Crescencia
Chapter 20

After two full weeks, Crescencia was allowed to go home. Then Dika who eight days later can just go home. A few weeks ago, all of Crescencia's friends and even the entire Amarilis High School residents were in a state of uproar at the news of the accident. Many of his friends and teachers came to visit his house to check and question his condition.

A few days later, many Black House members visited Dika who was still lying in his room.

Crescencia went into Dika's room with a tray in her hand. Crescencia just walked in. Because she did not want to trouble her brother who was still hobbling to open the door.

He saw Dika was fiddling with a rubik in his hand. Crescencia took the bowl that had been filled with his homemade soup. Then sat next to Dika, making the mattress with plain dark blue sheets that inched down.

"Aren't you eating yourself what's bribed?" ask Crescencia. While Dika was silent. Still busy with rubics that are almost the color.

Crescencia exhaled a long breath. If Dika is silent like this, the sign is that he must feed the spoiled person again. And Dika just want to take a bribe from Crescencia. No one wants to take care of him now. Unfortunately again, Mira permission to go home because there are family members who died.

"Aren't Icha's soup?" asked Crescencia who was still painstakingly feeding Dika.

Chewing slowly on that food. Remain flinched with her mouth closed. In fact, just nod not.

"The sick one is bada Brother Dika! Kak Dika's mouth one hundred percent still serves to answer the question Icha!" Crescencia so upset himself mistreated like this. Like a neighbor's clothesline that is not transported by its owner.

"Sir Dika should be grateful and thank you Adek beautiful, kind, understanding, good cook, pinter-"

"Whisper!"

Crescencia's sentence was cut off when Dika finally opened his voice.

"Giliran ngatain can only nyaut. Pas asked baek-baek even mingkem. For a long time Icha pour this soup into the face of Kak Dika!" the chirp is upset right. Then feed the last soup into his brother's mouth.

Crescencia waved her shoulders. He sighed. Staring straight at her brother who had not seen her at all from earlier. The bruises on Dika's face did not detract from her charisma in the least. Dika is truly charming for anyone who looks at.

"It's a good thing we're still safe, brother." Crescencia. The tragedy shook his mind a little. That night ... was the worst night in his life history.

"Don't you want to die?" dika asked without bothering to raise her head.

"Icha didn't want to be born, doesn't mean Icha would die at that time."

Dika. Rotate the rubik again to equalize the color groups. "Wouldn't be born? But the fact is you were born, right? And that's a fact that can't be changed. Not being born means dying. Die freely, whenever you want."

Crescencia cheeks hardened. His heart is beating fast. He was quite gasp at Dika's words which were quite long.

"But Icha don't want to die first, brother. Death by its own will is also hated by God. Icha doesn't want God to be angry with Icha. Icha doesn't want Papa to be sad either. Icha must have died if it was time. Icha still wants to be here, Papa happyin."

Crescencia felt her breathing begin to tighten. His heart is beating weakly. Face heated. His throat was like there was something stuck in there.

Crescencia took a deep breath. She's looking. Staring at her brother who seemed to have managed to play the rubik. Crescencia's lips opened and asked irih, "Indeed, Brother Dika wants to die?"

Dika was silent for a while. His face was still flat with no expression. Dika threw a rubik in his hand to the end of the bed. That was when Dika just raised his head. Staring straight at the pale girl with her black netra.

"From the beginning I wanted to die. But not dead. It's as if the world and God aren't satisfied to see me suffer."

"Sir Dika, next Sunday will the final semester exam, Kak Dika also still have a debt to the exam with other teachers? Brother Dika learned yes, so that he can go to class and continue to graduate quickly deh ...." Crescencia put the bowl on the table. Then take the glass that he filled with water. Drank it into Dika's mouth.

"Continue, what kind of test debt has Brother Dika taken?" Crescencia asked again after Dika finished up his drink.

"Chemical."

"Oh, really chemical! Brains Icha long-time. Just healed also told to think of formulas!" crescencia complacently with laziness. But he did not stop to take his brother's chemistry book which was at the study table. No, no, a dirty table with a lot of splattered, even dusty stuff as if it was never worn is not suitable to be called a study table.

