
Dear: Bastio
When you read my message, I may not be at home and will never think of going back.
Thank you for the hurt you have given me.
Perhaps, it is hard for me to forget it. Or maybe I will never be able to forget it until the end of my life***.
If time could turn back, then,
But whatever my day, everything has happened and will never be able to return to how it was.
My one hope, may we never meet again and if indeed fate brings us back together, let's just say we don't know each other and have never met before.
Santi.
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"What the hell is this? how much you hate me Santi, can't be allowed to."
Bastio did not expect that Santi would finally make such a decision. He then squeezed the paper given by Santi and threw it in any direction on the floor.
Then Bastio took his cell phone, jacket and car keys. Bastio exited the room and descended the stairs in a hurry. He then goes into Santi's room to find out if there is a bright spot to find him. Arriving in Santi's room he then searched for items that would help him. But nothing at all.""
Bastio broke into Santi's room, wardrobe, table, pillows and mattresses that usually used Santi rest that was originally neat now has been destroyed.
Mbok Minah who heard the commotion from inside Santi's room was forced to get up and see what really happened.
arriving in Santi Mbok Minah's room was shocked and wide-eyed to see the condition of the destroyed room and the behavior of his young master who he thought was strange was not as usual.
"Astagfirullah?, What is this?. Why is it like this? What's Aden looking for here?" Shouted Mbok Minah with a trembling tone.
Bastio who was shocked to hear Mbok Minah yell then stopped his action and chose to step foot onto Santi's bed. chose to sit quietly while drowning his head on his shoulders.
Mbok Minah walked slowly towards her young master and then gently stroked Bastio's back.
"What's wrong? Tell me what happened?" Mbok asked Minah gently to Bastio, then he sat down next to his master.
Bastio raised his head directing her to Mbok Minah with a flushed face holding back the sense between anger and sadness.
"Come on?" Persuade Mbok Minah to smile gently to calm her young employer to be willing to share the sense that has been able to make her suddenly like a person who is in the diabolism.
"Miii? does Simbok know where Santi lives?"
"Why indeed?" Ask Mbok Minah.
"Why did Santi Aden destroy this room?" Timpal Mbok Minah again.
Bastio was silent and did not want to respond to Mbok Minah's question by continuing to look at meu to Mbok Minah.
"Hmmmmm, well if it's not wrong Santi ever said the same Simbok if he lives in a small village even remote villages, if not the name of his village (say) Yellow bamboo, but, the Belitong (Samaran)." Mbok Minah replied while recalling Santi's chat with him at that time.
Instantly Bastio looked a little calmer hearing that. He then forced a little to be able to smile to Mbok Minah, while Mbok Minah instead became confused to see the condition of his young employer.
"Surely, because no man is perfect." Answer Mbok Minah.
"really? Then why do those people look like they don't have a problem?"
"Because they're good at hiding the problem."
"how can people make amends?" Ask Bastio again.
"Depends on the type of mistake."
Bastio then recounts all the events of that night with Santi. He tells from the beginning of the actual incident without added or less-less in the slightest. Actually He did not want it at all, all happened just like that because of the influence of the intoxicating drink, until finally Bastio really could not remember anything.
Mbok Minah who heard the confession of her young employer was shocked beyond measure. He widened his eyes with his mouth wide open, still unsure and believing, if the person He had raised did such a thing. However, then Mbok Minah understood him because the employer who had been considered as his son was not doing this in a state of common sense.
Even more surprised, Mbok Minah just found out that Santi had deliberately to avoid her and chose to resign from his job through a letter given by Bastio.
"According to Simbok Tio how should it be?" Bastio asked Mbok Minah.
"How about Aden?
Does Aden like her?.. Does Aden have a boyfriend?" Mbok Minah asked Bastio.
"Tio himself does not know how Tio feels to Santi Mbok,"
"If it's a girlfriend problem. Hmmmmm, if Tio has a lover, surely Simbok the first person who will know who is Tio Mbok's lover.
"Then, after Santi decided to leave and didn't want to work here, how did Aden feel?"
"Tio is confused Mbok, because after Tio knows how to destroy Santi, that's when Tio promised himself to protect him, no matter what will happen. Because for Tio besides Simbok now there is also Santi who will be Tio perioritas right." Bastio explained.
"Then find and pick up Santi now, Simbok advises, so the man should take responsibility. Don't be a coward. Marry the girl, because love can come at any time. The deeds you do will never be forgiven by a good girl like Santi. because besides being good she is also a girl who greatly defends her honor."
"What if Santi refuses?" Ask Bastio again.
"The woman is fragile, and very weak in heart, which is why women prefer to cry when she is hurt. But know that a woman will melt when she sees a man who is sincere to her. Wish you could understand it."
"But what if after marriage Tio can't love her? Tio was afraid that it would hurt him even more?"
"Fear of hurting her is what will deliver love to her. believe me." Said Mbok Minah reassuring her young employer while widening her smile.
"Does Tio have to pick her up now?" Ask Bastio.
"Yes, what if Santi is finally pregnant? he's gonna need you. Because after all, the child in her birth is your own flesh and blood."
"Do you want, never to meet even know your own flesh and blood?"
Every sentence said by Mbok Minah to his master made a loud slap for Bastio. But that sentence was enough to give confidence and strength to Bastio.
'"Alright Tio will try." Bastio said to encourage himself.