
Aisyah walked towards the room with a very chaotic feeling, her body was still empty. Aisyah entered the room key and tried to open the room door with trembling hands, but the room key dropped many times from her hands.
Unconsciously he leaned against the wall and fell limp, this was very difficult for him to accept, whether he was able to get through all this.
Oh my God.., please ...
Aisyah closed her eyes and tried to think clearly. Then he stood up from where he was sitting and put the key to the room again by calming the heart, finally the door of the room can open. Aisyah went into the room and locked the door of the room tightly from inside her bedroom.
When the time came before Maghrib and he did not go to congregate today, he prayed in his room after he changed his clothes with a clean one.
Aisyah sat face up with her hands up and pleaded.
"O Allah, You are my Lord, can you change my destiny.., I know destiny cannot be changed but at least the fate You have destined for me is changed to be good and happy", aisha said in prayer.
Aisyah looked up at her room and then closed her eyes slowly.
"I do not ask the contents of the world to be mine or the contents of the sky to be mine, all I want is to be good at least change the fate of my life is not unlucky !", Aisyah then rubbed her face with both hands and pensively.
Aisyah just looked at the expanse of prayer. Long time, he was still sitting on the floor of the room and silent.
Gradually drowsiness agonized him, his eyes began to feel heavy, then slowly his two eyes began to close and drowsiness so great it was no longer compromise with him and made him fall asleep on the expanse of prayer.
Aisyah began to sleep in her sleep, her mind became calm and peaceful, the fatigue and tiredness that overshadowed my mind disappeared instantly.
His body felt very comfortable, he felt his heart cool and he felt his body feel very light and he felt as if he was flying high.
"Where is this?" said Aisyah as she muttered softly.
Aisyah saw herself lying on a leaf that floated above the clear water. He woke up from his sleep and sat on the floating leaf.
The scenery around it is very beautiful, he saw the whole place is colorful like a rainbow.
The clear water below is endless and empties, this water is like a lake but not brimmed. He only saw a clear stretch of water in front of his eyes, this water was calm and if he reflected on his surface would be clearly visible reflection of his face in the water, like he was really looking in the mirror, he said, and this water is clear like crystal glass.
Pensive ....
Aisyah just quietly dumbstruck to see this whole place, it's beautiful and amazing. He described this place as a jewel. He spread his gaze all around him, and he felt this leaf move forward and suddenly glide rapidly in the air, speeding flying, leaving ripples on the water. He shouted loudly while holding on to the giant-sized leaf.
This floating leaf shot out fiercely and carried him flying like lightning, he felt my entire body tremble and the surroundings move very quickly and he felt a gust of wind beating on his face with great force.
Suddenly the giant-sized leaves stopped in a desert, the leaves just hovering over a vast expanse of sand.
"Departure?" said Aisyah in shock and fear.
Very quiet, he felt this place was very quiet and quiet, only silence enveloped this desert atmosphere and the whirling wind blew his hijab.
Suddenly there was a sound of laughter breaking the silence. Aisyah was surprised to hear the strange sound, she was still on a giant leaf sheet that floated while holding on to the edge of the leaf when the foreign voice echoed in the ceiling of this desert.
"Welcome thirsty souls, longing for Divine love, yearning for purity of heart. You're the chosen one", the voice sounded again. "Welcome...! Welcome to the Divine lovers...!"
The foreign voice gave Aisyah goosebumps and was very frightened, she knew this was a dream and just a dream but she felt this dream was real.
"May I ask you, O foreign lord of this expanse of sand?" said Aisyah, trying to brave herself.
"What do you want to ask, say !", the foreign voice answered him.
"What is it that is made of and who is the true figure of you, O foreigner?" said Aisyah, looking around this place.
Aisyah was silent at the words of the foreign voice, just like her previous dream, the voice only answered her questions with sentences that she herself did not understand.
"Is this a dream ? But if this is not a dream, why does he always see strange things after he dreams this all?", asked Aisyah. "Are there any acts that I have done that have disturbed you, O foreigner ?"
The voice came back laughing and his laughter echoed throughout this place. Aisyah trembled at the strange sound, she was intangible and intangible, just an echoing sound, she said, that frightened him and he was sure whoever had experienced it would have run away and collapsed.
"I will give you a question and you must answer it, if you are able to answer it, I will tell you who I am!" said the voice.
"All right ! I will accept your terms!", he replied boldly.
"Great girl, well I'll start the question!", said the voice again. "SOMEONE ASKS, What is love ?"
Aisha started thinking, Love ? He immediately remembered the black-coated book titled MATSNAWI which contained a collection of poems from a Persian Sufi who he found in the dormitory reading room, he had read it and he remembered a verse he had read from the book or maybe it was the answer. Aisyah looked around her again and she only saw a vast expanse of desert.
"What is love ? My Lord replied, You will know it when you have led yourself into Me!", he replied, reading one of Matsnawi's verses.
Suddenly the entire place shook violently, there was a loud rumble of sand and the wind was blowing violently making his body swirl around floating.
Aisyah covered her eyes with her sleeves tightly, avoiding dust entering her eyes.
The sands in this field fly like whirlwinds that surround him. Aisyah tried to hold on to the edge of the giant leaf and hold her body so as not to be thrown down.
"Happy smart girl, you made it through your test, Aisyah!", a foreign voice echoed again.
Aisyah opened her eyes and saw a light radiating before her.
Suddenly he had been standing on this vast expanse of desert, he was surprised to realize it.
"You are the chosen owner, Aisha ! Open the box in front of you and take the thing inside!" said the voice again.
Aisyah saw an antique box made of wood lying down near her standing. He was silent for a moment and just looked at the box and then he took the box and opened it without any hesitation.
When he opened the box, he, he saw a bright light emanating from the wooden box and his body was very hot and he accidentally threw the box and his body fell down on the sand.
Aisyah saw an antique clock of gold chain come out from inside the wooden box. The golden-coloured antique clock swirled around, he saw the clock flying towards him and it frightened him. Aisyah ran away from the clock but the small round-shaped clock in the golden chain kept chasing her.
"Awh !" Aisyah shouted loudly when the clock was thrown towards her head and made her fall into the sand.
His face was filled with sand and dust, he was silent for a while with his body lying on the sand.
"My Lord, do I not pray to You that my life will not be unlucky ! Why did the ghost of this clock even follow me?" said Aisyah in panic and in a frenzy.
"Hi, girl !!! Don't talk recklessly, I'm not a ghost !!" a foreign voice suddenly appeared and made him surprised.
"Aduwww!!!", Aisyah choked while bowing her head.
Aisyah then woke up and sat on this vast expanse of desert and then she looked to the right and left side looking for the source of the sound and where the strange sound came from.
"What am I going through actually !? Lord!?" said Aisyah dumbstruck and agitated.
Didn't the echoing foreign voice go away, why did he hear that strange voice again and it sounded so close around him. Wasn't he dreaming and sleeping, but why did he feel like experiencing this all seemed real.
Aisyah began to take a deep breath again, then exhaled and it usually indicates that she is panicking at this time and she is not able to think clearly anymore.