Bucin Police
Episode 46's

2018 Year

Four years passed by. There had been no word from Rona since the first day of his departure. He even changed his phone number and deactivated all his social media accounts.

Does she really want to leave me - who is still her husband?

Ah, I forgot!

Wasn't he the one who asked to be separated from me? And the bad thing is .. I still expect him to keep confessing to me.

Hmm!

Am I wrong if I still want to maintain our household?

Would I be too exaggerated to think that this separation of distance and time was just a dream?

Yes, I still assume that this self is in a dreamland. Trained to even crawl to get to the end point of the limits of self-capability. However, I believe my heart is stronger than my faith, which is still often wavering in the whispers of neighbors who are alternately approaching. Whether it comes from friends, or from my own family.

But now I don't care anymore ...!

It is up to them to say that I am crazy or something like that, which is clear I will still love the idol. It's up to them to say that I'm hard-hearted, which obviously I won't change. It is up to them to say that I am a fool, which I am sure that one day he will return to my arms again.

I will wait until the end of my life. Although it is not easy to live, but I will always keep my heart, while trying to find new clues about its current existence.

***

"Your gen, Commander."

My new assistant arrived in the room as he was about to deliver the daily reports he used to work on.

Hem ... Logic in!

"There's a new sprin (Letter of Command), Commander." Syila, tell me a news story. His job here is as Sidqia's replacement.

"Just scramble, Shi ...!" I told her, when my gaze was still focused with a sixteen-inch white screen in front of me. By keeping my hearing well alert, I try to divide my concentration at a time.

Syila presumably had a brief smile before again lowering her gaze on the sheet containing the warrant. "In light of the arrest and disclosure of the largest criminal offence case in the provincial capital, Kapolda ordered some of the members of the M Police to take part in helping to smooth the mission."

Syila paused just to take a deep breath, before continuing her activities. "Register of the names of members who will be involved in the mission, among others ...."

"Stop, Sila!" I suddenly interrupted her reading, which immediately made her aghast and caused an unexpected mess. The map containing the warrant, which he had previously written down, seemed to be strewn on the floor - at once.

Syila was visibly flabbergasted, then crouched down to pick up the letter sheet that joined her daily report. "Sorry, Commander. I'm really surprised" he said, still trying to fix everything.

I also did not stay silent, I gave her a helping hand that succeeded in making her stunned. Fascinated by the charisma of his superiors, who perhaps according to the information he received - already a widower.

Yes, just imagine Syila's face as hypnotized in a dumbfounded position and smile itself without pause. Like silly scenes in famous romantic dramas. Where the female lead was made amazed when she saw a prince who was riding a white horse, coming to approach her.

Let's just say, Syila is trapped in her most beautiful daydream zone. Enjoy the incredible scenery that pampers both the netra, the good looks and beauty of the boss.

Until a split second later, my movements stopped after realizing that the girl in front of me was in a condition to look at me with a face sparkling like a reflection of light.

Oh, naw!

I don't even know if he's just focused on looking at me instead of focusing on his work.