
The love story that Rena wanted from a long time ago was to be loved by people she also loved. Not only getting his body, Rena wants him to also be able to get a lot of love from someone. Since he was a child he had never received the complete love of the family.
Her biological parents divorced when Rena was in the 1st grade of elementary school. Mama Rena is not strong with the attitude of papa Rena who only likes to laze and get drunk. Coupled with grandmother Rena who does not like her mother. The more unanimous desire mama Rena to divorce.
After that Mama Rena married again and had children. From then on the affection and attention he had slowly began to disappear. Rena is also in the care of her grandparents. But when Rena got a new sister, Rena's grandmother and grandfather suddenly died.
Finally make Rena back to live one house with her mother. But in the house, Rena feels like a stranger who just hitchhiking in her own house. He didn't get what he wanted at all. Therefore he was determined to study outside the city on the pretext of following in the footsteps of Gilang. Especially from the beginning besides Gilang, there was nothing more valuable and treated Rena as well as Gilang.
As with today, Rena has to start all over from scratch again. After yesterday his life was quite calm and peaceful for 5 semesters in the city he demanded this knowledge, now he must get the bitterness he had long avoided again. Although in this house from people who work to children very fond of Rena, but not for Allan. If Rena had not fallen in love with Allan everything would have been fine, but it was different to the current situation. Rena just wants to be selfish without having to think about the feelings of others. He wants to get Allan's love just as much as Fara's sister can.
But since he was a child, he was never a selfish person, he encouraged himself.
'Gue can't be greedy, can't be gini Rena. Brother Fara first who is present in his life, it is natural that he can get the heart of Mr. Allan is very large. But what about my heart? I am still not ready to accept Mr. Allan who was forced to be with me, even though his heart refused.' Inner Rena while turning to see the terrace of the big house in front of him.
Rena continued her steps again, she did not realize that the sky was starting to light. The sun wants to greet the world faster. He also accelerated his footsteps, until when at the gate he forgot that there was a Faisal sir who was on guard. Mr. Faisal immediately greeted Rena.
"For the girls, going to college? How to bring a suitcase? Wow very diligent, so early this is ready to go to campus. Mr. Faisal call Mr. Didit to deliver ya. For a moment, miss," said Mr. Faisal while going to step back.
"No, sir, thank you. Rena ordered a taxi. Rena said yes sir, ask for help to take care of the children and others." said Rena with a smile.
"Wah tumben once miss, usually it's between Didit sir.(laughs dime)" asked Mr. Faisal curious to Rena.
"Yes, sir, I want morning exercise too. I say yes sir," said Rena then slowly began to step foot out of the mansion Allan residence.
Along the way Rena tried to calm her heart. He could not walk while crying a second time. Especially when he was carrying a large suitcase, what would the mind of the person who saw him later.
His steps were slow with his mind still empty, he was confused where to go. If he goes back to the old boarding house, how are things going with Abel and Zanna? Surely they will shower Rena with many questions that are still not able to answer Rena. Until after he got out of the house, there was a car that was clawing. Rena felt she had walked in her lane, she did not even hit the car horn. Until finally the rider stopped right in front of Rena and made Rena quite surprised. When the person sitting in the front seat came out, it turned out to be Gilang.
Gilang is right in front of Rena. Rena just stared at Gilang with a blank look. Rena knew that in front of her was Gilang, but she did not know what kind of expression to have. Until then Gilang asked relentlessly to Rena.
"Lu why Ren? Are you okay? Same story with me.."
"Sir.. In front of you there is Gilang, It's okay story aja deck.. Want brother Hug?"
Gilang also opened his arms wide, he hinted if he could be a backup Rena. But because Ren was still silent, Gilang approached and immediately gave Rena a warm embrace. The next second the crying of Rena was immediately broken. Rena hugged Gilang quite tightly while crying quite loudly. Until the people who passed the road saw them with confused thoughts, but Gilang did not think of it.
After feeling Rena had begun to calm down, Gilang also invited Rena to enter his car. Gilang also helped carry Rena's suitcase and she put it in the trunk of the car.
Pilang immediately runs the car to a much more comfortable place to tell stories. Rena told me all about her and Allan. Also about Zanna and Abel who do not know the status of Rena now. Gilang also gave advice that he could give to Rena.
"Lu really believe in me? Your best friend doesn't know about it yet.."
"You said, I've been like your own brother. So the honest adek of his own brother's brother can't he?" ask Rena to Gilang.
"By dong, okay. I don't think your problem is just a trivial one. Especially as time goes by you have started to like Mr. Allan, but you do not want Mr. Allan want you to stay beside him because of the will. Hope you, she wants you to stay because she also has a similar taste of him. Bener is that, right?"
Rena just nodded her head sign that what Gilang said was right.
"For a while, you could be boarding on my boarding deck. Coincidentally there's an empty room and my boarding house that guy chick can come in. I can also take care of you, you can calm your mind first. The final decision is decided when you are ready. How's deck?"
"Can you, sure from now on you call me adek? Later your girlfriend's Jealous again.."
"Aman, are you my friend. Anyone who wants to be my girlfriend should also be able to accept my brother. I've known you for a long time, I know the twists and turns of your life to be able to survive until now. I don't want you to admit to things you'll regret later. So inget yes, if there is something obligatory story to me like now. I can't be fooled and cuekin I like before."
"Okey promise. But you also have to promise, brother, if there is something it must find out where the problem first. Don't immediately blame me and belain your girlfriend.."
"Okey I promise..."
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