CAN I GO BACK ?

CAN I GO BACK ?
CHAPTRE 23



" Just let it go, besides what he says is true. " Killian spoke with a resigned expression.



" Killian?!! " Call me upset.


If I were him, I might be angry. Why is he always acting so ordinary?


You weren't like that, or? killian may have experienced the same thing as me.


" Alexia, I can't be mad. Because if I get angry, it means I lose. " Say Killian, holding my hand.


I furrowed my brows, and turned to look at Calix.


" Your Majesty, it looks like I have to go. " I said with a forced smile.


As usual, he smiled at her.



" Why rush? I want to talk about our match. " Calix confirmed the word matchmaking, he knew that marrying me would be very profitable.


" Marriage? " Killian said as if asking.


" Yes, Lady Alexia was betrothed to me while she was still in her mother's womb. Right Alexia? " Say Calix.


" Alexia, is that true? " Tanya Killian's.


" Yes, that's right. My brother told me. " My words are heavy.


I don't care about the match between me and Calix.


After all, he won't live long. He's gonna die by Killian. Exactly, I remember how Killian shot Calix with his firearm.


" Our marriage is just a noble piece of crap, it's just what our parents used to say. " I tried to refuse.


" really? but I take it seriously. " Say Calix.


As the two of us spoke, Killian suddenly pulled up my skirt and spoke.


" Alexia, I'm tired. " His voice is lethargic.


" What? you tired? are you sick? " I'm panicking.


" Your Majesty, I can't talk to you anymore, so I'm stepping down first. " I said as I pulled Killian away.


I left Calix there. Although it is disrespectful. I don't give a shit.


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I walked by dragging Killian to a place where no one was.


Once there, I ferociously pushed Killian against the wall and spoke with emotion.


" Hey!! Why don't you budge a little? " Many emotions.


Killian was silent with his head tilted.


" He's insulting you, don't you realize it? " My words are upset.


" I don't care if he insulted me or not. " Saying indifferently.


" Killian's? " summon me.


" Alexi, why are you so angry. He insulted me not insulted you. So don't be mad. " Say Killian.


" You're not angry, so let me take your place. " My words are upset.


Anyway Killian must be King and Tyrant at all costs, he must avenge all those who have hurt him.


" Please promise you'll be king. " Saying.


" why? " Tanya Killian flat.


" Just be king, and take your rights. I will help you even if I have to sacrifice my life. " My words are serious.


When I said it all, Killian's face suddenly turned irritated.


His brows furrowed and he suddenly pushed me.


His red eyes resounded looking at me with a cold surging force.


I was surprised by her reaction, all this time I only saw her cold face without expression.


" Alexia?!! " Shouted Killian.


Killian called out my name in a high voice, but her voice came back low.


" Why are you forcing me to be king, when I don't want to be king, because being king will only make me suffer!!! " Say Killian in a low voice.


" In addition, I have much to sacrifice in order to become king. There is no profit I get. "


Killian looked me in the eye.


I don't know what he saw, but pain was written on his face and distorted his forehead.


" And please, don't sacrifice yourself again. Because I don't want to see you die. " Killian lowered her face on my shoulder.


" This is for your own good, you must be king!! " Saying.


" What because of this, you keep giving me weird books. " Reveal Killian with a bitter smile.


" Yes, "My answer is heavy.


" It turns out you've been trying so hard to make me king. Well, I'll be king, if that's what you want. "


I don't know why I'm dissatisfied with Killian's words.


It's not his wish, he's just obeying mine.


I bite my lips, I've forced something on others, just for my benefit. But Killian was destined to be that way.


" ..... " I'm silent not responding.


" You want to see me as a king, don't you? " Tanya Killian's.


With weight I said.


" Yes, I want to see you as king. " Saying.


Killian momentarily fell silent, then she looked at my face seriously. Saying something I couldn't possibly do.



" Then.....Don't die and don't throw me away. Can you do that? " Seriously Killian said.


I didn't answer Killian. Although from the look of his face he was looking forward to the answer.


I don't want to talk about it anymore, I leave Killian and go home first.


Killian even just silently pensively watched me leave. I don't know what Killian's thinking.


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Alexia came back home first, as usual she locked herself in the room.



Arsen and Sabil, worried about Alexia. They were afraid that Alexia was thinking too much about Yustaf.


" How is this Sir? " Task Sabil who was at the door of Alexia's room with an anxious face.


" I don't know either, we have to help Assistant Fanny to find the antidote. In fact, the news about Duke was already widespread. " Say Arsen.


" You're right, even now Assistant Fanny still hasn't found the antidote. " Sabil said anxiously.


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Alexia Room.



Alexia was currently thinking about Killian's words.


He remembered every word Killian said.


Start with the word.


— I don't know that profit would mean much or not if I sacrificed someone just for his own gain.


Alexia thought, what if she changed her groove a little. Even so, he would still focus on making Killian as King and Tyrant. Until Killian met the female lead.


| If I were selfish, I would be very sorry. I also began to feel that this world was a real world. They are not paper and they have hearts. | Thought Alexia.


| After all, the groove has changed a lot. So. I'll change it a little. While looking for a way for me to return without sacrificing anyone. | Thought Alexia.


Alexia was already determined that she would change her plot a bit.


" Don't be selfish, there are other ways to


I can come back. " Murmured Alexia.


" But I don't know about the antidote, how I can help my brother. " Murmured Alexia.


There was a thought that flashed through Alexia's head, she recalled Tanziro.


" I know what to do. " Said Alexia as she got off her seat and stepped out.


" I had to bring the poison to the Elves, fortunately, Tanziro thought that I had given the information where Lucia was. So he couldn't possibly refuse my request. " Murmured Alexia while walking.


When he opened the door of his room, there was Arsen and Sabil.


" Why are you at my doorstep? " Ask Alexia.


" I'm sorry Lady, we're looking out for you. So we're standing here in case something happens. " Saying Sabil.


| They even worry about me, whereas I don't care about them. I am evil. | Thought Alexia.


Alexia grimaced with her own attitude that used to be self-serving without caring about the fate of the people closest to her.


In fact, all the efforts he had made to return to his original world were fruitless. He came back, it was Killian.


I don't know what would happen if Alexia knew that Killian was turning back time.


Whether Alexia will hate Killian or not. It depends on Alexia herself.


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SERIATE.....


" What are you turning the clock for?!!! I didn't even ask you to do that!!! "