
Allan's attitude only froze hearing Rena's voice that was quite high and full of emphasis. Not enough to look Rena in the eye, she lowered her head again.
Rena's heart was really made by Allan's attitude. Someone who was in front of him was now 180° different than usual. He became a pendiem, a coward, and full of doubts. Unlike Allan who Rena knows, where she can confidently lift her head. Answering everything he feels is right and does not like to be intimidated, especially because he is usually the one who intimidates.
Rena slowly drew closer to Allan, then asked once more in a softer tone.
"Pak Allan answered Rena's question. Why would Mr Allan follow them? Who are they? Mr. Allan's parents are with Brother Fara? Why?"
"What am I doing here again? They're gone, you're going again, right? You're just here to look, and then tomorrow and so on? Disappeared from my life, right?" allan said to Rena.
"Can you have that thought, sir? Very shallow mind Mr. Allan. Mr Allan forgot? At home there are children waiting for Mr. Allan to come home..."
"With the legacy that I have, they can live alone with it all to adulthood." said Allan with his mind is still quite chaotic.
"You can tell they grew up alone without a father figure? You knew? There are a lot of kids out there who want a father. Is it easy to grow up without a father figure? Especially for Alea, it will not be easy sir." said Rena while accidentally shedding tears.
Rena dared to say that because herself had also experienced it. He could not imagine what would happen if he and Fathur arrived late. To keep her tears from dripping again, she turned her gaze to the ceiling of the room. He had to be calm enough to be able to help Allan.
"Hey.. Don't gini, sorry. I know I was wrong.." Said Allan while looking into Rena's eyes.
Rena took a deep breath and then walked closer to Allan. When their distance was very close, Rena also opened her hands wide. He looked into Allan's eyes hinting that he was allowing Allan to hug him. With this position Rena had other thoughts that she spoke in her heart.
'I will count to ten seconds. If Mr. Allan does not accept my embrace, I will really start to let it go.. One.. Two.. Three.. Four.. Five........'
Sure enough, in the fifth second before the tenth in the count Allan hugged Rena. There was a big smile when I got a hug from Allan. Rena still does not expect if she can get what she always did not get. In addition, he can also at once keep his promise to sister Fara.
In Allan's arms, Rena allowed Allan to cry if she really wanted to do that.
"Sir Allan should know, crying is permissible under any circumstances. Even if we are sad enough. No one is weak just because we cry. Sometimes because we cry, we get stronger. Rena knows that Mr. Allan has a fear of some things. Allan must remember, Rena is here for Mr. Allan." said Rena in Allan's arms.
After hearing Rena's words, slowly Allan began to cry. He has been expressing all his sadness all this time. She further strengthened her embrace of Rena, just like a child who was afraid of losing whom she cherished again. Allan did the same thing to Rena. Amidst her cries, she took off her embrace on Rena. He looked at Rena's face, while Rena wiped away the tears flowing down Allan's face. Allan also did the same thing to Rena and after that she grasped both hands of Rena tightly.
"I want to tell you, even though you haven't started liking me, but I've liked you since the beginning. I Love You Rena." said Allan while staring in Rena's eyes.
Rena smiled as she received an unexpected response. Rena nodded - nodding her head then said,
"I Love You too Mr. Allan.. Rena also already has the same feelings for Mr. Allan." said Rena with a smile.
"We started everything from the beginning, right? I'll take care of you as best I can." Allan asked Rena.
"Yes Mr. Allan, we start from the beginning." replied Rena with a happy smile.
Marriage that was not based on feelings was already sweet. Especially with Allan's attitude that is quite spoiled on Rena. Allan doesn't care what's ahead. He'll do what he's supposed to do. Do not hold back to continue to show love to loved ones.
Like now, after they made up Rena asked Allan to rest. But Allan was not sleepy, he was lying in a hospital bed while looking at Rena who was cleaning up the mess due to her actions. Allan has asked Rena to leave it alone, because tomorrow morning there must be a cleaning service that will clean it. But Rena could not stay silent to see a room that was quite chaotic. After cleaning, Rena sat down next to Allan.
"Very well if Mr. Allan repeat the thing again. Rena will not clean the results of the chaos of Mr. Allan's actions." said Rena.
"Kok still call sir anyway, call him using another call.." pinta Allan.
"Another call? What's the example sir?" tanya Rena did not understand what Allan meant.
"Whatever, as long as you don't sir." replied Allan with a smile.
"Hmm if you can't? This is just what Rena thinks,"
"May, call it every day huh.."
"Don't do it, not that Rena doesn't want to. But if in front of the kids, I have to call Mr. Allan as usual. Or maybe you'll call papa?"
"Are you anyway? Even I'm your husband not your papa,"
"Rena knows, but it's to get the kids used to it too. So I should call as I should. Mr Allan understand what Rena means?"
"Okey, but because we're just the two of us now. Don't call me sir again, yes, I just heard you call me sir." said Allan while pointing at his disappointed expression.
"Okey sorry has not been adjusted, well we've discussed the call. It's time to make sir, uh meaning brother Allan rest.."
"Good Night, after I sleep you should also sleep after me.."
"Yes.. Good Night.." said Rena while tidying up the blanket on top of Allan.
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