CEO & Girl Debt Relay
Chapter 40. Deepest Regrets

Nine months ago ….

POV Revan ….

I was tired, I gave up. I raised my white flag, because all my access to find you was shut down by my family. 

I miss you so much, Livia. I wanted to find you soon, but it felt so hard for me, when I was hit by my family. 

They're bedeb4h, they're lakn4t. They really are ruthless monsters, who play weak pawns like me. Without power and wealth, I am nothing. That's why it's hard for me to find you, Livia. 

These two hands are nothing, I'm stupid, I can't find you to come back to me. All I regretted. I gave up, and I was tired of playing cat-and-mouse with my own family. 

Finally, I accepted again the crazy matchmaking they did. I almost fell, totally fell, if I didn't comply with all my family's wishes. 

I married a woman who was pregnant. But he refused to say who his real father was. And stupidly, I have to be responsible for being the father of the baby that was conceived. 

Hearing the story alone, I was already completely fed up of wanting to vomit. I hate cheap women like this. But whatever my day is, I can't resist it. 

His family was able to help me bankrupt my company. Therefore, I am willing to be betrothed by him, and I have no other choice, other than to submit to the path I have to go through. 

I finally officially became her husband, and in person, reported the pregnancy. It was already explained at the wedding reception, so that everyone would know, that it was 'my biological son'. 

During the nine months I was married to her, I never touched her. I just look good in front of our family. The rest, I really, really hate this cheap woman. 

Davina's name .. She is now my wife, and she has only one month to give birth to her child. I tried my hardest to accept them. But it feels really hard and awkward. 

I can only play the role as if I accept them. I really hate this situation. I'm just pretending to be nice, so Davina doesn't have the baby blues anymore. 

Huft, what a poor life. If I had my own power, I would have made sure I would have run away from them all, even leaving my own family. 

And this time, as if a miracle had come my way, I really never would have expected, if I could meet again with the woman I had always longed for. 

The woman I always remember, the woman I think about all the time, now she appears before me, in moments that even I never expected. 

A shabby face, unkempt hair, a distended stomach and your clothes dirty with dust, still do not cover your true beauty. 

If I can, I want to shout, bow down in gratitude for this meeting. I'm really grateful to God, because He's the one who brought us together, Livia… 

POV Revan Completed… 

Revan's daydream suddenly broke, as his phone rang. His wife called, and at once, Revan immediately realized, if his life was no longer the same as before. 

"Hello, what's wrong?"

"Darling, I heard you're out of town? You're going to town B, right? Why didn't you tell me? So mean! Honey, buy me a typical milk cake from that town! Don't forget,"

"Yes! Don't bother, I'm busy." At once, Revan immediately turned off his phone, because he was lazy to interact with Davina. 

Revan is refocused in the delivery room, and hopes, hopefully soon there is good news that he can hear from the birth doctor. After a few minutes, the doctor suddenly came out of the room. 

"We've been trying to have a normal birth for Livia's sister. However, after we checked, it seems like the content is problematic, and it is impossible to be forced to give birth normally. It'll harm your baby and your wife, sir. Your wife should have a cesarean operation immediately. Remember, the fetus has placenta previa, where the birth canal is closed and the baby is exposed to a circumference in the neck. For his position, it seems not yet established. In fact, the amethyst fluid is already murky, we are really worried about his condition. Soon, a cesarean section will be performed for the safety of the mother and baby. For that, we hope, you will immediately sign the agreement of operation Sister Livia. We will do our best, and continue to pray, sir. Do not stop praying. Hopefully the mother and baby are okay," explained the doctor made Revan shocked not play. 

"Whatever I'll pay you, as long as I save my wife and son right now! Don't let anything happen to them! Remember that yes! No matter what I pay, as long as they survive! " revan said so loudly, so shocked and in disbelief, hearing the condition of Livia's pregnancy. 

"Good, Sir. We'll do our best. Patient ones, sir. Excuse me for coming back in,"

Revan's heart was pounding again. His heart was broken, his mind drifting everywhere. The regret continued to hit his chest, until it felt so tight, and Revan had difficulty breathing properly. 

The doctor's explanation that made him limp, completely limp. Is that how bad Livia is? Revan felt, if it was the cause of all this happening. 

This was her stupidity, for having left Livia alone. It felt, his world was destroyed instantly, when he heard Livia's condition was in danger. Revan could not help but hold back his tears, he could not really imagine, how Livia's heart and feelings had been. 

"Lord, why did you rediscover me with Livia? What have you planned for me? God, if that is my son, please make him, strengthen him, let him live, I want to see you, Lord! I want to hug her! Please, strengthen Livia too. However, she is the stupid woman I actually love! I love her, Lord. Please save her, I want to see her smile again! Me, I want to atone for all my sins against him. Please grant this request, Lord. "Revan wept as he pleased, he is utterly destroyed, he now feels a deep regret, which seems never to be paid by anything again.