Catastrophe Love
I Love You!

If Song Shi Hua really existed in this world as well, it has been confirmed that almost the majority of people in this parallel world are all people he has met and he knew in modern world life first. That meant, there would be Song Shi Chen the younger brother of the man who had once treated his heart wound.

Not only that, he was not sure if the men who had chased him in his previous life would also pursue him in this world. If his guess was correct, then he would choose to confine himself inside the palace and would never come out again.

Now, he met Song Shi Hua. It was certain that he would also meet Song Shi Hua's little sister Song Shi Chen... Tsundere it.

Xueyue only had to wait for the time when the day she met the strange men who had chased her would happen.

He really doesn't understand everything that's going on. In this world, he was like entering the world of a novel he had read. Where a person suddenly had his soul transmigrated into the world of the novel and in the novel, all the characters were people who were very close to him and who he had met while in the real world.

Just like her mother and father, Xueyue had parents who were no different from in the past. Only, the presence of Shen Wei that had never existed in the world before, now in this world he had one more sibling and that became his second brother.

In this world, Song Shi Hua was slightly different from Song Shi Hua in the real world. Yet almost entirely, the man was truly very similar.

"Dw..shu.lang. That...was you? Brother Hua?"

"Why do you call me as if I were your brother, Yue'er?" ask Shi Hua back. "And... How do you know my real name? Where'd you hear that?" he felt that during his stay in Hou kingdom, he had never once mentioned his real name. Other than the king of Hou kingdom, no one else knew about it.

"That's.." Xueyue suddenly became misbehaved. How did he know Shi Hua's name? No kidding... It was clear he knew Shi Hua in his home world with the same face. But of course he couldn't possibly say that ridiculous and impossible thing to the man beside him, right? There he will be considered a mad man. "Ah that...Shumong... I just guessed it. And brother's call, aren't you older than me?"

For a moment Shi Hua was at a loss for words. He looked at Xueyue fixedly, flashing once as if he wanted to assess Xueyue's figure whom he hadn't met for a long time. A foreign feeling engulfed his heart. It was as if he had never known this person beside him. They are similar, but their personalities are not the same.

Realizing that Song Shi Hua continued to stare at him, Shen Xueyue became nervous. He moved restlessly feeling a little intimidated.

"Yue 'er.. Are you"

"Yes! I'm a woman and I like men like normal women in general." Xueyue chanted spontaneously and frankly. "Ups!!" Xueyue slapped her lips and cussed at her too careless stupidity.

Song Shi Hua was stunned staring at Xueyue in disbelief. But the next second, he had an amused smile due to the cute behavior of the girl before him at this moment who seemed as if he had just been snatched had stolen something. The man chuckled without a sound. But the amused grunts from his breath could still Xueyue hear very clearly.

"I know that you're a woman. Why do you look so tense?" chirped Shi Hua to the point. "I... Likes you. You know that, don't you?" back Shi Hua added, this time he whispered softly right beside Xueyue's ear.

"What?! You ⁇ " Xueyue pointed at Shi Hua's face with an expression full of surprise and disbelief. The man was still looking at her gently filled with affection and a charming smile that was so very handsome. Shi Hua blinked briefly and made Xueyue's little heart rustle.

This was what made Xueyue's heart tear and tremble. Tearing down the defensive wall he had been building to protect the palace Bai Lang's name had been shackled all this time inside a golden cage deep in his heart.

Shi Hua was the first man to break through his defensive gate, barging in without excuse, the man opened the golden cage to free Bai Lang's name and replaced Bai Lang by carving Song Shi Hua's own name.

Although Song Shi Chen had attempted to separate the two of them, Song Shi Hua had always tried to convince Xueyue to stick around and stay with her. Shi Hua never tired of saying to ignore anything that could ruin their relationship.

When Shi Chen even also had feelings for Xueyue and tried to express his feelings, the girl's heart was indecisive and began to oscillate indeterminate direction. He was afraid that he would be the destroyer of the brotherly relationship between the two Song brothers. In the end, Xueyue chose to disappear and cut off her relationship with Shi Hua without the man's consent.

Of course Shi Hua was unwilling to accept Xueyue's reasoning. To him, Xueyue's reasoning was completely illogical and he could not accept by his common sense. By all means, the man tried hard to find Xueyue's whereabouts. Visiting the Shen family residence, even if it ends empty-handed.

