Cinta Bujang Lapuk (Doni Alexander)
Away to Awaken

Amel pensively himself in the room, he recalls what Doni said he gave up.

"I gave up, Mel. I have loved you for a long time but you have never seen my love. You just thought I didn't exist."

"If your heart is closed to me, then I will close my heart to you. This time I'm serious about not bothering you anymore so that your life feels calm without any bullies like me."

"I realized that I was just an old man who wanted a young woman like you. I realized that you would be ashamed to walk with an old man like me. I'm sorry I loved you."

"I quit because I didn't want to wait for anything uncertain. May you be happy and happy."

He did not feel his tears dripping just like that, tightness, that was what he was currently feeling. He himself wants Doni to stay away from him and he himself feels unacceptable.

Amel lay hugging bolsters with a chest that felt tight recalling Doni's words. He should be happy, nothing will bother him, but he is sad.

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While Doni was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling of the room.

"I gave up just to come back, I stayed away just to see how deeply you're tormented without me, Mel. I'm sorry I had to do this so you'd be aware of how you feel about me."

"Everytime I love you even if you find a woman for me but I will still love you."

Doni closed his eyes and all would return like the beginning of a meeting.

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The morning had come, Doni and Amel had already woken up and were preparing for work. This time Doni will not stop by Arman's house and will only stop by Dita's house.

Doni also will not take or pick up Amel as he did yesterday.

"Mel, Papa same Mama will go out of town to review the store's opening place. You live with Mami Dita first, yes." said Dinda poured fried rice on Arman's plate.

"Yes, Mel. We're not calm you're living here alone. If at Dita's house, there's Dika, and also Doni who will help take care of you."

"I live with my brother."

"They will also go to the city of M to hold a pilgrimage to the meal of Felix's parents. We couldn't go because we had to go out of town. You also didn't come because you had to take care of the shop that was here."

"Alright, I'm staying at Mami Dita's house."

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"Dik, Dit, we have Amel here. We can't bear to leave her alone at home let alone Amel the woman. You also know that the little Reyhan family wants to go to the city of M so only to you we leave Amel," said Arman.

"You don't have to worry, Amel is also our daughter so she has the right to go in and out of this house even if there is no us. Dita must be happy if someone accompanies her at home," Dika replied.

"Yes, Din, Man. I'm glad Amel wants to stay. Go home to work just tell me to come here."

"We told Amel that Amel and Amel must have come back. Then we feel relieved and we say goodbye first" said Arman.

Arman and Dinda say goodbye to going out of town over the opening of a store in another area.

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"Sar, you let me watch yuk!" ask Amel to support his chin to watch the road.

"Gue wants to, Mel. But, right now I'm working and you're the boss."

"Just have fun first, I permit you to take a day off as long as you give me money wherever I want. Please!!!" Amel looked at Sari pleading.

"If the boss is talking, Okay okay, mah's men." replied Sari girang can be free but the salary is still intact.

"Well, why is Sari on holiday?" ask Gilang.

"It's not a holiday, but I work like that assistant" replied Amel.

"Such as the title of the song."

"You want the title of the song not the important loe temenin I go for a walk! Bang Gilang, please take care of the shop!" pinta Amel's.

"Ck, it's my hard turn, Sari's happy turn. Fate, Fate."

"Thank you, Bang. Bye, let's go first," Sari waved the silken hands of Gilang who had to guard.

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Amel and Sari have arrived at the mall and they go around without buying anything to upset Sari.

"Loe really wants to do it, Mel? Shop no, watch no, eat no, jalaaaaaaan mulu yes, pegel tau." Sari grumbled irritably and was exhausted.

"Gue doesn't know what to do either, I just want to find something that makes me happy. But I don't know what it is I don't know either. It feels like life feels like something is lacking," replied Amel lethargic holding his hand to Sari's arm while walking around the mall.

"Lah, you're weird. What makes you so lethargic like this? is it because of Rangga again? I told Rangga the flea kupret mah not to be thought of, throw it away."

"It's not about Rangga, I don't know ah, I'm confused myself. We just stop by the cafe, laper from earlier on the road continues," muttered Amel upset with the state of his heart and invited Sari to stop by the cafe to eat.

"Not from the cake, I'm tired of continuing to follow you."

Both of them had arrived at the cafe and had already ordered the food they wanted.

"Sar, have you ever loved a man but you turned him down but after the man stepped back, you felt lost?"

"Ear, and it feels so bad. Moreover, the man with others made me heartbroken and regretful. Why are you asking like that?" sari asked while chewing the food.

"No, I'm just asking."

Sari frowned in wonder watching Amel. His eyes accidentally see Doni with a woman whether it's his client or his girlfriend.

"Mel, Doni's got a girlfriend, right?" sari asked suddenly.

Amel looked up confusedly. "To know I haven't, what'd you ask Om Doni?"

"Oh maybe again approach times." Answer Sari mangosteen.

Amel was surprised by Sari. "Why the hell? tumben wants to know the problem of Om Doni?"

"Gue saw Om Doni walking with the girl" he answered casually drinking juice but his eyes were watching the person behind Amel.

Degs... "When?"

"That's right behind you."

Amel turned his head back and it was true that Doni was with the woman but looked very familiar and the woman turned her back. Suddenly he felt claustrophobic seeing the familiarity that Doni showed the woman.

"Say love is like me, but why even go out with another girl?" amel's mind became cobbled.

"Sar, we go home yuk! My body doesn't feel good like this."

"Lho, what's wrong with you? it hurt?" Sari was astonished when Amel looked fine.

"Come, Sar!" Amel stood up and pulled Sari's hand.

Actually Doni knew that there was Amel, but he pretended not to know. And the woman who was with him was Rani.

"I want to see how strongly you avoid the fact that you like me too."

Seriate.....