
Santi still did not respond to Bastio, did not change his initial position and did not answer Bastio's words at all. Santi was still silent and could not feel He took out a clear circle at the end of his eye group and slowly wet his pillow and blanket.for a moment, making him sob there, squeezing his blanket.
Bastio who noticed, got up from his seat and walked over to Santi. In the middle of his journey, Bastio dropped his body in a kneeling position memorizing Santi's bed while clenching his palms begging for mercy to Santi.
"Well if you want to punish me, punish me? I'm ready to take it!"
"If the punishment has not been able to pay for my misdeeds, say what you want from me. so I know how I can make it up to you. But, listen to my explanation first."
"Well? the mistake I made to you is not worth your forgiveness. However, you should know, I also did not expect this to happen to us. Believe me I was really accidentally and all that came by itself without me being able to control with my common sense. so please forgive me, please?...."
"Well? there's one thing you should know, whether you like it or not, but this is the reality you have to accept."
"Maybe this news, you never expected, and never thought of you, nor did I. But just so you know, I don't know why I'm happy to hear this news. But I'm also helpless"
"Hmmmmm...." Bastio took a deep breath and he could not continue his words.
Bastio really felt a fury in his heart, He was afraid that Santi would shok and would not accept the reality that actually happened. Bastio fell silent while bowing his head in a fixed position still kneeling memorizing Santi.
Santi who heard Bastio's explanation stopped. became pityed with the ongoing situation. But in the deepest recesses of his heart, he actually hates people who are currently begging and pitying him. Santi berahan reverses his position of the body.that is, fell asleep with a position of memorizing towards Bastio and staring at him.
There was a pity on his mind, seeing someone he had known as arrogant, ignorant, cold and stiff as the one who had been his master. and also someone who has destroyed his hopes and dreams.Today is different from what he previously knew. Santi witnessed for himself how the man pleaded with genuine remorse from the man.
"Sir, awake! it would be inappropriate for you to plead and plead like this to a despicable person like me. And you shouldn't be looking for me like this either."
"Master? go home, because before you apologize I've forgiven you! daaan, I've also forgotten what happened between us.didn't I also tell you, that from that day on, we never knew each other." Santi tried hard to be able to finish sentence after sentence even though his heart was currently sliced by a very sharp knife.
"Thank you for looking for me, and thank you for bringing me here. But, forgive me, I cannot go back to work with Mr. And one more thing you should know, in these two days I will get married and will live a new life. I hope you can also live your life well for the future." Said Santi while holding up his sobs and occasionally He wiped away his tears that He could not keep by himself.
Bastio who heard Santi's last words, immediately raised his head up to look at Santi. Somehow he felt tightness in his chest.just this time he felt rejected by a woman. though to get a woman who is like any model out there He does not need to pursue or beg for his love, it is precisely the ladies who are always crazy and try to pursue it all this time.He looked at the eyes of Santi looking for honesty there.
"Is that how much you hate me Santi?"
"Don't you give me a chance? then who is the man who wants to marry you? huh huh?" Bastio snapped that began to be provoked by his emotions, while standing closer to Santi and several times shook Santi's shoulders by continuing to look at his face. While Santi tried to turn his face, while continuing to sob in his cries.
In Santi's heart, he was also in great pain, on the other hand He wanted to avoid an arranged marriage with someone He didn't know at all. But what he expected was not in line with what happened. He hoped his beloved would come to him to take him away.
"Will you be so strong with me? don't you also know, I have no one in this world, I lost both my parents, and, and now will you also separate me from my own son? with my own flesh and blood?"
"I should be happy to hear this news, that I will be a father to the child in your womb. But now what?.. You're going to separate me from her? No, I don't want Santi, please don't separate me from my son?"
Santi who heard Bastio's words instantly stopped his sobbing, He covered his wide gaping mouth by himself and his two bulging eyes were unsure of what he had just heard from the mouth of a man who had been his master and robbed him of his chastity.
"Santi, I know the way we got this kid is the wrong way.I'm very familiar with how you feel right now. But please let me continue to be beside my child, I want to see and see for myself how the fetus grows with me, to become a tiny baby. and let me continue to be and always be with my son until he grows up to be a cute kid and a teenager until he grows up."
"I beg Santi? you can hate me for the rest of your life, if you need to ask for anything from me that I have, I will give you. But please don't separate me from my son?"
Bastio cried for the second time for a very meaningful person in his life.After losing both his parents, and this time he cried for his baby.and so did Santi, santi's cries were breaking. Bastio who saw it was getting less and less powerful.