Celesta & Mr. Antagonist
Encryption

Every day think of theses, theses, and theses! Really sucks. Being in the final semester of college is really exhausting. Sometimes I feel wrong majors because I can't even finish this thesis.

Not to mention the lecturer who casually doodled the results of the thesis I made with great difficulty. Can't I pass without the thesis? OF COURSE NOT! Actually, it could be if I have achievements that can make me free from the thesis and just pass it comfortably, but unfortunately ordinary students like me do not have achievements.

The dizziness in my head increased as my family, Auntie and the bastard cousins started asking about 'the news'. You certainly know what kind of news will be asked by him to his beloved nephew who is 24 years old but has not yet passed the thesis.

Surely not a good thing. 'The 'news' in question isn't like "you're okay? Healthy?" Nah! Not likely. Every time they meet or meet, they will start poking at me with heart-wrenching questions.

We are family, right? Or maybe not? Isn't it natural, at the age of 24 years I haven't finished my thesis? Many people even just graduated after undergoing 9-10 semesters.

But it seems like my aunt is very happy to show off the various advantages of her children.

Like this time, during my aunt, my father's sister visited our house. Together with his son who has graduated S1 and has worked as a civil servant. I'm not sure he graduated purely.

"Rin, when did you graduate? How long is it? Aunty's son just 3 and a half years college"

"You're 24 years old, Rin, your tuition fees are expensive, so the graduation is perfect"

"At your age you should be married and have a husband"

"You want to meet Auntie's son? Ganteng loh Rin's"

"If you've been a spinster for so long, if you're old, few men want to marry you. The phase where you can choose a life partner will soon be passed"

"Aunts aren't in college all this time"

His bastard mouth began to let out various insinuations that hurt my little heart. Why do you have to ask sensitive questions?!

Can't he just talk about something positive? Like, am I okay, are you healthy, or if you can just be quiet is enough.

"Some of you girls do not need high school, later also back to the kitchen"

"Aunty when you're your age has 1 child, look now, Aunt's life is happy right"

My patience is over. I claw his face, I pinched his hair while shouting 'JUST BE A AUNT AT HOME' if I could.

Damn, of course it's just wishful thinking. The courtesy and courtesy of my parents' teachings would be useless if I did such a thing. Maybe you will cut me into pieces if I dare to behave like that.

It feels like I want to live in the world of Harry Potter alone and be his ghost bird, my job is to just deliver a letter and not receive questions or statements that are not tasty in the heart.

Or be a brick to Diagon Alley, I'm sincere, no need to face my chatty Tantu.

After a few hours of meeting my aunt finally came home, I drove her to the door with a happy smile to welcome her home. The happy atmosphere was very felt when he got into his car, saying goodbye to my Father and Mother, I also shook hands with him quickly, so he quickly left.

In other words 'Go home and don't come here again!'

It turns out that Aunty's return doesn't reduce my headaches. The saying goes, 'If you are happy when you have no problems, you may never be happy, because in life you have problems.'But isn't my problem mostly? Or am I complaining a lot? And my problem right now, the thesis I'm working on isn't done either.

My brain is dead-end, looking for other references on the internet and books don't make my brain watered. Tired up! Can't this thesis be finished by itself? Or maybe if I stayed asleep it would be finished the next day?

Okay, stop this shit. I started to think it was unclear, I should have just started working on it, who knows my lecturer just got a 55-inch TV draw and was in a happy mood, until he approved my script.

Although, of course it's impossible.

If the problem about this thesis can be solved by saying the mantra of Pak Tarno 'Bimsalabim what is prok prok' or maybe the mantra 'avada kedavra' then Tara! The thesis is done.

Well, I know that spell is not used for something like this, if I use it there can be a passing mouse and die instantly if I say that spell.

"How do I solve this?! If only Mbah Dukun could help me complete the thesis"

"Or I marry a rich man, yes, I can live peacefully without a thesis"

Again my stupid thoughts appeared, why so to the Shaman anyway? Want to use pellets? Then why is there a thought to marry a rich man anyway, where would the rich man like me, just plain face, unemployment, thesis is not finished.

After a long time sitting in front of a laptop that I actually did not touch earlier and only I glared at it, the pile of paper from the thesis I submitted yesterday also scattered to make my room very messy.

I looked at the drawer by the bed, opened it and found a chocolate bar I had opened, and ate it. Fortunately there is a name for chocolate in this world, a food that can restore mood.

After I finished returning to the mood, I sat down again to face the thesis that I had to finish immediately. I don't know why I'm always fucking.

My head is getting sicker, really it hurts even more when my aunt comes. My nose was hot, blood dripped onto the thesis I had been working on.

Shit, it's my worst day. Frantically removing the blood on the paper, but the pain in the head increased.

Eyes start to blur, the longer the view blackened.

Damn, why is this? Is it possible that the chocolate I ate just now has expired? But that chocolate I just bought last night. Oh, or maybe it's too dizzy to face my thesis and tanti just came huh?

'I'm not going to die, am I?'

'fuck, I haven't graduated'

'How did you feel when you saw me die because I was tired of doing the thesis? Maybe if you had another child, he wouldn't send her to college and face a grueling thesis'

'I don't want to die!'

Whoever help me, my script hasn't finished the damn thing! What I'm thinking, Father, Mother, forgive your unachieved son.