Although Bai Lang was her first love that was the hardest to forget, yet Shi Hua was her first lover who managed to destroy her defenses as long as she expected the figure of Bai Lang. If she had to choose between the two, she was unwilling to think twice just to pick the figure Shi Hua had always been there for her.

To Xueyue, Shi Hua was the figure of her dream man. The man was mature, cold, mysterious, yet when he had a lover, the man was full of warmth, affection and care.

But because for the sake of the fraternal relationship between Shi Hua and Shi Chen, he was willing to release the figure of Shi Hua from his life. When he chose to retreat, his life slumped back even worse than when Bai Lang left him without a word.

It was because of how Shi Hua had actually managed to steal his entire heart and soul, keeping his promise to always stick with their relationship. Where Shi Hua always tried hard was always looking for his whereabouts wherever he went. From one city, to another city, from one place where he worked, to another. Whenever Shi Hua came looking for her whereabouts, Xueyue always begged all her colleagues at work to say that the girl named Shen Xueyue was not listed on their company's employee list of work. In the end, Shi Hua had never been able to find his whereabouts.

Xueyue was really good at evading Shi Hua. How hurt her heart was when Xueyue saw the appearance of the man she loved suddenly turned into a very messy and unkempt at that time. Every night, when she was alone in her apartment, she was always crying. It felt like he wanted to run and find the man to hold her tightly, and would never let go of her again until death did them part. Xueyue, who was once infatuated with Bai Lang, was easily destroyed by the presence of Shi Hua, which further destroyed her life.

Zhu Guang did not know about her relationship with Shi Hua who had actually become lovers that day. His two best friends only knew that Shi Hua was the same person as Bai Lang. Where the man left Xueyue after being content to play with his heart.

Xueyue did not deny Zhu Guang's hatred for Shi Hua. He did not want to bother explaining what had actually happened to the two. Xueyue let Zhu Guang and Lu Guan misunderstand Shi Hua's true nature.

Just like a while ago. Zhu Guang deeply hated Shi Hua's presence in their current parallel world. Zhu Guang was afraid, that with Shi Hua's presence in Xueyue's second life this would leave Xueyue re-injured.

"I know, you forgot about me and liked other people." Xueyue snorted with a jolted body. "Wen Tong's. I can't accept him playing you like that. When I heard the news that you suddenly fell and drowned in the lake, it felt like something was missing in my heart. Want me to run from the west to the Hou kingdom to see you. But the mission has me stuck. Yue'er, sorry. I'm coming so late."

Xueyue, "..." he glanced at Shi Hua's current figure. When he turned his attention back to the front, he could see Zhu Guang staring at them full of hostility. The man threw out a fierce face as he looked at her.

On the other hand, he found Bai Lang who did not take his eyes off of him. Staring at him was clingy with an expression that was hard to read.

Hearing back the name of the man who had made Xueyue's life in this world crumble, for some reason made her heart creep with fear. Xueyue had no idea what was happening to her body at this moment. Does the owner of this body still hold a feeling of fear in the figure of the man named 'Wen Tong? Oye! It's just a trivial matter. He thought that what Xueyue had experienced in this world could easily be resolved without having to involve any psychological disturbances.

"I will make that man's life suffer for making you this way."

"Like this?" bean Xueyue suddenly. Shi Hua turned his head only to find Xueyue's usual expression. It was as if the ill-treatment that had been in his realm a while ago was just a joke. "Sister Shi Hua. I'm really fine. Look at!" coined. He then showed his appearance with confidence.

"Don't I look okay now?" chirps, he smiled broadly revealing a row of neat white teeth. His round eyes with flickering eyelashes flickered funny. In a moment, it made Shi Hua laugh cheerfully.

Seeing Shi Hua no longer putting on an angry expression, Xueyue further widened her smile in relief. Unknowingly her gaze was fixated on Shi Hua's charming smile that bewitched her. Highlight his eyes blank with only the reflection of the shadow Shi Hua who was smiling was very handsome just for him. Xueyue suddenly daydreamed, admiring Shi Hua's never-changing charm despite the man wearing an ancient suit of clothing and long hair. Instead, it further adds to the impression the man is dignified and dashing.

