Come back to me
KpK Bag14

Evil whispers always rule me. Asking me to end this, end my suffering, end Syakir's ill-treatment, end my life.

God strengthen me, do not let me fall into the emotions of my soul.

Inner Namira, he did not hold back Syakir's treatment that never changed.

"Non" said Mbok Nami. Nami rushed to Namira who was sitting hugging her knees in the room she had occupied for two years, not a luxurious room like the wife of a Shakir who is famous for his wealth and success, but the small room is 4x3 which he lives with Mbok Nami (Helper room).

Namira woke up from dipping her face. "Mbok," he said injured, he then hugged Mbok Nami pouring out all his pain.

"Patiently Non !" pinta Mbok Nami while stroking Namira's hair.

"Already ! Non Mira don't cry anymore !" Mbok Nami stretched his arms and wiped away Namira's tears. "Non Mira in search of Den Argian, meet him soon ! kasian from earlier Den Argian nanyain Non Mira," asked Nami.

Namira nodded slowly.

Argian, you are my love, forever my lover, you I always hoped for, you I always imagined. I don't know what fate wants to bring you into my husband's house and live close to my arms, though my love for you will never die. But now it's too late, although until now I can't forget you or love Syakir, but I can't possibly defy the laws of nature that put Syakir in possession of my life.

Namira was still pecking at her place not far from Argian's bed with her eyes unceasingly watching her. As he looks at her deeply, his mind digs back into the beautiful love of his past. But not ! at once Namira refuses to dig into the past which if it continues to be revealed will only end in a sin because he is no longer Namira who used to be, Namira belongs to Argian who can freely enjoy time with him, because he is no longer Namira, and free to laugh happily. Syakir, a journey he has started and is not something easy to end.

Argian seemed to be sound asleep on the lap of the night, immersing in the pain and forgetting all the wounds he experienced.

Not wanting to disturb the break Argian Namira decided to go back into his room, but not yet reach the door, a soft voice called out to him.

"Namira," call Argian.

Namira is shocked when Argian takes his name, Namira thinks Argian's memory has returned, and Argian can remember it.

Slowly Namira stepped closer to him full of doubt.

Right ! the sad eyes were staring at him sharply making Namira misbehaved.

"Namira, huh,?" rework Argian.

Namira nodded awkwardly. "Yes, Argian are you..

Namira stopped Kata-Kataya.

"A very beautiful name" cut Argian.

"You, you....

Namira didn't ask him.

"Me, ?" asked Argian, he waited for Namira to continue his Words.

Namira shook her head slightly pulling her lips to smile, it turned out that she was wrong to respond to Argian, Namira finally knew it turned out that Argian still could not remember.

Namira Nodded and pulled out a chair and sat down next to Argian. "Where do you know my name is Namira,?" tanyakanya.

"Mbok Nami told me what your name is" Argian said.

Namira nodded again, "Yes, good then" Namira continued. There is a sense of relief in his heart when Argian can not remember everything.

It's nothing Namira is worried that if Argian's memory is restored, Argian will go again, going far and away on his life.

Honestly Namira expected this to be longer, expecting Argian to be by her side longer, even without remembering who she was and who Namira was for her.

"Namira, come here !" Argian Moves his fingers asking Namira to come closer.

Although he did not understand the meaning of Argian but Namira still obeyed Argian's pinta to get closer.

Namira thought Argian would whisper something so that he was so close to his face, it was inevitable that their distance was so close that even the eyes of the two of them stared at each other closely.

Then when Suddenly Argian held gently Namira's cheeks, in his Wipe Namira's cheeks gently.

"Your face is bruised, why,?" search Argian.

Namira slightly lowered her head, "Because I wasn't careful about falling, either" Namira explained lying.

"Other times Be Careful !" argian lirih.

In his heart Namira said, "You are still my old Argian, the caring Argian, the soft-spoken Argian, though you cannot remember me. Argian I want you always.no !" Namira immediately brushed aside all his thoughts about Argian along with that Namira retreated to release Argian's grip.

"Can I ask you a question, please,?" ask Argian.

Still with his position Namira nodded.

"Have we met before,?" search Argian.

Without thinking, Namira frowned a little.

"I guess we .... We've never met before" whispered Namira to a lie.

Argian held Namira's hand and slightly pulled her to get closer. "Oo, but why do you always come out in my dreams ? and I thought before we..

"No !" rebut Namira, as soon as he let go of Argian grip and sit back in his original position.

"You're sick, your memory is not good, we've never met before, don't make it up" Namira said half-stomping. He looked angry and then rushed away.

"What's wrong with her ?" thinking Argian, he did not understand Namira's change of attitude, Suddenly Namira seemed annoyed just because Argian asked about his dream.

