Celesta & Mr. Antagonist
Living in peace and quiet is my goal

The exam period has arrived to make my little brain forced to think, it is very annoying for me to have to return to take the exam that I should have passed. Facing a lot of government-made problems must be very headache-inducing.

No one wants to repeat the school exam period, maybe only smart kids like Najwa Shihab or Maudy Ayunda who think that exams are fun. Unlike me, as a person who has mediocre grades and also a non-dilute brain, testing is an activity that greatly squeezes the brain making a puff of smoke in my head visible.

Everyone in the class was busy doodling his papers looking for math answers that seemed hard to work with, it also makes me surprised and a little anxious because the paper given to me by the examination supervisor who aims to find answers even I filled with unclear images.

It's not that I don't want to try, but I know the capacity of my brain. It's very difficult if it's math. My cerebellum can't count correctly especially if there's already an accompanying algebra. Oh, it can't! I HATE MATH!

The bell went home and made all the students rush to hand over the exam sheet to the supervisor and clean up their things, Kai and Av also came to my class shortly afterwards.

"How's your test Cel, smoothly?" Kai asked as he gently rubbed my head and smiled looking at my face that was already murky due to mathematics. The look on my face was completely out of control, during the week of this exam I was so tired, just imagine, I have gone through these times with great effort in order to graduate with a satisfactory grade and now I have to do it again. I'm SICK.

"Not satisfying, I hate exams"

Av held my shoulder and pinched my cheek hard, damn, Av's pinch hurt me a lot. I looked at her irritatedly and in reply to her sweet whimper, Av was very pretty.

"Don't think too much of Cel, no matter how valuable you are papa won't be angry. You're still a proud sister"

It would be a complete exaggeration if he said that I was proud, there was nothing they could be proud of me. There is absolutely nothing. Besides, I wonder why I don't have smart brains like Av and Kai, but Celesta is also their younger brother. Usually if the person isekai into the novel must have inherited the advantages of the character he entered, while I was the same.

"Why are you and Kai smart and I stupid, Av? It's so unfair"

A flick on my forehead coming from Kai made me a little upset, quite sick. Kai turned his head towards me and narrowed his eyes as if judging me.

"Maybe it's because you're too pretty so God doesn't give you a smart brain. To be fair to everyone, Cel"

It's nonsense.

Av is very beautiful but his brain is also very clever, moreover he is good at painting. Kai is very handsome and his brain is also clever, then he can also do pencak silat which is very cool to me. Isn't this so unfair, huh? My only advantage is that I can write fiction that is not too cool.

"Don't think of Cel, whatever the outcome, no one will be angry and disappointed with you. There is no need to make your value a burden"

Av's right, no one will be angry if my grades are small, Papa is different from my father and mother. They attach importance to the name of value, when my value drops just a little, they will grumble at length and blame me for going too often with friends. All of this is the result of my efforts.

Without thinking about it again we went straight home in a pretty good mood, of course good because Kai just gave me chocolate so that my mood improved. Chocolate is perfect for improving mood!

***

Can you guess who this is? Yep, that's right. Theodor, the restless man who always bothered me first and stopped for some time but now comes back to bother me. She sat down on the chair in front of me and looked at me sharply as if I was owed something to her.

"It can be, it doesn't need to be both"

"No, it's got to be discussed both"

I sighed, again Theodor forced his will on me. Not changing at all, he could not listen to the wishes of others and just wanted to be obeyed, very annoying.

I followed him to the usually deserted school garden, all this I did to stop Theodor from bothering me after all this. I didn't want him to come to me constantly and ask me to talk to him alone.

"What do you want to talk about?"

He looked at me for a long time, but his mouth did not speak at all. I rolled my eyeballs lazily, very irritating. After a few minutes he was silent, finally his mouth opened wanting to say something.

"Why have you changed?"

"I haven't changed, you don't know me"

He was speechless when getting such a reply from me, was it true, right? Theodor knew absolutely nothing about Celesta because the focus was only on Avery, during their courtship they rarely even traveled together and their chatter only concerned Avery alone. I myself am confused by Celesta's stupidity.

"You weren't like this"

I rolled my eyeballs again, lazy to defend Theodor's narcissism syndrom. I'd better go back to class or go to the cafeteria to eat. But since I'm being kind I'll answer that very weightless question.

"What was I like? You mean I used to be stupid because it was easy for you to trick you with your seduction that was just nonsense? Or maybe I'm the one who chased you to the point of doing anything to be with you?"

"I admit that I used to be stupid and couldn't think properly because I fell in love with a guy like you. I should be able to get someone who can treat me well"

"Theodor, I was in a time when teenage hormones were increasing and easily consumed. But now that I realize, a man like you is very inappropriate to pursue and fight for. There are many men who are more worthy of you"

Everything was out of my mouth, all the grievances and dissatisfaction that the real Celesta might have felt I had told Theodor. I don't care about his response.

After saying that I went straight from there and did not turn my head at all, who did Sudi see Theodor's face? Of course it wasn't me. My life has been pretty quiet and there hasn't been much disruption these few days without Theodor. Of course something like this should be maintained.

Peaceful living always, that's my goal.