
**Calvin keeps staring at his laptop. It's been a week since he searched Sandra's whereabouts through his friends. But the results are still nil. He doesn't know how to search anymore. He regretted. Really sorry. He didn't know that Dinda was that bad.
"Meet you?" ask Dave who suddenly went into his room. He saw Calvin's laptop
Calvin shook his head. "She disappeared right away when we just returned from Bali. Maybe Sandra felt the pain immediately gone. I don't know where he went to college. If I knew, I'd go after him to apologize. I won't be here."
"You don't hold on to the same Dinda. She's a dangerous woman." said Dave.
"I live with him. He's not good for my school here."
Suddenly the phone sounded. He saw a call from an unknown number.
"Hello." replied Calvin.
"You're Calvin? it's the same with her sister Dinda. Please Calvin, can you come to the hospital? Dinda cut her veins this afternoon. Now critical. Please come here." said the woman panicked.
Calvin stood up. He looked at Dave. "Dinda wanted to kill herself" he said with a pale face.
"Let's take a look at this." exclaimed Dave
The two of them immediately headed to the hospital to see Dinda's condition.
When she arrived at the hospital, Dinda was out of the operating room. They searched Dinda's room by asking the sisters who were there. Fortunately, they were able to get his room number quickly.
Calvin could see from the outside, Dinda was lying with a bandage in her hand. Infusion liquid stuck in his hand. "We're in" whispered Dave.
Calvin knocked on the door and went inside. The woman he had met a week ago stood up. His face looks a little tired.
"Thankfully you came. Honest sister tired. Since last night Dinda was weird. He screams like a stressed person. He keeps calling your name. He also shouted apologies. Every time someone knocks on the door, he runs because he thinks that knocking on the door is you" he said limp.
"Why can he cut his pulse?" ask Dave.
"So don't know, this morning when you saw him in his room he was unconscious. But brother saw his blood was still fresh so the possibility of him doing that was still new. I immediately called for an ambulance."
Dave nodded in understanding. He looked at Calvin who was silent.
"Please Calvin, brother please be with you. Don't stay with Dinda. Brother will also try so that he can get away from you. But in the meantime please don't leave from Dinda's side." said her brother, teary-eyed. "Dinda is a desperate man. He's never been in love. But once he's in love with a man, he'll keep trying to get that man."
Calvin looked at the woman. "Then how do I feel, brother? Dinda was obviously mean as much as the woman I liked. He never thought about how I felt right now."
"I don't know, but while you're staying next to Dinda. I promise I'll help you find that woman."
Calvin speechless. He ran out leaving Dave.
**Sandra, Sandra, I'm sorry Sandra, I'm sorry. Please excuse me**.....
"Vin, wake up Vin!!" call someone.
Calvin opened his eyes slowly. He looked at Sandra who was looking at him worriedly. "Wake up Vin." call him soft. He smacked Calvin's cheek.
"Why are you sleeping outside? on the veranda again!" ask Sandra. He saw a floor full of cigarette dust. "Look, there's a lot of cigarette dust down there. How many packs are you smoking?" he asked while shaking his head.
"I forgot, smoke while sitting down."
answer Calvin.
"Cepet in. You will be sick." said Sandra.
Calvin stood up and walked inside. He sits on the couch.
Sandra looked at. He was shocked when he woke up after listening to Calvin's delirious apology to him. What the hell's going on? Why was he in his dream?
Sandra walked into the kitchen to make a warm drink for the two of them.
"Vin.." call Sandra.
"What?"
"You were ngigau this morning. What are you dreaming?" sandra asked as she busily pulled out the coffee and sugar.
Calvin stands. He also sat down at the kitchen table.
"I'm ngigau?" tannya
"Yes, you called me." answered Sandra.
"I ngigau what?"
"It doesn't matter. It's just funny."
Calvin took the cup Sandra had given him. "Thank you. I forgot what dreams were." replied Calvin.
"Lupain. Her name is also a dream." said Sandra as she sat down. "Do you want bread?"
Calvin smiled. "Yes. Make me one. I asked for a dry one." He noticed Sandra who was seriously making bread spreads. "Sandra, when in Korea you live in which area?"
"In the Dongdaemun area. Why?" ask Sandra.
"I just want to know. I went to Seoul a few months ago with Dave." replied Calvin. He started drinking his coffee. And the first impression made by Sandra coffee is delicious. "Oh yes, I'd like to ask. When you go to Korea after college, why suddenly? I didn't see you at the graduation party."
Sandra looked at Calvin. "Because we're married, I'm not going to shut it down again. I'm heartbroken with you. I went to Korea without knowing the results of the tests I did at Konkuk University. Because of my connection, I can get in there."
"I'm glad you're honest. I'm sorry, I didn't hurt you on purpose." Calvin replied in a sorry tone.
Sandra laughed lightly. "What Vin, it's been a long time. Ten years ago. Don't talk about it."
Yeah, but it's the incident that made me regret it until now. If at that time I did not hear the words of Dinda, we must have been dating before. It's like a time bomb. If you know what Dinda did, I'm not sure you want to forgive her. And I'm sure you'll leave me. I'm not ready, Sandra.