"Sister Shi Hua.. How can you be so handsome?" xueyue's great-grandson involuntarily, but what the girl said was sincere from the bottom of her heart. Shi Hua's smile froze before fading away upon hearing Xueyue's spontaneous and forthright statement. The man stared longingly at Xueyue's two beautiful eyes at this moment.

For some reason, there was a push in Xueyue's heart. There was a voice that came out of nowhere and suddenly whispered persuasive words to him. It tickled her heart to be willing to approach Shi Hua and hug her.

For a moment Xueyue was bewitched by a mysterious whisper in her heart. Slowly, Xueyue brought her body closer to Shi Hua. Highlight Xueyue's eyes began to darken staring at Shi Hua's seduced pink lips. He gulped dry saliva as if thirsty as he stared intensely at Shi Hua's lips.

The man was a little surprised when Xueyue suddenly just approached him with an irregular breath. Shi Hua blinked at a glance watching Xueyue's eyeballs filled with dark fog. Shi Hua had no idea what the girl before him wanted at this moment. However seeing how Xueyue's reaction and gestures were, she was able to deduce that something unexpected would happen.

"Yue'erui"

With consciousness having been completely snatched away by the mysterious whispers in his mind, Xueyue closed her lips to Shi Hua's pink lips without letting go of her eye contact from the man's lips. Unknowingly, when their lips met, a clear liquid dripped down from the two Xueyue's eyes. The osmanthus-scented warm breath and wood smashed into Shen Xueyue's nose, further rendering Xueyue's tears unstoppable.

This fragrance was the same as the breath of her lover Shi Hua. They're same. And that was what made Xueyue's heart even more sliced. It was as if his eager desire to come and tightly hug the man before him had now materialized.

Shi Hua's dark eyes flickered full of surprise as Xueyue took the initiative to kiss him first. But that feeling turned anxious seeing Xueyue's closed eyes shed tears.

"Hiks!" a sobbing sound came out from the girl's lips before Xueyue finally hugged the longing of Shi Hua's frozen body. However it was only a short while before Shi Hua's body relaxed receiving Xueyue's embrace, the next second, Xueyue's sobs began to become and she cried out in utter disdain.

"Yue'er ⁇ " Shi Hua lost his words. His nervousness evaporated just like that replaced by feelings of anxiety.

The thing he could never do when he met Shi Hua just yet, Xueyue wanted to do it now. He wanted to make up for his stupid mistake that was too careless. He wanted to make up for his inability in maintaining his relationship with Shi Hua. He wanted to hug this man until his heart was satisfied and healed. He did not want to see this man back down because he always tried to look for him at all times.

Shi Hua was too precious of anything. Song Shi Hua was very important to him in comparison his feelings for Bai Lang who had recently been just to play around. In fact, her feelings for Shi Hua were far greater than her feelings for Bai Lang.

No one knew his heart had chosen this man after years of being hurt by his first love.

Song Shi Hua had no idea what Xueyue was feeling right now. He only knew that Xueyue might also have the same feelings as him. We miss each other and love each other. If it wasn't that, there was no way Xueyue would suddenly take the initiative to kiss him first.

"I'm sorry, Hua Hua .. Ii'm sorry.. Hixes. I ⁇ " Xueyue's voice choked with sobs. For a moment, Shi Hua flinched. Hearing Xueyue's other new call for her, made her feel foreign yet her heart felt warm.

"Aren't I the one who should apologize?" said Shi Hua replying to Xueyue's gentle embrace. The girl could feel Shi Hua's breath sweeping across the nape of her neck warm. It made Xueyue close her eyes and tighten her arms, feeling the real comfort and security she had longed for. "Yue'er, I will never leave you again. I pledge. Didn't I ever say that I was going to pick you up?"

Xueyue did not hear Shi Hua's expression. His focus was only on his memories of Shi Hua in his past world. Where Xueyue now re-remembered was Shi Hua's expression when tired of looking for her everywhere. A sense of regret shook the corner of his heart.

This time, God gave him a second chance to make amends. If he had to choose between Shi Hua and Bai Lang, then he would choose Shi Hua without a doubt. His heart would never regret having let Bai Lang go. And let him hang on with Shi Hua. She will fight for her love for Shi Hua even though she has to die.

"Hua Hua, do you still love me?" Shen Xueyue suddenly stated what she had been feeling all along. He reluctantly let go of his embrace from Shi Hua, looking up to stare at the man's confused face intensely full of hope. Shi Hua did not immediately reply. The man was still staring fixedly at Xueyue's face with mixed feelings.

