Chasing the Love of the Mafia
I'm not What You Want

"What do you think this dress model is?" ask the designer for the wedding dress.

"I don't like it." replied Stevany without looking at the picture shown by Madame Dolly.

"If this one?"

"I don't like it either."

"Darling, look good and say no." Jeon who had been watching Stevany immediately reprimanded her lover.

Stevany tried to concentrate on looking at the picture. But all the models shown still do not make him like.

"How about we go back tomorrow?" Jeon decided to leave.

Stevan stood up immediately. Lady Dolly can only resign because it looks like her bride-to-be is in a bad mood.

"Why are you?" jeon asked as the two were already in the car.

"I why?" Stevany asked back.

"You seem to lack enthusiasm in preparing for our marriage."

"I'm excited. Maybe because I'm tired."

Jeon stopped his car on the side of the road. He looked at Stevany while suppressing his rising emotions. "Don't lie, Stev. I know that your heart actually misses God."

"Why are you talking like that?"

Jeon stared at Stevany intensely. "Don't lie to your own heart, Stev. Since God doesn't work at the hotel anymore, everyone says you've changed. So often angry and badmood always. You don't even realize just for a period of 2 weeks, your weight dropped dramatically. You miss God, Stev. You still want him."

"No!"

"Stev, I love you. I could've married you because your whole family wanted me. But I don't want to be happy on your own over your suffering. Our marriage is not an escape so you can prove that you can forget Dewandra."

"Do you want me to be with the mafia? I also want to live in peace, safety and security. Is it wrong to want to be with a nice guy like you? I'm sure that I can love you, Jeon. Just give me a little time."

Jeon grabbed Stevany's hand and clasped it tightly. "Stev, according to my uncle, Dewandra had already severed her relationship with Treisya and that was what made Treisya stressful until she caught up with him here. Treisya even threatened to kill himself but Dewandra said he did not care. All the shares in his hotel he sold to his uncle. Including the house and some of its luxury vehicles. So Dewandra went to America, started from scratch."

Stevany was silent at what Jeon said.

"She's sacrificed so much to be with you."

"I.....!"

Jeon touched Stevany's face. "Don't feel like you owe me anything so you have to pay for it by giving your life for me. I now understand that we were never meant to be together." Jeon then grabbed Stevany's hand back and took out the ring he had once given Stevany. "I broke off our engagement."

"Jeon.....!" Stevany looked at Jeon in disbelief.

"I'm still going to work with your family, Stev. I like living in Jakarta and I think I'll stay here for a long time."

Stevany hugs Jeon while crying her head must. "Thank you, Jeon."

"Together, Stev."

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Felicia's laughter sounded strongest when she and her friends were coffee together at this cafe.

"Eh..eh. I think I'm alone....!" lina.

"Where?" asked Felicia while she was wailing. The cafe is not so crowded this afternoon.

"That's sitting in the corner, right? Ih..the face of Korean artists." continued Susi.

"Where the hell?" Felicia was curious. His eyes quickly found a handsome figure wearing a blue shirt. "Oh.., don't be bothered. That's my cousin's fiancee. He is from Korea. I'll meet you soon." Felicia rushed to meet Jeon.

"Hallo Jeon's....!"

Jeon. "Flu. Is it here too?"

"It's the cafe where I hang out with my friends. Coffee's good. What are you doing here? Where's Stevany?"

"At hotel. Maybe."

"Cockwise maybe? How fiancee doesn't know her lover's whereabouts."

Jeon smiled wryly. "We broke up."

"meaning?"

"Decided yes. Our relationship is over."

"What causes?"

"I realized Stevany couldn't move on from her past."

"Oh yeah, I heard it turns out the basketball player was Stevany's ex, huh? Mafia as well, right? I don't think Stev likes that guy. Although I actually admit good looks."

"They actually love each other. Dewandra has also left the mafia for Stevany. It's just that what happened in the past was so painful for Stevany that she tried to leave God even though she still loved him."

"And you gave up so they could be together?"

Jeon nodded. "It's also free to be forced if Stevany is not happy when she marries me in the end."

"Yes too. But the Dawson family loves you. And they're like it's hard to accept Dewandra."

"I'll stay here, really. Be a friend of Stevany and the Dawson family. I really like working in that family. Although actually misses also hold a gun, play shootouts."

Felicia smile. "Pity...., means you are now heartbroken huh? Then come with me yuk!"

"Follow it. You brought a car, right? I didn't bring a car."

"I brought it."

"I'm just saying goodbye to my friends." Felicia said goodbye to her friends and took her purse. He then went with Jeon to leave the place.

2 hours later.........

Jeon was surprised to see the result of his shot was the same as the result of Felicia's shot. The two are now at the shooting training ground which is usually handled by Felicia.

"Hows it? Badmood's a little lost, right?"

Jeon nodded. "Yes. Thank you for bringing me here. I didn't think you were so good at shooting."

"Uncle Jero, teach us all as girls to know martial skills. One of them is also learning to shoot. My brother Alexa is very gentle. Ever been an exemplary flight attendant. But behind the hair in the konde and the kebaya cloth he was wearing, always tucked a knife in his thigh."

"Waw cool too? So you want to meet your brother."

"She's still at her husband's place in Madrid. Next month they return. I'll introduce you later. Now we go eat yuk! Hungry this!" Felicia lightly held Jeon's hand. The guy was stunned for a moment but finally he smiled as well. Felicia was able to comfort her heart.

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"Ma, I want to go to America. Can I?" stevany asked as she met her mother in the kitchen.

Giani who was making a cake looked at his daughter. "Why? Want to go to school again?"

Stevany shakes.

"You want to go for a walk?"

The girl nodded again.

"Then?"

"I want to see Dewandra."

Giani turned off the mixer he was holding. He approached his daughter and looked at her intensely. "Come, Jeon?"

"He decided on me."

"Huh?"

"Jeon realized that I still love Dewandra, ma."

"Darling, are we sure of your wish? What if Dewandra just wants to play you again?"

"Dewandra said she had already severed all ties with Treisya. He even sold all his assets in Korea. So he went back to America to play basketball."

"Who said it?"

"Jeon."

"Are you sure that the gods have changed?"

"I'm sure, ma. God left because he wanted to see me happy with Jeon. Can you, ma? So that tomorrow I will take care of my visa. I have a green card that allows me to go to America at any time. Please....!"

"But son, what if you face danger again there?" ask Giani worried.

"Mama knows I can defend myself."

,"Treisya it's Mafia boy. What if he's after you again?"

"Mah.....!" Stevany whining.

"Daddy won't let me." Said Jero who was suddenly already in the kitchen.

Stevany turned her body. "But dad, I love him. I tried to forget him but I couldn't."

"The most important thing you have to do is find your happiness outside the mafia."

"But Dewandra is no longer a mafia, dad."

"This one time, Stev. Listen Daddy!"

Giani looked at her husband while shaking his head. She didn't want her husband to say it out loud to her children.

Stevany left the kitchen, stomping her feet.

"Darling .....!" Giani approached Jero.

Jeronimo. "I don't want my daughter to get hurt again, baby. That's why I want Stevany to keep the commitment she's made. We've given him a chance. There will be no second chances."

Giani could only hold his chest. He did not want Stevany to get hurt again.

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Sorry guys....

My mom is sick, she can't work much.

That's why I couldn't get up for a few days.

hopefully understandable.

My mom will end this story