Cinderella Today
Willy and Sonia's feelings

"Big brother why?" Sonia moved Willy's head on the back of the car seat onto his lap. Seeing the intense face of Willy who is currently sleeping soundly, It is very painful to see our loved ones become people who do not have the spirit of life and wallow with sadness. The face that usually smiles cheerfully and always has a joke now looks very sad, sadness is very visible on his face even though he was asleep. Unknowingly Sonia's hand caressed Willy's handsome face with mixed feelings, the name Ella he always called and that made the big question at the moment. Sonia was gobsmacked as Willy held back his hand that was on the handsome man's face, pulled it and kissed it gently before returning it to its original place. A pink tinge was seen on Sonia's face, fortunately in the car there was only her and Willy if not Sonia would be very embarrassed until someone saw. Willy's warm and gentle treatment made Sonia like flying into heaven, making his imagination soar for a moment before realizing that Willy currently considers him someone else even his position is the nephew of the man in his lap. Realizing that Sonia was sad, if there was no bond like this between her and Willy maybe Sonia would be a little easy and comfortable approaching Willy. There was a distance between them that Sonia had to calculate before she acted.

"La, you know how long ago my feelings never changed? My heart belongs only to you, and it should be yours to me too." Willy stared at the figure whose eyes were currently Ella's shadow, Ella was holding her back and stroking her face gently. Things that had only existed in the shadows and dreams only and now become reality. "I've always tried to be the best, to be the way I am, just to show the world that I, Willy, am capable and worthy of being with you. I fought just to make me worthy and not be looked at by them one eye..." Willy grasped the tiny hand that was on his face and rubbed it gently. "When I first saw that adorable little girl, I had the strong feeling to protect you with all my heart and keep you smiling no matter what, be happy and give whatever you want. You know, I'm so happy when we're together, there's nothing happier than the time we've spent together and now our memories. You know, for five years I've had a very big longing and restraint. I refrained from giving any clarity about my feelings, I hesitated at first because we grew up together. I doubt if this feeling grows because it is only limited to the affection of Brother for his sister, I doubt that all this is only limited to the feelings that grow because of togetherness." Willy curled up, hugging his own knees in search of comfort and peace.

"La, all this time I hesitated until I finally believed this feeling was purely a male feeling to a female. It's not that big brother's affection for his sister, I really love you as a man."

Sonia shut her mouth, holding back from suffocating hearing Willy's confession. He held onto his chest which was slowly hurting, a feeling that was somehow because only this time Sonia felt it. Is what Willy said true? Or is it just a meaningless prank from a drunken man?

"Rega, why did you choose him? Why shouldn't I be La..., why should she be? I know you first, I have been with you all this time, I have always supported and done anything. Wh why? Why Rega and not me? Even though I know I'm not as good as Rega, I always change female friends to date and Rega never once did but they all never occupy my heart in the least. All this (clapping his own chest) is just you."

Sonia grimaced in pain as Willy clasped her shoulders hard, the man now thinks of her as Ella and not Sonia under the control of alcohol which makes her sense to go somewhere under the control of her subconscious. "Sister... Le-let go...." Removing Willy's hand from his shoulder, the look in his eyes made Sonia's heart ache. Willy, who had never shown his feelings, turned out to love Ella so much, a love that no one else had ever known and he was alone, love Willy who is able to do anything for the sake of the person he loves. Ella was lucky to be surrounded by people who were so sincere with her.

"If Big Brother could give me a little feeling, if you could see me once, and if you would give me a chance..." Sonia bowed limp, a clear circle did not feel falling at the end of her eyes. Willy's love so great that his eyes to see a woman other than Ella. "Ella has already chosen someone else and Big Brother should be able to accept it. Brother must rise do not believe this, I am very sad to see Brother who is down. Give me one chance to replace Ella in Brother's heart, though I know I can't completely replace her but at least Brother can forget her a little. I don't expect to be able to love Big Brother like the love that Big Brother has, but at least I hope Big Brother is able to rise and be like before. A very remarkable figure, a strong figure.," Sonia softly kissed Willy's cheek.