Still been? What did Xueyue mean by the word 'Still' to love her? To Shi Hua in this world it might be a strange phrase. Because in truth, Xueyue had unknowingly said such things not to Song Shi Hua in this world but to Song Shi Hua in her past world just yet.

Yet Song Shi Hua in this world had also once had feelings for Xueyue. If the man were to be asked such a question, Shi Hua would not suspect him. He would only wonder, had Xueyue actually known about her feelings for the girl.

Yet Shi Hua still could not believe what he heard. Is he dreaming? Feels not.

Xueyue waited long enough. The look on his face turned soft, and he lowered his gaze to the side with a long sigh looking tired. He sneered to himself, "I guessed it." he whispered.

The girl smiled and tried to strengthen her heart. Suddenly he chuckled, laughing at his stupid self. The Shi Hua in this world was not Song Shi Hua in his past world. How could Shi Hua in this world have the same love as Shi Hua in his world?

Until a statement made Xueyue's bitter laughter freeze. He slapped his face to stare at Shi Hua's flat expression full of question marks.

With her shady sharp eyes full of yearning, Shi Hua stared fixedly at Xueyue's absentminded eyeballs. Once again Shi Hua firmly said, "I love you."

"Hua.. Hua..?" xueyue's lips opened the lid like a koi fish in need of water. He was still at home staring at the handsome face of Shi Hua who was slowly smiling gently. Time and again Xueyue glanced at the right eye and the left eye of the man alternated.

"I love you. Yue 'er. Did you hear that? I love you." he said again, repeatedly.

Xueyue, ".....", "... Since... When?" asked the girl subconsciously with a foolish expression.

"Since the first time I saw you in the palace garden. From then on I knew that you were not a prince but a princess" the man said. Xueyue was stunned again.

From what she remembered, Shi Hua found out about the identities of the two at a time when their relationship was running for more than three years. When the original Xueyue first met Shi Hua, Xueyue had always been graceful in male attire. Her voice was even like that of a little girl.

Shi Hua was not ignorant of what Xueyue was thinking at the moment. But he had not intended to tell Xueyue since when he found out about Xueyue's second identity.

Even though he knew it back then, he never had a problem with it either. To her, how Xueyue was at that time, she was a princess or a prince, both of them were the same for her. He liked Xueyue very much. If Xueyue was a prince, Shi Hua could treat Xueyue as a younger brother just like Shi Chen. But it was great as she started to notice Xueyue and started to realize that Xueyue was a princess. That meant, he could love Xueyue like a man who liked a woman to be loved.

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Lu Guan glanced at Song Shi Wei on Bai Lang's left side. Although Song Shi Wei did not say anything, but Lu Guan was slightly wary of Shi Wei's existence. Zhu Guang did not care about them. The thing that was most of his concern right now was Xueyue and Shi Hua. The two finally meet.

He even let out a sigh as Xueyue suddenly hugged Shi Hua a while ago as if they had never met for a long time.

It was fortunate that the kiss Xueyue gave him was just a brief kiss that lasted only five seconds. So that the scene was not captured by the three men when the scene occurred.

The three men only saw the scene where suddenly Xueyue was crying inside Shi Hua's embrace.

Song Shi Wei looked at the two meaningfully. The man smiled knots as he folded his hands in front of his chest, leaning his butt on a pillar with both legs straight. "Wow! They're really very compatible. Ck, ck, ck." decaknya, while shaking his head softly. "I'm so envious."

Song Shi Wei was just like Shi Hua, quickly realizing that Xueyue who was wearing the male outfit was a female.

Subconsciously Lu Guan and Zhu Guang glanced at Bai Lang who did not reveal any expression on his face. It made the two frown in wonder at the feeling of being curious.

"Hey! Doesn't your young master look like one.... A female? I think he's a man. But..." - Shi Wei quipped with a rancid grin. He pretended to think hard trying to guess which even though he only wanted to tease the three Xueyue personal guards.

Zhu Guang narrowed his eyes in disbelief, "What do you mean by saying that? What's your problem?!"

