanted to close my eyes, my brain always led me to think of Arga who had no idea what she was doing with her mistress.
Unknowingly tears began to trickle down at both corners of my eyes, I hugged tightly my black gloved roll, I wanted to give up, really wanting to give up but I was unable to, I was unable to,my heart always seems to be on and back to Arga.
For some women I may be considered a foolish woman, who has unrequited love for my own husband, but is struggling to survive on her own.
Between taking off or defending?, maybe I should hold on for a while if maybe one day he will turn to love me.
At 22:00
Sunday night, for some people maybe Sunday night is night for lovers who are in a drunk romance, but not for me.
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The light of the eyes of the day appeared on the sidelines of the gorder that was not tightly closed, so it was able to dazzle my eyes, once able to make me wake up.
I saw the clock at 7am, and I looked at the sofa that Arga used to sleep on, it looked empty, maybe he didn't come home last night, I thought.
Sunday, 26 January 2020.
I spent my time cleaning my husband's apartment.Swiping one by one without hesitation.
Suddenly the sound of the door code opened, which I remember who knew the door code of this apartment I, Arga, Vienna and Vishnu secretary, who came this early.
The man appeared, My husband came home, he passed me without caring about me even asking if I was okay yesterday, he chose to pass and go into the room.
I continued my activities, before long Arga came out of the room wearing a blue shirt and black jeans that seemed to fit on his body.Will go where he is, did not he just come home, I thought.
"Where else are you going?, weren't you just back": I stopped my work when I saw Arga.
"I'll go with Vienna":Arga looks tidied up his sleeves.
"Have you not once thought of my feelings?, I am your wife": I am getting upset, which I remember my marriage always being tinged with quarrels.
"Why do you mind?, if yes, how about we get divorced?": He seemed to casually throw out that trashy sentence.
"Up to you": I threw the broom I had been holding, and ran to the room.
While Arga prefers to go, with his lover.
'Why love is so hard, I never know if one-sided love is so painful': My inner self.
That morning I came out of Apartment Arga.
I'm confused where to go?, if I go to my father's house you will be worried, if I go to Jonathan's house it must be very troublesome.
I'd better find a job and rent a little house to live in on my own.
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Before long I got a small rental house that only had room, kitchen and bathroom space, at least all this was enough for me.
And I'll find a job today.
'Asta you can't do it'.My inner.
21:00 o'clock.
Arga returns to the apartment, after a day away with Vienna to squander the money Arga has.
He sat on the sofa in front of the television, he was holding his nape because he was a little dizzy, after a while he did not see my whereabouts, he began to panic, looking in every corner of the Apartment, when he was looking for me in the room, he was looking for me in the apartment,he found two credit cards and a cell phone that I accidentally put on the dresser earlier, then he rushed to walk in closed, which he found only a row of clothes, and then he rushed to walk in closed,the shoes and bags that I left behind and he began to realize when the backpack I was carrying for the first time to carry clothes had disappeared.
He began to panic, how many times he rubbed his face with both hands, he paced thinking, I was where.
Arga contacted Vishnu to find me.
Arga:"Hallo Wis, Asta ran away again".(Panic sounds)
Vishnu:"I'll track Madam from her cell phone signal,Mr".(No less panic)
Arga: "no need, Asta left his phone, Asta left without his phone".
Vishnu:"I will try my hardest to find Madame Asta."
Arga:"I also".
(Well,wife you go new nyahok kan lu),😁😁
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