"Not Dika who yesterday already understood, right?" Crescencia asked worriedly. There was no way he could explain starting from the initial material. Her lips may curl first.

"Hm." Only a cold, short and annoying answer came out of Dika's mouth.

Crescencia exhaled a long breath. His hand was ready with a pen and blurry paper. The girl sat facing Dika who now complied.

"Icha start with this one." Crescencia began to explain. Dika full of concentration. Occasionally the child also cusses upset when the explanation Crescencia poorly understood by his brain. Obviously Crescencia did not remain silent. The girl scolded Dika like a teacher to her student. Crescencia really have to be extra patient to help Dika learn, although want to repeat the explanation two to three times, until his brother really understands.

"Well, this one, all x is ejected first. Just entered the numbers. Just split in two everything. Remember the formula Icha has made as simple as possible."

Dika nodded. In the midst of his teaching, Crescencia suddenly held her throat-choking breath. A pair of round eyes of the boy blinked as his visibility blurred. Crescencia's lips let out a small groan feeling something that seemed to gnaw at her head. It hurt so much that he had to close both eyes.

Dika raised his head as the voice of Crescencia disappeared. Staring straight at the girl who was now looking down. The lion's ear caught the delicate ringing of the girl. Dika's pair of eyes widened perfectly as red liquid dripped from Crescencia's nostrils. Falling just soaked the chemical package book that was in the lap of Crescencia.

"Hey! Lo nosebleed!" dika said a little shouting. Quite frantic at the sight of Crescencia's blood falling faster and faster.

Crescencia removed the book from her body. Hiding his nose and chin using his palms. Crescencia ran as fast as possible to the toilet next to Dika's room. Crescencia washed her face. Ignoring her hair and some of her clothes just got wet.

His body inched down with his head held high. Again his eyes closed. Feeling tightness in the chest with breathing that begins to be difficult to penetrate. The girl still felt the blood coming out and flowing up to her neck. Crescencia let that go. The corner of his eyes began to water feeling a pain that gnawed all over his body.

Nearly half an hour more Crescencia sat on the cold toilet floor. After the pain had faded enough, and the blood was no longer flowing, Crescencia began to rise slowly. Wash his face and clean the blood stains on his clothes. He just remembered that he had missed hours of taking medicine.

Dika was silent in her room. Both of his hands were clenched. Feeling the coldness that attacked his feet. He had seen the girl twice. Is it because it's all because of her? Because of the burden of the cat's dung duty book? It seems like he has gone too far. However, the girl must be feeling tired.

The head of Crescencia looked up. Staring straight at her reflection in the mirror. Looking clearly at his pale face, dry lips, and increasingly dim eyes. Crescencia also felt his body getting thinner and tired easily. Crescencia exhaled a long breath. Head lowered. He could not even bear to see his own condition.

In that instant, his eyes widened rapidly when he noticed bluish bruises on some areas of his arm. Though, yesterday there were no bruises on his hands.Crescencia stepped back. His breath was immediately stuck in his throat. His pair of eyes heated up with overwhelming fear instantly struck his head.

"Icha why ...." The girl asked herself. Her tears immediately fell down her cheeks.

Crescencia looked over every body. The bruise and bruise not only attacked his hand, his right thigh also contained the wound. Not big, but make Crescencia's chest more pierced.

Crescencia's feet stepped back. His lips forced him to smile. However he tried, as hard as he refused, and as eogical as he wanted to, gradually, his body was indeed going to collapse slowly. He will not be able to run away to escape the pain that every second continues to eat away at the cells that will paralyze his bones.

Crescencia's back is shedding again. The cold floor was again felt on both of his bare feet. Crescencia hid her head between her two shaking knees. Letting his long black strands of hair dangle just like that. Both of his shoulders began to shake. Crescencia ..the girl shed tears in the cold room with drops of water falling from the tap to be a silent witness to her suffering.

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