Early in the morning, Tiba Syakir dragged Namira and locked her in the warehouse. "Don't you dare go out or you'll know the consequences !" threaten Syakir before finally hurrying away leaving Namira which he brackets in the warehouse.

Dir familial room..

Silvi and Arman have been sitting together waiting for Syakir and Namira.

Shortly afterwards Syakir came before it dashingly he tidied the suit he was wearing.

"Tumben Mamah and Papah came to see us, what's the matter,?" ask Syakir politely.

"We're sorry, son !" arman said that he was not feeling well.

"We have disrupted the time of Nak Syakir" Silvi added.

"Not Mah ! no bother, no need to hesitate so, Mamah and Papah whenever you want to come here just come here no need to feel bad like this," said Syakir trying to calm down and act ordinary. Syakir knows the arrival of Silvi and Arman at this time may be influenced by Namira's speech at that time.

"Mbok," call Syakir.

"Ia Den" said Mbok Nami who then rushed to Syakir.

"Bok prepare a drink for Papa and my Mama-in-law !" ask Syakir. He continued to play sweet in front of his parents-in-law.

As Mbok Nami walks into the kitchen Syakir follows her from behind.

"Mbok, if they ask about Namira, he'll do what I say !" ask Syakir.

Without being able to resist Syakir's will, Mbok Nami nodded obediently.

"I'm sorry, Mah Pah Syakir stay for a while" said Syakir who had just returned from the kitchen and had sat back down.

"Oh it's OK, son" said Arman.

Ever since sitting in his current place, Silvi's eyes were endlessly spinning looking for Namira. Syakir who found it seemed to dislike Silvi's behavior which he thought was too presumptuous.

Syakir threw away his sickened eyes.

"Son, where's Namira,?" ask Silvi.

Syakir immediately polished his face with a friendly smile. "If it's not wrong Namira came out, he's Mbok, right,?" syakir replied with half-staring eyes to Mbok Nami.

The glass on the table and also some cakes presented Mbok Nami to Silvi and Arman.

"Yes, sir" replied Mbok Nami was forced to lie.

At first glance Arman turned his wrist "Where does Namira go this early in the morning,?" arman asked a little disappointed. "It should be this time Namira prepares breakfast for Nak Syakir."

"Not this morning Namira left but since last night," Syakir told a lie.

Hearing the words of Syakir Mbok Nami who just finished putting the glass lengsung look up and look at Syakir sharply, Mbok Nami felt that the lies of Syakir this time was very outrageous.

But apparently Syakir is not too pinched the gaze of Mbok Nami.

"What,? out at night and haven't come home yet,?" ryan snapped in disbelief.

"Yes. Sorry Syakir disappointed Dad for not being able to forbid Namira not to go out for the night" Syakir Pura-Pura said regretfully.

Silvi who heard this gaped in disbelief.

Arman clenched his hands and clenched his teeth, furious at Namira's behavior, his face turned red because he felt Namira had humiliated him.

"Who's he going with, then,?" arman asked with emotion.

"Syakir doesn't know who he's going to or who he's picking up. Because every time he travels, Namira never say goodbye let alone permission to Syakir."

"Mirana.." Arman groaned again.

"You can't believe Namira did this, Namira is a Good-Good child, she never did this, Mamah sure Mira couldn't be like that !" silvi denies not accepting the name of his daughter Ugly.

"Well," Arman snapped.

"Who's Namira going with, what's with Argian,?" ask Arman.

Hearing the name of Argian called Mbok Nami looked up again.

"Argian, huh,?" ask Syakir. "Who is he,?"

"His boyfriend was with you before he married you" replied Arman.

But Syakir shakes. "Ooh it doesn't seem, there's no way Namira is going with another man, Syakir knows that," Pura-Pura said believing in Namira.

"Good ! Papah's just worried,"

"Worry why,?" ask Syakir.

"A few days ago Argian came to our house looking for Namira, Papah was worried that he was coming back to disturb your household" Arman said.

"So Den Argian was looking for Namira, but for what, then,?" bantin Nami Wondering.

"Ooh about that, Papa doesn't have to worry Namira doesn't go with him, she might go with her Social friends, or...." Syakir hung His Words. "It's impossible for Namira to do that Syakir believes in him."

Syakir says this doesn't mean he's defending Namira, but he knows exactly where Namira is now.

IN WAREHOUSE...

Namira kept screaming for Syakir to get him out of the stuffy room without any light.

"I'm sure I know why you kept me here ! you're afraid my Parents know everything, you don't want my Parents to know all your rot !" namira shouted as she banged on the barn door. Namira degenerated helplessly against the power of Syakir.

The Living Room.

Arman was still sitting with a burning emotion.

"Now we're home !" invite Arman, his mood seems very bad several times Arman sighed violently full of disappointment.