Charming Girl Urination
21. Be aware

Siska tries to help Farel who seems to be depressed after meeting Amora, her former lover who she once loved so much.

" Have slept! You don't drink alcohol anymore. Ok? Alcohol's not good for your health, Farel!" said Siska trying to advise Farel who had started drunk and seemed to lose consciousness.

Siska painstakingly took care of all Farel's needs. He even wiped the body of the alcohol-stinking Farel with a wet washcloth.

" Oskar you go home. You must be tired after all day of looking after him. I'll wait for him here until he sleeps. After that I'll go home!" siska said to Oskar, who had been an octorei, continued to pay attention to his interaction with Farel.

Oskar was relieved because after the arrival of Siska, Farel had begun to be controlled and complied to not consume alcohol again. Even now Farel was willing to lie on his bed with a henchman without much rebellion.

" Well, non Siska. Thank you for the help. Excuse me first. If anything happens to Mr. Farel, please contact me. I will definitely be here soon!" oskar told Siska before she left Farel's apartment.

After Oskar left Siska then went to the kitchen and prepared food for Farel who had only consumed alcohol.

" Geez, I'm like his wife. Because he's drunk like this! Ckk!" said Siska felt astonished to himself who wanted to painstakingly take care of Farel who is currently dropping and down completely because of meeting back with his ex-lover.

" Why do I have to come back to my life after I've had so much trouble forgetting you Why? Have you never thought about my feelings? Did you never love me?" farrel's many questions made Siska feel very sorry for him.

Siska who could only listen to Farel's ravings in a drunken stupor now began to focus on clearing up all the mess Farel had caused.

Siska threw away the bottles of alcohol scattered on the floor of Farel's room.

Suddenly Farel opened his eyes and he saw someone in his room cleaning up his messy room.

" Please don't leave me. I can't live without you. Honey, why did you have to reject my proposal? Why did you have to leave me?" farel asked until he hugged Siska from behind.

Meanwhile Siska felt her heart being squeezed. When he listened to all the weeping ramblings of Farel and regretted his run-down relationship with Amora.

" Why do you have to come back? I've had a hard time forgetting you. For years I have closed the door of my heart to another woman. Now there's a woman who can make me feel in love and you just want to come into my life and say you want to come back to me. What exactly do you want from me? Say Amora!" farel said as he kissed Siska's lips full of anger and also passion driven by alcohol that began to control his mind path.

Siska soon wept at Farel's treatment of her, who considered herself Amora.

" O Lord, my first kiss could have been stolen by a broken hearted man against another woman. My God! How unfortunate my fate is!" there is no end to Siska continuing to grieve her bad luck tonight. Because Farel who had made his heart beat very fast.

Along the way Siska continued to touch his chest which continued to pound because of Farel's sudden kiss.

" Oh my God! What's wrong with me, why do I have to be like this? Ah brash! Why did he kiss me while saying someone else's name?" siska said while hitting both cheeks with both hands. Siska's heart was very upset when she recalled Farel calling Amora's name when he kissed her.

" B******* ! He could have easily kissed me while mentioning someone else's name. I don't want to see him again! I'll ask grandfather. To cancel our matchmaking plans. Because I don't want to live with a man who still has his ex-girlfriend's name in his heart!" siska made her decision.

After arriving at his apartment Siska directly contact Andi Prayoga.

" What's the matter at night calling Grandpa? Can't it be tomorrow? it's Siska's hour of rest!" andi said she was not happy with the phone call from Siska.

He was fast asleep and suddenly got a phone call that would not stop ringing, forcing him to wake up.

When he saw the name on his phone, it was from his own grandson. Because he was worried that there was something important, so he raised the call.

" Siska wants us to cancel my arranged marriage with Farel!" siska said with a firm voice.

Andi seemed to take a deep breath he was frustrated to persuade his grandson to accept the arranged marriage arranged by his late son to the grandson with Farel.

Honestly, Andi Prayoga was amazed about the desire of his son who wanted to match Siska with Farel. Though based on his investigation, He also knew that Farel had a big share in the difficulties that are currently being experienced by the company Prayoga group owned by the son who is now dead.

" You slept there! Tomorrow we'll talk about it again. Grandpa is very sleepy and wants to sleep now!" said Andi who immediately hung up the phone call without waiting for a response from Siska.

Siska then felt disappointed with her grandfather who did not care about her wishes instead sounded like angry at her.

" I should be able to persuade Uncle Adrian and Uncle Steven to help me persuade Grandpa to cancel the Marriage. How could I possibly marry the man who had given destruction to my father's company? Even though he looks good, but still, my heart cannot accept that fact. Especially now that I know that she already has someone else in her heart. I don't want to live in the shadow of someone in my husband's heart!" siska decides that she is really final will reject her match with Farel.

" Just as if he kissed me while saying another woman's name. I don't want it until we get married and we have sex, it turns out that what she imagines is a woman she loves but can't have. I don't want to be that pathetic woman. Better let him marry the woman he truly loves. I have no feelings for him either!" after steadying with his decision Siska then immediately took his blanket and went to sleep.