"Honey, Sstttt.., don't cry, Brother won't let anyone make you cry." He said he didn't know who was with him.

"Please Brother... Give me a chance to get close and take Ella's place." Sonia stared at Willy's bead eyes, their gaze meeting each other.

"I.., I'm just a br*ngsek guy who dates a lot of women for entertainment." He said before he really KO.

Sonia rubbed Willy's hair with a mixed feeling, it turned out that it was all Willy's current cause. "Whatever your past is, I'll accept it. I don't demand anything from Big Brother to see me as a woman not as a sister and sister. No matter how many women Kak Willy has dated won't change anything, I'll be patient until Big Brother can see me."

"Well, Den Willy's a henchman now." Mr. Iwan broke the silence that had occurred in the car.

Sonia hastily wiped her tears when Mr. Iwan came, the drama that just happened was very draining her emotions. "Yes Sir. Is there a cure?"

"Yes Non, if you get to the house Den Willy immediately drink. Let's wake up tomorrow morning again." The half-century man gave the plastic package and started the car engine, running it slowly on the gradually quiet streets as the day wore on. Almost 20 years he served the Aditya family not even though Mr. Iwan saw the family of his employer was drunk, what else Willy he knew since childhood. This is the first time the man who looks cheerful everyday it looks like this until Mr. Iwan did not recognize him at all while on the road.

"Oh sir, if I may ask you how long has Papa Johan worked together?"

"Lumayan Non, it has been almost 20 years.., when Mr. Tuan was young and unmarried. At first you worked at Mr. Aditya's house, when Mr. Johan married they asked you to move and then Mr. Johan who married the young Madam. Why not?" His question was confused, at a glance Mr. Iwan glanced through the car glass. Looks like the look of the new Miss is very moody. "Miss can ask you anything as long as you know,"

"Gini sir, I'm just wondering why Ella called Kak even though if you see from the genealogy of the Willy family it is the younger brother of Papa Johan which means he is Om of Ella." Expressing the contents of his head so far that he really wants to be asked but forget to continue.

Mr. Iwan smiled, he understood what the young woman was thinking and it was natural to feel confused because he was a new person in this family who did not know clearly what the real relationship was. Anyone would ask the same question in his position. "His Tuan has not told the truth."

"I mean Father?" Sonia still can't guess what really happened, Papa Johan and Ella never told her anything.

"Mr Aditya, the father of Mr. Johan, has only one child. You are not clear how the process is until the big master meets Den Willy who was an orphan at that time. The big master was impressed by the intelligence of Den Willy until finally adopting and bringing Den Willy who was young, and, if not mistakenly remember that time Non Ella was still very small when the big Master brought and introduced him to the same Father. Den Willy was named the son of the great Lord who was also the younger brother of Mr. Johan. The age of Mr. Johan and Den Willy are quite far, Den Willy used to play with Non Ella because of their age is not too far away. Non Ella who was a child was often heard calling Den Willy with the name of Brother in comparison with Om." Mr. Iwan ended the story he knew.

Sonia tilted her head, trying to understand what Mr. Iwan had just said. "So, Sister Willy is Grandpa Ella's adopted son? Which means they don't actually have a direct blood relationship?" He said as if asking himself this time.

"Betul Non, Den Willy and Mr. Johan have no blood ties. Den Willy's adopted son of the great sir."

The answer that Mr. Iwan gave to be a puzzle piece that completes the picture of the puzzle that Sonia had been thinking about. It was never in his mind that they had a slightly confusing relationship, and it answered all the questions about Willy's feelings.

Willy is not wrong to love Ella because they have been growing together, and most importantly there is no blood bond between them that justifies the feeling growing bigger over time.

Many things Sonia thought, how will the next time Willy wakes up he will behave after knowing the truth. It's impossible to tell Ella what she believes she never knew about Willy's feelings for her. Sonia probably won't be able to be indifferent about this. It would definitely hurt to see Willy who was secretly harboring his feelings, it must have been very difficult all this time he faced it himself.

"Sir, isn't Willy's sister like this, sir?"

