
Sidqia is still in a stuffing mode. Accept fate or not, we must both try to make love. The demands of office and work made us both coiled in error. Where Sidqia who is currently getting a promotion for the success of the case that he has successfully conquered, will automatically deliver him at a more promising career level. And of course with a level of responsibility and work risks that are more difficult.
Therefore, I do not want, our bond becomes a barrier to concentration and professionalism in work. Make it scum and neglect, just because of the tempests and small problems that always adorn the household heresy. After all, time, place, situation, condition, and also distance would not be able to unite us both in the same circle. I'm here and he's there. It will be very difficult for both of us if we live too long.
I had thought about it before I finally cut off the relationship. Although actually a cruel sentence that can slap my own heart can be revealed, but still it feels successful stifling feelings.
Sidqia, who was still faithful in submission, did not show any hesitation to respond. I can understand, he himself must not be less hit than I imagined. Because something tends to be hidden, it will be difficult to forget.
Slowly, I raised her blunt chin slightly split, in order to be able to look at my face. Kuseka the remnants of the water circle of helplessness that gives a wet effect on both cheeks. Cheeks that I used to love warmly in the eyes of a newlywed couple. Now, everything evaporates along with the fall of my talaq sentence.
One month together was not a long time for the two of us. However, I think it will take years just to let go of the sense of inadmissibility, which will linger at all times in the chest.
"Go back even if it's only for a moment, you and your mom deserve to know about this. At least give them a beam of light after a long time of stretching wounds and suffering," I said, surrounded by the sound of a small sobbing from him. He instantly fused the netra of the two of us with a slight nod of his head in response.
Oh, love!
Stop shedding tears. I really can't see it.
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Two days later, I decided to go back to my hometown. Where both my parents have been waiting for the arrival of the son just wayangnya at the door.
The expression I first saw was the shock of the two, which looked so obvious.
Undeniably, the departure of Rona at that time also successfully tortured the inner and mind of father and mother. So that his arrival with me at this time also managed to restore their smiles that had long been swallowed by gray clouds. At least, happiness came back to them both, even if only for a while.
"Rome ...!"
"Honey .. Where have you been all this time? Why not go back? Huda's been looking for you to and fro, but still can't find your whereabouts." As if impatient again, mother immediately berdondongi Sidqia with a lot of question sentences.
The woman who is now my ex-wife appears to be glancing at me, as if she is asking me to take on the role of explaining to mother. The middle-aged woman immediately followed Sidqia's line of sight which was currently still focused on making eye contact with me.
"We'd better go in first, I'll tell you later, ma'am." My voice managed to cut Sidqia's eyes off me.
Mother nodded, then walked side by side with Sidqia to enter the living room. Followed by my step and dad, after closing the door.
After gathering on the living room sofa, I immediately told the chronology of the actual incident, without missing a single detail. Mom and Dad looked so happy. Between believing and disbelieving, the two immediately rushed towards Sidqia to embrace her. Hugging their daughter who is considered long dead at a very young age.
In the deckap haru that poured out into the entire room, they seemed to laugh as well as cry together. Releasing the snare of longing that has been shackling the chest. Never imagined, a little girl who was once very spoiled, has now grown up, even become a state servant.
Mom and Dad looked so happy. Although I myself have to sincerely grasp the wound, but by seeing the personnel in this family back intact as ever, it turns out that it is much more valuable.
...EXPIRE...
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Hi, Readers!
Huda's story was deliberately hung and has not reached the epilogue, but Author also has not had time to write the second season. For those who like, do not unfavo first yes, thank you for reading🙏🥰