CAN I GO BACK ?
CHAPTRE 32

That woman is Alexia. He actually came along with Yustaf. However, Alexia is not ready to meet Killian.

Alexia never expected that Killian would seize the throne this soon.

" I don't know what to ask later. That's why I'm not ready to meet Killian. " Murmured Alexia.

As Alexia walks. Suddenly a voice sounded.

" You....Why don't you, not attend my coronation? " A familiar, but slightly different voice sounded in Alexia's ear.

Alexia turned around and looked at the owner of the voice.

| Ahhh.....Black hair, low and soft voice, and red eyes. | Thought Alexia.

" Killian's... " It turns out it was Killian.

Killian stepped towards Alexia.

" Alexia....." Call Killian soft.

In front of Alexia, Killian grabbed Alexia's hand and kissed her softly, saying.

" I missed you.... "

" Alexia....

Killian stared at Alexia's still-unbelieving face, that the one kissing the back of her hand was Killian.

Now, Alexia looked at Killian with her eyes. Killian's face was different from what it used to be, a small and adorable face was gone.

Her hair that was exposed to the moonlight, was very elegant and of course. Alexia was more attracted to her eyes that looked more red.

| I.. did not expect that Killian would change drastically. | Thought Alexia.

" Why are you quiet? " Tanya Killian softly.

Alexia opened her mouth slowly.

" ba-how can—

" No, I mean. How did you find me here? " Ask Alexia.

| No, it is an ambiguous word if I speak like that. But now he is king. I have to keep my attitude. | Thought Alexia.

Killian furrowed his brows moody.

" Why are you talking like that? " Tanya Killian glumly.

" What do you mean? " Ask Alexia.

Killian feels that she is far away from Alexia, as Alexia talks Formally with her. Not like before.

" I feel that we are like people who have never met. " Say Killian.

" Call me by my name. " Pinta Killian's.

However, Alexia refuses Killian's request.

" I can't be your highness, because you are the king. " Say Alexia.

" While I am king, you can do anything to me. You can do something disrespectful in front of me. I don't care about that." Killian.

| However, you must not leave me and stay away from me. I'm tired of being left behind. | Thought Killian.

" Well, I'll talk as usual in front of you. But, just in front of you. " Say Alexia.

Killian smiled at Alexia's words. Killian advanced towards Alexia and she wrapped her hands around Alexia's waist.

" Killian?!! " Alexia's shocked.

" Let me be like this. Because I miss you so much. " Say Killian.

Alexia let Killian in with her position hugging her.

" Alexia....I miss your scent...

" Your hair, and your voice. " Say Killian.

Alexia immediately blushed with Killian's words, she said that Killian was now more good at teasing and saying sweet.

" Why did you come out. Isn't it, your coronation party isn't over yet. " Say Alexia.

" I looked for you all over the room, but you weren't around. I thought you were running away from me. " Say Killian moody.

Alexia actually wants to be angry with Killian, because Killian did not ask for his help to do the Coup.

" Why are you doing the coup so fast? " Ask Alexia.

Killian hugged Alexia tightly and she spoke.

" Because of me, you don't want to interfere in this rebellion. " Say Killian.

" I can do anything. " Say Alexia.

| I don't want all bad things to happen to you. Let me feel this suffering. And you just need to stay by my side. Until I die. | Thought Killian.

" But we're talking about it. I'm more curious about you. " Say Killian.

" Nothing has changed from me to Killian. " Say Alexia.

| I'm still determined to go home. Even though I'm hard to leave you. | Thought Alexia.

" I want to ask, do you miss me? " Tanya Killian's.

Alexia was speechless with Killian's question, she didn't know what to answer. If he answers that he misses Killian too.

Killian will get closer to him and won't let go. Alexia didn't want that until it happened.

Alexia actually understood Killian's feelings, she knew. That Killian actually loves her.

But Alexia feels that she has no right to accept Killian's love. Because Killian is not hers, it belongs to the female lead.

| 3 years ago he said that he has a lover and loves someone. I realized, that the person Killian was referring to was me. However, I cannot give Killian false hope. I'm going home and Killian is going to meet her partner. | Thought Alexia.

After all, Alexia would come back, she was unwilling to give Killian false hope.

So Alexia has to hurt Killian, for Killian to give up on her. And turn.

" Alexia? " Tanya Killian was waiting for Alexia to answer.

Alexia opened her mouth slowly and spoke.

" I don't miss you. " So Alexia was serious.

The word pierced Killian's heart, which had missed Alexia more than anyone. Killian missed Alexia day and night for 3 years and always has.

However, the person he missed did not miss him at all.

" Ahhh....I don't know why this isn't fair. I miss you like crazy. And you don't even miss me at all. "

" What are your words for real? " Task Killian as if to be sure.

" Yes...I never miss you at all. I just want to get home and leave this world. " Say Alexia.

| Sorry, I don't want to make a good impression on you. | Thought Alexia.

" ....... " Killian was silent, and she let go of his embrace.

" why? " Tanya Killian's.

" Come on Killian, your coronation is not over. " Said Alexia who diverted the conversation.

Killian lowered his head with a clenched hand.

" Yes, it's okay if you don't miss me. Let me miss you. " Say Killian.

" ..... " Alexia is silent. And he went inside leaving Killian alone there.

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" Why doesn't this kid just die. He's been in a coma for 2 years. "

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