Shi Wei snorted amusedly with Zhu Guang's unfriendly demeanor, "Don't get angry. Anyways... Even though she was a man or a woman, she was quite beautiful. My cousin is bisexual." she said. "And you need to know one thing. He came to this land only to meet your young master. How can I ban it?" he continued, pointing towards Shi Hua and Xueyue.

Needless to say, Shi Wei simply wanted to tease them, judging by the light in his eyes and Shi Wei's ignorant smile.

But it made Zhu Guang dissatisfied and began to get inflamed. But quickly Lu Guan held Zhu Guang back from being rash. Sometimes, Lu Guan could not guess the way Zhu Guang's always calm mind suddenly became emotional when it came to Xueyue.

As the two were busy arguing, Xueyue and Shi Hua were walking hand in hand with the pink atmosphere around them. Till...

The sound of the barking dog startled Xueyue and made the girl's footsteps fixated on the spot. Xueyue turned her head to the source of the voice with a frightened broken movement and her body without being able to control shook.

"Oh no!" Lu Guan who also heard the sound of dogs barking towards Xueyue suddenly ran over to Xueyue with a worried face. Shi Wei and Bai Lang beside them frowned when suddenly Lu Guan who looked like calm water had now become a mess.

"Yue Yue! Run!!" xueyue's round eyes widened when he saw a dog growling towards him with a hostile gaze about to pounce on him. His body suddenly trembled in fear. He could only hide behind Shi Hua's body with a dazed look while the man was bewildered by the circumstances surrounding him. Just as Lu Guan shouted alerting him, Xueyue quickly turned her head towards Lu Guan, and she dashed to pounce on Lu Guan following her instincts ignoring the whereabouts of Shi Hua beside him. Of course, the dog quickly chased after Xueyue away.

"Guan Guan!! Help me!" with one jump, Xueyue's body was captured by Lu Guan, and the next second, it was captured, the man stomped one foot on the ground and flew away from his comrades carrying Xueyue in his arms it blurred before disappearing completely into the portal he had created.

"Yue'er!" Shi Hua was about to catch up to the two when his eyes caught a strange shock. Lu Guan, the man who was carrying Xueyue had disappeared so quickly without leaving a trace.

Suddenly another man also ran past him following towards where the two disappeared without saying anything to them. Bai Lang did not show any emotion when Xueyue disappeared. Yet Shi Hua and Shi Wei were of course perplexed.

"You... Xueyue Guards, right?" shi Hua asked Bai Lang. The man glanced at Shi Hua before turning around to enter the hut. "Hey!" exclaim Shi Hua calling.

Shi Hua followed Bai Lang into the hut. Seeing how the man still looked so calm, Shi Hua's brows knit in confusion. "How can you still look so calm when your master disappears being carried away by them?"

Silent.

Again Bai Lang only took a quick glance at Shi Hua without answering the question from the man while continuing to clean up the training equipment to be tidied back into place.

Seeing how Bai Lang's indifferent attitude towards him made him start to grow furious and his emotions inflamed.

"Hey!" this time Shi Hua used a tone with an octave higher than before. Shi Hua came forward and snatched Bai Lang's robe looking furious.

Fear ran through his mind. His heart thumped fiercely glancing towards the place where Xueyue had just disappeared along with two men whom he did not know of their identity.

However, Shi Hua was a little worried about their relationship. Because it was seen that Xueyue looked very familiar and believed in the two men even they called each other with names that sounded quite intimate.

Xueyue's body trembled violently with fear in Lu Guan's arms before finally turning into a red-orange feathered Fox. The dog-fearing nature of the Fox made Xueyue who had never been afraid of a puppy in the modern world become very frightened. He was like someone who had a phobia at something. What is happening to his body is now showing signs of someone who has an acute phobia.

"Yue Yue!" Zhu Guang screeched as he arrived at the same place as Lu Guan. Lu Guan only gave a glance, he stroked Xueyue's orange-red fur affectionately, calming Xueyue's trembling body in fear.

After feeling calm, for some reason Xueyue's body could not be controlled and made him unable to change form.

"Guan Guan!" xueyue exclaimed with a trembling voice growing more fearful and anxious. He stared expectantly at Lu Guan with his teary fox eyes, extremely adorable. His lips were shaking as if whining to cry.

Lu Guan let out a long sigh, trying to give an understanding, "Calm down. Everything's gonna be fine. We will return first to the demon spirit world. Elder Chu will help us find a way."

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To be continued....