"Non Sonia mean?"

"Yes, is Brother Willy a drunken man like this...." Staring at Willy's slumbering face on his lap.

"Know Mr. Kok kok Non, as long as you work here even though you never see Den Willy drunk or do ngelakuin things that are not. Den Willy's a good boy Non, he doesn't hesitate to help you Mr." Said Mr. Iwan who often got economic or other assistance from his young master. "Mean Mr. Wonder why Den Willy until kayak gini, fortunately Mr. Johan is not home anymore. If you can't spray the three of us." Given that the family in his place of work highly upholds customs and courtesy long ago even though they seem open.

"Emang Papa where is sir? As far as I'm concerned, we're leaving, aren't Papa at Mommy's house?"

"So you were on the phone when Mr and Mrs went out of town for a few days for business."

"Huahahaha..," Sonia was shocked to hear Willy laughing, no wind or rain, but laughs to herself.

"Astagfirullah Den Willy....." Mr. Iwan turned his chest so shocked, earlier aja anteng did not know even a laugh that made people shocked half dead. Fortunately, it does not hang in place.

"You guys are talking about me, right?" Tu the person who had bristled straight away, sitting pretty like a kindergarten boy who again sangantri snack rations from his teacher. "Pak Iwan, remember the age of Mr.., it is not good to talk about the person behind who will even become slander. Nambahin...."

Mr. Iwan who got sprayed was just headscarves.

"Who? You're like Sonia's face? My feeling here is Angel...." Open his eyes wide for mastiin that looked like it was really not, even pack the event call another girl's name again.

"A-angel?" Sonia's lips quivered as she said it, it felt more sloppy as Willy called out the name of another girl in front of her besides Ella. What else is it if that guy has a lot of girl friends for him to date and maybe one of them is Angel. Is it that hard for Sonia to love Willy???

"Yes, Angel." this time rubbed his eyes.

"Who is Angel?" Brave to ask not to be tormented with his own feelings, as the saying goes "Then ask astray on the road," if in the current condition Sonia "Then ask nyesek in the heart."

"do you know Angel?" Laugh mockingly at Sonia, "Ok I give you a chance to guess who Angel is." Squinted his eyes. "His eyes were beautiful in blue like sea water that reflected the sunlight, pure white without stains all over his body like a stretch of snow, like a stretch of snow, his warm body when in the hug makes me really poke when we sleep together and soft when in elus that makes me addicted, he likes spoiled if I come, if I see it, like to sit on my lap I asked in elus if there is no one other than the two of us if there is someone else in him shyly continue to hide," Willy smiled knot. "Let's guess who Angel is."

Denger explanation Willy about the figure of Angel that makes Sonia shudder, horrified, must be a very beautiful figure because Willy described it perfectly even in a drunken state like that could be as detailed as it is in a conscious state.... A very striking comparison between himself and the figure of Angel that Willy described just now. It is not surprising for a Willy who is almost perfect is able to get a woman who of course is also perfect, too, with his bulenya face it is also a position and most importantly the money he has is able to conquer any woman he wants out there. It might even be the women themselves who came and offered themselves without the pain of Willh doing anything to get it.

"Ding-dong.., your time's up for nebak." poking Sonia's daydreaming life.

Sonia realized from her daydream when her nose was touched, her mind was everywhere just the name of Angel doang who might still pop other Angels later on. Must prepare his heart to be stronger to accept it.

"Lo can answer who is my favorite Angel?" He said not to be impatient.

"E-no, sister, I don't know." Sonia looks lethargic when answering him, in contrast to Willy who looks very happy and enthusiastic about telling about his Angel. Maybe their relationship was so close that Willy mentioned they often hugged and slept together. So horrified that Sonia feels frustrated and sick what else if they see it directly can g*la.

"Eh Mr. Iwan, help Sonia to answer who my Angel sir is.... It's not that I've eaten a lot of salt acid, so Mr. Visa answered easily."

"Sorry Den, I can't. You're old so you don't understand that."

"Aishis.... You two are so happy to answer that you can't." He said he looked at the two people in turn before really Ko.

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