
Caca was silent for a moment, all this seemed like a dream to him. He never expected that Azhar really loved him and even forgave all the wounds he had given. He had hurt Azhar so much by playing tricks on their marriage but Azhar instead invited him to return home.
Without the power of tears Caca dripped in both of his eyes. Haru, regret and sadness mixed into one.
"Perhaps, Caca needs space to talk to Azhar alone?!" moansi Mama. Caca nodded. He then invited Azhar to speak in Baim's room.
Azhar never found a single photo of Baim in Caca's house. Now, Baim's picture is on display in the living room with a smile. Azhar knew there was an empty room below but Caca never told her what it was.
Now, Caca took her into a room she had never been in before. The room is unique, the hallmark of architects who like to draw beyond the desire to make money. In this room, there are two photos of Baim. A 10R and a small framed photo on the desk.
Caca stands right in front of Baim's photo. "Know, Mommy. This is my only brother, Brother Ibrahim or commonly called Kak Baim. My brother loves to draw. He is also famous as a diligent and diligent employee working in. one of Mas's subsidiaries."
Azhar was very surprised to hear the information that Caca had just said. "Look for a job at one of my companies?" Azhar pointed at herself.
"Yes. Maybe Mas will not know Kak Baim, because Kak Baim is just an ordinary employee. Very far with Mas who is a subsidiary owner of the company. Kak Baim has always liked to draw than to think about his future but one day Kak Baum told me the same story if he found a beautiful woman who looks sad,"
"The woman began to become familiar with Brother Baim. They also decided to date. Baim was too respectful and appreciative of Julie as a woman. He did not want to linger dating and instead invited Julie to get married on the same date as Mas married Julie," Caca smiled bitterly.
"That day should be a very happy day for Brother Baim. I can't wait to feel my brother's happiness. Unfortunately I missed the train, so I came a bit late to Jakarta. When I got home, Baim didn't get to see me. Baim's brother seemed to disappear without a message,"
"We and our family panicked and searched everywhere until the police report but not the good news we got even the bad news we received. While Mas and Julie were happy that day, Baim ended his life. Our families were all crying hysterically in disbelief. Me and Papa even saw firsthand the stiff body of Brother Baim,"
"The anger within us is so bubbling. Mama until shock, continuously crying and sad until finally Mama is in a phase of very hit and almost depressed. You're both happy, going on your honeymoon and blending in while my family here suffers. I just want Julie to feel all the pain of our family, so I'm going to destroy her household,"
Caca stared fixedly at Azhar while occasionally wiping away the tears that had fallen. "We are indeed not a wealthy family that can easily snap fingers then large amounts of money will be in plain sight. For a small person like us, having a lot of money is a gift and an impossible thing. But the strong desire of Brother Baim to help the woman he loves is so great. Mama asked me to run Baim's last mandate. Then I forgot all that revenge, too,"
"When we met in the grave of Brother Baim, I wanted to release all the burdens that were so pressing on my chest. I never thought Mas would follow me and listen to my conversation with Julie. I'm sad... Why is it that when I want to end my revenge, I am instead cast out, abandoned and seemingly thrown away?! I know I'm wrong, but I want to fix my mistake. I'm sad. I'm slumped. I didn't know what I wanted until Eza came along and made me feel like I had another wish to fill my life,"
"The plan is that I will work with Eza and fill my life with new things. I'm very happy to see Mama has been able to mengikhlaskan Kak Baim's departure. Papa is also now better to spend time with Mama than to torture himself continue to work to forget all his sadness. What I didn't know was Mas's coming to my house. I thought Mas would be disgusted and not want to see me again." Caca lowered his head again. Feeling guilty because Azhar was also used as a tool to get revenge.
"I'll never be disgusted with you, Ca. I said no, if I could tell which one was obsession and which one was love? I'm sure I love you. Although you do not intend to be good to me, but you taught me many good things in my life. You're the one who's re-establishing my relationship with Mommy. You taught me to go back to performing my duty of prayer five times. When you're not around, it's like I'm not reminding you either. There's no purpose. Mommy's waking me up, Ca. You are what I need. You're the one I've been looking for." Azhar then clasped Caca's hand.
"I know there are still many wounds that we feel. I will try to remove your wounds, and you will also remove my wounds. I'm without you, it means nothing. The opposite is not it? I want you to fill my days. I want us to get married officially. I just want you, Ca!" Azhar could not even hold back her tears.
"What about Julie?" caca asked before answering Azhar's request.
"Julie's... Never been home since that incident. I think he went home to his parents. I don't know!" azhar replied nonchalantly.
"Mas didn't look for him? What if Julie's all right? I have to see Julie, Mas!" Caca hurried to leave but Azhar held him back.
"For what?!"
"For Brother Baim, Mas. I don't want Brother Baim's death to be in vain if Julie is reckless! I have to make sure Julie's okay, like the message Baim asked." Caca then exited the room followed by Azhar.
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