CEO Takluk
Chapter 78 The New Spirit
Since seeing the talk show Kick Andi with guest star Andreas Jonathan, Cassandra suddenly lost the mood. What he does is like feeling wrong, coupled with the reaction of the baby in the womb. The baby was moving, as if he knew that what had appeared on the television screen was his father. Fortunately, the girl still remembered to eat and drink, even though her taste was gone.
"It turns out that what I was expecting was true.heh.you are just an outpouring of desire from your young master Sandra. Never wish or dream higher,.. The absence of a partner in the life of Andreas Jonathan, does not indicate if the young man has not found a partner. But waiting for the arrival of his partner who has hurt his heart. As for this me, it only becomes the object of the expulsion of male desire.." Cassandra tried to strengthen her heart and feelings.
There was pain in Cassandra's heart, and with a sore smile, the girl rubbed her chest with a deep breath. For a while, the girl remained in her position. Cassandra never knew how young master Andreas Jonathan actually stuck with her. The young man was trapped with impulsivity that night, and felt lost after he no longer appeared before him,
"I had to remove the name Andreas Jonathan from my mind. Can't if I keep thinking about it, because it will add pain to me. In addition, I also do not want to rely too much on Herlambang mas, the man also needs to organize and manage life in the future. Maybe I need to stay away from this place, and will send a message to Herlambang mas." said Cassandra Pilu.
The young girl was silent for a while, trying to think and look, where she was going to run away, to forget all her dark life. On the one hand, Cassandra also recalled that her savings were also running low, and it was unlikely that she would only survive to raise a baby, if she had been born alone.
"Do I have to tell my mom about my situation, and leave this baby to me..?" Cassandra thought again.
"But there's no way I'm going to add to your mind's burden. By not sending money in the last few months to my mom, I don't know how she is doing now, how to make ends meet. Mama.pardon Sandra ma.." tears came back from the corner of the girl's eyes, when remembered by the condition of her mother in Kalasan, Jogja.
"If I go home with my baby, it's not the affection I'll get, but the anger of having no husband or father to my son.." Cassandra again considered all possibilities. The girl was currently thinking, her path already felt like it was in a box. Where deciding forward, backward, or walking to the side, blocked by a wall that has no way out.
Feeling confused by the current condition, Cassandra took the gadget and then began checking email and several other account notifications. Seeing the emails piling up in the incoming emails, the girl immediately took clear chat action, feeling worried if anyone could track her current whereabouts. Not long after, Cassandra began looking for information online to get a temporary place to stay for her.
"Solo City.Will I be ready to live in that small town.." seeing that there is an exclusive Islamic boarding house, Cassandra was interested in living in the place.
"I'll try to email the owner first, and once everything is ready, I have to get everything ready. I also must not be selfish, as soon as possible Herlam must know about my situation, which no longer needs his help." said Cassandra with a bitter smile.
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No need to wait a long time, Cassandra finally got an incoming email reply from the owner of an exclusive boarding house in the city of Solo which entered Central Java. The girl immediately arranged everything herself, sent the transfer money for the boarding booking, then also made a letter and will send it to Herlambang email. When the young girl decided to leave, Cassandra sent an email so that Herlambang would not be able to trace her whereabouts.
"Hmmm.. goodbye Cimanggu, even though I feel it fits with the scenery and nature around this place. But I've decided to close the door of my heart, forget all the bad memories and intend to be reborn into the new Cassandra." the girl opened the window of the room, and, then inhale the night air mixed with the wind, which enters through the window of the room.
Cassandra smiled at the sound of crickets, and the night beast seemed to give her some encouragement. The spirit to be reborn, the spirit to live a new life. Slowly the girl again rubbed her stomach that had begun to enlarge, and only in the range of another month is expected, Cassandra will be able to give birth to the baby she contains.
"My son, you'll be a strong mama's son.. With you we will face the rigors of life, and will pioneer life from scratch, from under my son.. But believe me. Mama will keep fighting and trying, not to make you lack." Cassandra lowered her face towards the stomach, and took the baby still in the womb to speak.
Suddenly the baby made a tight movement, until Cassandra felt surprised.
"You heard my mom talking, son. We're gonna be a great team-worker, son. Not to give up, and not to back down in trying.." Cassandra again invited to talk.
For those who do not know, and hear the girl's talk, would think if Cassandra had a talking partner. But the girl did not care, suddenly felt reborn and gained a new spirit to struggle with the baby in the womb. Suddenly Cassandra felt a splash of water, and the young girl regained her senses, and looked outwards. It turns out that outside the house, there is a drizzling rain so that the water is tampias and enters through a wide open window.
"O Lord, may it rain tonight, with the windfall for us, O Lord. Aamiin." after closing the shutters, Cassandra offered a prayer.
After praying, Cassandra was a little calm, and optimistic about what she would do in the future. The young girl then went into the bathroom to wash her hands and feet, because she had packed the items she would bring to the city of Solo. Plans tomorrow morning at 08:15 using the Argo Wilis train, Cassandra must have left for Solo. For that, the girl intends to sleep early, and has compiled a trolly bag that she will carry. Because the contract of this house is still up to a year ahead, so some items are still left there, and will ask Herlambang to take him.
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