
Gilsha is in the hospital now working as a Doctor, after getting an explanation from Umi Syafa yesterday about her legal divorce with Reza.
"Capek yeah? Lunch yuk," Adnan walked towards Gilsha who was sitting in the chair in front of her room. "I'll deal again."
Gilsha raised her head, she smiled at Adnan. "Ah so not good if Mas Adnan who treat continue."
"Gapapa Sha, you Mas look around, again sad and there is a problem? You got a problem?" Gilsha. "Ehm, I don't mean anything."
Gilsha smiled again. "Not really, gapapa."
"Mas is not good" Adnan scratched his nape at Gilsha.
The atmosphere of silence for a moment, there is a little awkwardness between Adnan and Gilsha, while Gilsha himself considered to tell his complaints to Adnan who incidentally a new person in his life.
"What is love?" gilsha asked which made Adnan raise his eyebrows.
Adnan looked at Gilsha and smiled. "Tumben you are that, what's wrong?"
"Well gapapa" replied Gilsha to Adnan.
Adnan laughed softly then looked back at me Gilsha. "Love is when you've been hurt and hurt but you feel that he's not a bad person."
Gilsha was silent for a moment.
"Mommy mean?"
"Making people the parable of God is not good, but like this, you love God, but when you are given trials and trials you feel hurt, you question where the ordeal comes from, it is clear from God but you still feel that God is not evil, do you understand?" adnan.
What kind of feeling Gilsha is holding, she is considered a black stain by Reza but she feels that Reza is not a bad person in her life.
So, how does Gilsha sustain all of this to question her heart.
"Gilsha, the soul mate and love come from Allah, draw near to Allah until you know the answer, believe that if two men are already betrothed, even if they are separated by circumstances they will surely meet, Adam and Eve needed all the struggle to get back together, I know your heart, if you still love her, talk heart to heart with God in your bow, and ask why is still entrusted a love in your heart to him," explained Adnan back. "If you want to come to lunch, Mas was hospitalized well."
Adnan stood up from there leaving Gilsha who was silent in her room trying to digest all the problems, she was obviously not the wife of Reza.
But why he still has the feeling as a wife, he feels that Reza is in a condition that is not okay, then what to do Gilsha, Gilsha, back to his town where he's buried in all the weird stuff.
Gilsha sometimes questions her own heart, she has buried the wounds with love but why is there still as much love carried by her.
Then what kind of love scenario God prepared for him and how Gilsha would accept all these fates.
Or will there be another answer from all his restless heart, Gilsha could only be silent, petting and wavering.
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Assalamualaikum says.